watchup. im rite now in the school library. yucks lah. no privacy. got so many buggers bugging ard.. damn gotta go for pw layta. suck big time..neways, i think i shdnt complain. oh, i just came back from prata house (or place..i always confuse em). went there with zaza n pengsan berdiri. haha..its jaenatte lah. we talked bout gg to jakarta after promos. yups. i really hope my parents will allow me to go. yeah mans.
oooh...anyways, i was supposed to go eat lunch with syawal but my maths lect ended like ard 10 plus wen it was supposed to end at 12. i wanted to meet his gf. but his gf shy lah..dont want lah..wat lah...hais. watever lah. not like i'll die if i nvr see her.
oh. talked to a fren yesterday. told him not to underestimate himself. told him to be confident. haha..n guess waht he said, yeah, im confident. confident that i'll fail! hai..so demoralised.

u knoe, in life, i believe that nuthing will work for u if u dont have faith in it. yeah, sometimes, we make decisions without thinking bt the long term consequences. sometimes, we cant do anything bt it. sometimes, we are trapped and just feel like dying. yeah, all this crap happen. challengers in life. i hated em. i used to feel like the world is comin to an end whenever im threatened by all these crappy challengers..yeah used to.. now,i believe that Allah wont put me thru a test if he knows tt i cant handle it. yeah..i knoe, its NEVER easy to accept failures. but now, i've learnt to accept them as blessings that will make me a better person. yeah...(haha..am i like so optimistic eh?)

well..i'll blog later.

cant wait for tomorrow. hockey. then mug wif nurul.

oooh, i have a mission, must get to knoe my 'bestfren' better.