im super sucky when it comes to rearrangin my memory..haha...i really wanna write bt baybeats n stuffs..haha, ok, on the 17 of july..a day after my burfdae, i went to sch for mldds. mak la is e new president n berori is the asst n the rest n so on..well, after tt, azra, za and i went to dhoby gaut n played pool. yeah man, i'm really proud of myself, i've really improved my pooling skills. yeah. haha..ok, after pool, we went for lunch at rex..haha, wats wif the duck rice? yucksss! erm..after tt, we took train n hit down to e

Esplanade..baybeats

ya'll! we went to the chillout stage..damn, the music was so not my type...it was like lullaby. sorry. so, we left to the arena. yeah. punk. rock. thats it. the rudies n punks were already fillin up the moshin pit. well, the pensionstate was so cool. they really played well n my perception of local talents was changed. they were very good, blending east n west.i was very amazed by the loud yet relaxing ambience they created..haha..especially with the punks n rudies dancing ard...after tt, we met azra's fren..all the bpians..haha..there were quite a number of cuties ard..wahaha..ok, aft tt, we went to mrs fields..yannow, grab some cOOkiess..after tt, we headed back to e arena n caught objection overrule in action..followed by surreal..aft tt, we made a move..hehe, b4 we left esplanade we stopped by the chocolate shop (watever its name is..) and bought a strawberry fondeu..haha, dunno how to spell, but very good to eat..yummy..after tt we went home..

wassup...heys. its a beautiful thurs today. let me write bt yesterday. wednesday..the day was so dreadful..i was only looking forward to hoCCCkeeey. yeah man! erm..let me see..wat happened in sch yesterday? actually nuthing much..aargh..boring. anyways, besse, gaya, hafiz, za n i went to nyp for lunch. haha, thot i'd see lynn or syawal or fizah there..haha, fat hope, only saw pc..my obs crush. (read: haha) okies..after tt was hockey. oh, b4 tt...nizar n tauhid joined us at nyp. phew, tt dao nizar...(shake head n sigh..) haha..ok, back to hockey. training was fun tho tiring. but i was enjoying every blissful moment..wahah. damn, i still dunno wat position i wanna take. bummer..yaddah..yadah...

today..once again..nothing fun happened. omg! wat a life??!! anyways, today, za blew her top during chem class..she was very irritated by js..well well...wat can i say..on the other hand, me n vans decided to sit rite in frrrront..haha, so tt we wont slack n stone..(u see, we tend to slack n stone wen we sit at the back..) we got back our progress report..haha..waddaheck..i went to e lib just now. hah, well, i saw A A..yups. n heart throb. aargh..he still gives me tt effect..tt impact. oh noo... after tt,

me n vans went to pizza hut fer lunch..ok, here's the one million dollar qn,
guess hu i saw?? if ur answer is BUTTERFLY, u're abs correct! haha...(for lynn
if u're readg this.)

well..gtg..looking forward to e weekend..happy burfdae firehouse n ahem...an outg wif him!! woohooooooo.....

wat a stoney tuesday today..ok, maybe i shd write abt wat happened last friday. wat?

it was my burfdae

. wahah..besides receivin millions (erm, exaggeration) of birthday greetings frm frens,i receive many interesting gifts. oh, how can i ever forget the sabo! e story goes like this, za n me and the rest went to the canteen n guess wat, frm i dunno where, my darrrliing subu came and poured bandung on me. walao! then, vijay came and poured water. so paiseh. there were millions (erm, once again, exaggeration) pairs of eyes staring at me.wahah..AA was there too, beside subu. so funny. so, i tried to act cool n walked to the parade sq. n i thot my ordeal was over. but pei lee n za 'raped' me in the toilet. oh god, they dragged me into one of the cubicle and saw this bar of soap n soaped me! oh noo...it was disgusting but also funny lah..after tt..lesson as usual..yaddah..bored..zzZzz.i was just looking forward to meeting lynn n fizah for pizza..well, something unpleasant happedned in chem class. ms yeo, was rather sad n disappointed. i felt very sad for her. she made this simple yet super touching, tt actually made me clap for her n cheer for her. i cudnt believe nizar actually had the heart to see her cry. he was like 'i rather she cry now then we cry later'..goddamit, i think, tt's the most horrific thing he's ever said..ok lah, watever.tt's his problem. AP!
anyways, a few moments after tt, za asked me to go to e toilet with her. n guess wat? i was being sabo-ed again! subu sprayed cream on my hair!! wat shit??! it was horrible ok. i was planning to meet my gurlfrens after sch n then, my hair, my clothes, my body all smelled like a birthday cake! haha...luckily i have sucha a lovely n caring sister, Lynn aka Faz. i went to her place n washed myself..after tt, was PIZZA..woohoo..it was fun. fizah n faz n me. wahah, we really had a lot of fun. wat's wif the lemon tt fell on the table n fizah wanting to luff at it but stopped coz she was alone then coz me n lynn were away taking the soup. wats wif the flower on the lil cake. wats wif fizah giggling non stop for every single things n wats wif lynn craze over no-no vege.(watever tt means..haha!)... i received very cute bday presents. hehe..got this super cute key chain frm naim. he did it himself!!
it was a great day.. i love tt day. my burfdae. i celebrated it with many ppl..ppl whom i love n treasure..*smile*

im determined to do whats best for me n my family n frens. donch wanna disappoint them. i pledge to be a better fren, a better daughter, a better sister, a better student n definitely, a better muslim. =)

heys..im rite here in the free access room. damn..the comp here is horrificly slow...oh god.. anyways,let me talk bout last mon..
i hate my brothers..it was a monday mornin..beginning of the week n they spoilt it big tyme..matno was hell rude. how could he do such a thing to Ma. damn, if not for the fact tt i was late for school, i'd have knocked down his bedroom door n punch his face. i really wanna make him knoe tt he's awfully dumb and rude. aargh..shit them. my bros sucks.
sometimes in life, u encounter ppl hu r really foolish, got no life n got their brain stucked in the toilet bowl..so wat do u do? (nvr ever attempt to pull the brain out the bowl!)..for me, i'll luff at the very thot of someone not having a brain. coz, Allah created us in sucha a way tt die die, surely got brain. but the issue here is, whether we make full use of it or not..yeah..are we gonna think b4 making decisions? or just let our heart do the thinking? (tt sounds crappy) some psychopatic losers wud just follow their hearts...(erm, ppl always say, follow where ur heart takes u to, coz tt's where u shd be..) but i strongly disagree. true, as much as we want to let our emotions n feelings lead our destiny, we have to let the brain do the thinking. in the first place, the brain is the core of everything we do..everything depends on the brain.. so, given the intelligence we are granted by God All mighty, we shd and must think n consider the consequences of our every actions..aaargh!

in school, we had..FLOORBALL...yalalala...yeahha. anyways, we won. oh, theres something new today. me and gaya found a new AA well..not so AA yet..but a potential AA..wahaha.. aights, back to floorball. it was cool mans. me, gaya, za, sq, pj and some other girls played well.(i guess)..man..i cant wait for the next mactch. anyways, wen we had floorbal..the ILs n MLs were playing soccer..wahah...super AA..heart throb was there, trying to show off his skills. well he was unsuccessful to do so wen i went to watch them play last season. and pretty eyes was the referee i guess..no more ball picking mission for him..haha..ok, watever.

tuesday..yesterday. crappy day. we got our new phy n chem teachers. well, im trying to optimistic, but given the lesson we attended today n yesterday, i felt so irritated n a lil anxious, ahem...for my future. but for the benefit of the doubt, im gonna just let the teachers do their jobs tho i bet the ppl in ma class will start complaining.

aight..write layta..peace

I woke up ard 6 when I heard my mum shoutin and yelling away.

I was damn shocked n scared

. This always happen. My father, my mother n brother fighting. And I’ll just sit in my room n listen to them silently. I couldn’t take it no more. I’ll just start to cry. Damn, I hate to break down n cry but the feeling was so overpowering. All my emotions were trying hard to penetrate out of my every pores. I was so depressed.

Heart broken

. Wat have u.. weep weep…aaargh..

Damn..i was late for my appointment wif Claire. I got dressed n (once again, like any other days) rushed outta hs. We met to collect our o cert. After tt we went for breakfast at macs..woohoo. it was fun being with Claire. We always have things to talk about..sadly I had to leave for mldds. Mldds was rather cool today. Haha, besides azra’s sexy voice, we had this game thingy. But tt syukri forgot my name! Ish ish..wat is this? I should put on a name tag BIG bIG n let him see! We had many different games. Haha.damn funny. Especially the mat thingy. Wahaha..me accidentally sandwiched Diana n mak la also joined in..ok, so we lost tt game n had to do a forfeit. Banana dance! Walao.the last time I did it was like in sec 3 sports camp.. ok, n we had a few more games n the whole thing ended..ok.after tt was hockey. We checked our fat %. Haha..tts cool. Erm, everything was ok for me except I must drink lotsa lotsa lotsa water..*gulp*. After tt..i went home n sleep.

I reached school around 4. wore my tie and got super excited and keyed up. Met Claire and the rest in ava. So long didn’t see Claire..or ginger. It was fun..catching up n stuffs.ok, next came the prize giving. Hmm..i wonder y I didn’t get the SAC awards. Anyways, the speech day performance was a sheer work of bimbotism. Haha. The dancers were dressed to hella skimpily. My oh my. Wassup wif tt. I couldn’t help it..i was dreadin every moment of the concert. Well, e only part tt perk me up was the ncc item. So cool..they were like swingin their rifles and looking so ceremonial yet casual..aaliyah’s bro was there too. He’s still meatless n looks like a stick. After e concert, we went to e canteen.. whaha, fizah pigged herself! Anyways, me met claire’s mom n stepdad. Saw pat, nanthini n the ex 4E1 ppl. Leo was there wif his cam. Erm. Of coz, I asked him to take pics of us..woohoo! we were outside e sch yakking bout movies n so on wen this guy interrupted. Yikes. He’s tt asriana’s bro. Well, don’t quite fancy him.. after tt was the dinner at tp. So fun!! We talked n shared our holiday stories n crapped. Yannow, we haven’t crapped with each other for a tremendously long time..we talked n talked till 9 plus..we went home after tt..goodbyes.

My Friday….i woke late as usual n left home super swiftly. As if my lateness wasn’t bad enuff, I knocked my knee on the seat of the bus.. it was so loud that almost everybody looked at me in sympathy (I guess!) but I acted cool as if I suffered no pain. But in reality, my knee was throbbing excruciatingly. Damn was I late..i rushed to e train station n saw heart throb.wahaha…n puke factor too.
School was alright. We had PE and it was very physical..in fact, school was utter boredom n I was counting every second till I get to leave sch. Oh yeah, during mass civics, there was this guest speaker. He was invited to talk bt his orphanage in Thailand (or wherever for tt matter) but he ended up preaching. Phew..couldn’t stand it man. If he wanna preach, there’s a place called a church. Anyways. No offence..
I got my early leave fr school. and after that was GP lesson in e lab..we’re supposed to discuss on some group presentation but we ended doin nothing. Aah..crap. o btw, js typed this super funny phrase in the search engine search box (haha..is tt wat we call tt thing?) js tryin to be funny.. haha, he was very successful I must say. Aight, we got back our gp paper back. Ok..alhamdullilah. I passed. Hehe..got a sticker tt says

Groovy.

Well, whatever tt implies.. e bell rang at 3.15 n I was more than eager to zoom outta sch. Met haz, subu n tt and sec guy outside canteen..haha..said bye to em n walked off briskly, happily.

Wohoo!! Yeah…its july. And guess what it means? Im gonna meet alfiyan..yeah..so long nvr see him. The last time I saw him was like last year’s july..hai..miss him lots..cant wait to see him again. *smile frm ear to ear n jump up n down*
Baybeats’ coming... whoa..its in ma burfdae weekend..is this cool or is this cool?

Haha..so much for the exams period! Now it’s the post-exams period!! Woohoooo… on thurs, I went to johor to supposedly shop but things cocked up n we had to leave early..bummer. no shopping. i met my aunty at johor. nice bungalow she has. oh, this may sound selfish and immature, but i hate the malaysians that i met on my way to my aunts bungalow.. On Friday!! Woohoo..tts the day man!! I love tt day! Alrite, me, za, azra, shaheeda, farnah, suli n muni went to bt timah to pool..cool. there were like plenty of cute creatures down there, wahaha..must go there more often..we played for 2 hrs. n I poked 3 butts. Hehe…thank god they belong to those adorable.. ahem..boys. anyways, there was this super cute boy. He wore songkok to play pool!! Hehe..so funny n his hair was blonde. Tt’s ma first time seeing a blonde mat looking so cute…haha.
Alrite, after pool, aja, shaheeda, za n I took bus to town. We went to taka to buy snacks..haha, something hilarious happened at the coffee bean, taka. Ok, I went up to the waiter n ordered hot choc. He prepared it for me n guess wat he said when I asked him for the price?? Haha…he said..ITS OKAY, I PAY FOR YOU. I TREAT YOU…haha..we walked ard aimlessly n decided to head to the esplanade. It was ard 8 plus n we were walking down e esplanade..whoa!! so nice..and it was full moon!! Cool…super fun.. then we head home after walking aimlessly at esplanade..
We had hockey on sat morning!! WooohOoo NURUL LURRVES HOCKEY! Too much to write bt hockey tt day..wahaha..so fun. N I spent half the time lifting the drain grills to pick up balls..uurgh!

Haha..this is a pretty long entry yeah?

Heys..its been really a long time since I last wrote in u. school has started. Maybe I shd write a lil bt my hols and exams period and then celebration period (which is not very long!).. last week of the holeeday was pure mugging week. Dang! I spent the whole week mugging.. ok, not really. I went to play pool on the Tuesday. Went with fizah n faz to tamp. Holy crap, the pool place there was creepy. Whoa, shdn’t have gone there! Neways..something damn embarrassing happened in the bus on my way hm.. crappy. There was this Indian man sitting beside me. He’s so frenly tt I found him rather intimidating..wat’s worse was tt, when I tried to get out of my seat to get down the bus, the bus jerked and my butt landed on his lap!! Damn it! I was extremely paiseh n humiliated.
And like I’ve already said, the rest of the week was fully mugging week. Met lynn on fri for lunch at amk. Saw Aizam..hehe..he’s always cute like last time.. saw nadiah n amirah frm pierce but I was lazy to walk to em. Anyways, on the following day..me went to azra’s place to mug..haha..we also played carromn. Phew! My parents kept calling me to ask where I was when I’ve oredi told em I was at azra’s place.. haha..believe or not, I smses baby huey abt it! Haha..n he was kinda shocked ah..but nvm, at least I got somebody to talk tt shit out to….aight, in eafternn, I received this rather weird email fr ma cousin..she apologized for always ignoring me at family functions or at msn. Truth is, I nvr noticed maself being ignored..haha, thick skin I am! Orite..so, she said tt everybody is always singing praises of me n she felt useless. And I think this is not true..not everybody praises me! Haha…in fact very few..(sad case). N guess wat? I went out for dinner with ma family tt evening n coincided with her at the mall!! It was a very awkward moment. But I didn’t want her to feel awkward n so tried to talk to her as per normal..it was freaking hard okay!

Ok..so, it’s the exams period…stayed late at nite..well, I was supposed to study but I cant resist e temptation to stone…