wahwah..its a saturday afternn. n guess wat? i've just finished cooking, washing, cleaning..woOohoo..i feel so satisfied.
my mum is still in hospital. so, i gotta do everything on my own lah..y'day my dad washed the periuk n i felt so touched. coz basically, its only once in a triple blue moon tt he will actually wash any dishes, wat more a periuk. oh..for those hu dont understand mly..periuk means pot. yeah..the cooking pot. whoa.
ok, tts not the pt. the pt is, i really hope that Allah will bless my mum with early and healthy recovery. Amin.
oh, syawal wanna get a new air force. hope i got time to snoop ard for it. hai.. too bz wif sch. gtg.

*my prayer..I testify that the Creator of all the universe, including the
stars, the planets, the sun, the moon, the heavens, the earth with all its known
and unknown forms of life, is Allah. He is the Organizer and Planner of all its
affairs. It is He Who gives life and death, and He (i.e. Allah Alone) is the
Sustainer, and the Giver of Security, etc.*

this is cool..too bad..cant find size for u .. 

he wanna buy this..nice meh? 

do u have the time, to listen to me whine...

helllo.....its a fri evening. n im like slacking n im like planning to watch vcd layta. n im like planning to sleep after that. n im planning to wake up late tmr..tsk tsk.

wateverlah

neways, let me recall what happened for the last few days..on tues, life was ok except that i was a tad too excited for no reason..luffing excitedly for no reason. nuthing happened lah. oh yeah, i saw SYAHIDAH on my way to sch. woohooO..so long didnt see her. miss her.hehe, used to go home frm sch wit her..hijanah, nazerul, aisyah blu, aisyah brown, sakinah..I MISS THEM!! btw, i saw naz in tt north west magazine..cool eh! u rock naz!

on wed..didnt really do anything. (like usual ah..) slack like shit. skipped gp lecture n slept in the lib. wahaha. (damn, i shd be repentant n not luffing)..well, watever. i slept peacefully in the lib. zZzzZZz... after tt, went fo lunch wit the rest at mac. me, peilee, za, florence, nizar, hafiz n tauhid. yups.hehe..damn funny ah they all. we talked (erm..more like kutuk with a capital K and alphabets in bold) abt his hair (erm..more like the amazon basin..lol)..haha. but he wasnt angry ah. funny ah. i dunno y he refuses to trim his hair!! kuakua..

oh, adib's uncle passed away n he's kinda miserable. adib that is. but i think he;s pretty ok now. bestfren, if u're reading this..(which i think u wont be) hope u're feeling much much better after that satu baldi thingy..

thursday. haha.nampak AA. za said he was trying to flirt wif me by walking near me! ahaha..but poor thing, i didnt even notice his presence! lol. he's not so AA after all..hics hics. neways, i went hm. n went to syafiqah's hs to check out her new dress. not her dress. but her barbie's dress..phew! so pretty. i took a picture of it. i'll post it here soon. hehe..lurve barbie!

friday. another bloody mr ong period. another bloody period where bloody kids will start arguing wit da teacher. damn lah! when u're a student, u shd be apologetic when u've done someting wrong. ok, sometimes, u don feel tt wat u've done is wrong..(like gg to the toilet on ur way to class frm the audi when the bell has gone for the next period n still stroll into the classrm when u're already 10 mins late and when u already knew tt the teacher n the whole damn class is waiting for u. n when u're scolded, u try to be defensive by stating tt visiting e toilet is a compulsion tt no human being shd go against n paste that bloody mf face thru out the teacher's lesson, still having that ego tt u're right and the teacher is wrong) but, watever it is, i dont see the trouble wit saying sorry. omg. damn...i hate ppl like these!! they shd just stop sch and rent the house next to Tarzan's and lead a and-they-live-happily-ever-after life. (oops, i forgot, they wont lead a happy ever after life, coz, they'll definitely find something to sweat over..thus, their lives wont be so happy after all..oooooOO..so sad)

watever it is. my life still rock. coz, i got my mum n dad, sweet sista, wonderful frens. ..heart throb. hockey. and my Guardian of Faith, Allah.

horrLa...(haha..got this word frm sista lynn..) wassup? its a super duper tiring monday. yeah, a new college week..

f o u r m o r e w e e k s

t o p r o m o s!!

. aarghh..ok. shit, i suddenly feel so guilty coz i havent really get down to my revision. oh my.
nothing happened today. erm..except tt i went to measure the body fat mass percentage..haha..sumthing liddat lah..erm..lost some fats %..and gain some water %..yay!! cool.. ok, gtg off. mug hard. Oh Allah, please bless me with all the blessings that u have. thank you..

zaman2 kental ku..hehuheu.. 

hehe...act cool gitu. 

In the name of Allah, the merciful.
Praise be to the Lord of the Universe who has created us and made us into different types that we may know each other, not that we may despise each other.
If the enemy incline towards peace, do thou also incline towards peace, and trust in God, for the Lord is the one that heareth and knoweth all things.
And the servants of God, Most Gracious are those who walk on the earth in humility, and when we address them, we say, "Peace."

where is the peace? the pictures here made me cry.. oh Allah u are PEACE, frm u comes PEACE, to YOU return PEACE, pls revive us with e salutation of PEACE..amin 

sunset..woohoo..loves it. when the sun comes down, the moon will take over its place..let the stars sparkle down..sparkle down ur face.

we trying to act cute.

sisters rule..love u sya!

wahaha..now tt i knoe how to upload pics, im enjoyin every bit of it...oh yeah, we took this pic like ages ago..at sentosa. 

hello! i love life..tho its kinda stressful...anyways, yesterday, we had HOCKEY. aargh..in the morn, my parents had their WW3. cant stand it man. well, this thing always happens to married ppl rite? after some toopeed quarrel, they'll be alright. haha..yeah..i dont understand y.
yeah, back to yesterday. i met za at newton at 8.10 am (we're supposed to meet at 8, but being the GOH i am, i came a liiil late). we reached CCAB n no one was there..hai boring. i was excited to start training

..(I SO LOVE HOCHOCHOCKEEE)

then, saw denise n the rest struggling with the water tumbler. (haha..it reminded me of wat happened in aj last sat..*wink at Za*)..my darling sanuse n ms toh came n we all started traing..yeah! we did trapping for bouncing ball, used our left arm. i really cud do with some extra left arm PT..oh, there was tis j3 guy. damn, whats his name? but he was very nice. haha. very frenly. yeah, i dont mind him helping e girls ard. *cheeky grin*..after hockey was lunch at town. haha, i wore tt green dress like thing and it like totally clashed with my extra accessories (hockey stick, shoe bag n turtle like bag)..haha..oklah, it was fun, the lunch , i mean. oh, adib came n joined us. then we all went to study. yep, mugged at cene. haha...yeah..cant u ever believe tt? i actuall mugged at town!! shahraini was there too..i still cant believe wat she said. darn disgusting n scary at the same time.HA-HA..
guess wat? liyana broke her promise, AGAIN! initially, she promised to go shopping wif me. but that bleeding syam insisted tt she follows him to buy something. lame right!?? oorgh..puh-lease..cant he do tt alone. bugger. hai, i hate this..y must her life evolves ard him only?? is it normal or am i just over reacting? but come on, think abt it, she cancelled our one week pre-planned date just like tt. reason: 'my syam wants me to follow him buy things'. uurgh...tt's ridiculous!!
haha, after tt, me, za n azra went shopping. yep, i bought a shirt..erm, the rest are food..
me and azra went to THAT CD SHOP..we listened to this cuban music. nice lah..we started dancing like idiots..haha.oh, we saw fitri n wan. utt's frens..erm yeah, n there was this guy (young n not cute) hu tapped azra's head..wahaha...dang! funni..went hm wif azra. she's really nice..tho i was tired in the train, we had this interesting conversation. made me smile when i got off the train. hope tt Allah will bless her always..amin.

saw this pic somewhere..kinda interesting and i act dunno wat it really means. if u all knoe, tell me lah.. 

me, proud as a MUSLIM! 

watchup. im rite now in the school library. yucks lah. no privacy. got so many buggers bugging ard.. damn gotta go for pw layta. suck big time..neways, i think i shdnt complain. oh, i just came back from prata house (or place..i always confuse em). went there with zaza n pengsan berdiri. haha..its jaenatte lah. we talked bout gg to jakarta after promos. yups. i really hope my parents will allow me to go. yeah mans.
oooh...anyways, i was supposed to go eat lunch with syawal but my maths lect ended like ard 10 plus wen it was supposed to end at 12. i wanted to meet his gf. but his gf shy lah..dont want lah..wat lah...hais. watever lah. not like i'll die if i nvr see her.
oh. talked to a fren yesterday. told him not to underestimate himself. told him to be confident. haha..n guess waht he said, yeah, im confident. confident that i'll fail! hai..so demoralised.

u knoe, in life, i believe that nuthing will work for u if u dont have faith in it. yeah, sometimes, we make decisions without thinking bt the long term consequences. sometimes, we cant do anything bt it. sometimes, we are trapped and just feel like dying. yeah, all this crap happen. challengers in life. i hated em. i used to feel like the world is comin to an end whenever im threatened by all these crappy challengers..yeah used to.. now,i believe that Allah wont put me thru a test if he knows tt i cant handle it. yeah..i knoe, its NEVER easy to accept failures. but now, i've learnt to accept them as blessings that will make me a better person. yeah...(haha..am i like so optimistic eh?)

well..i'll blog later.

cant wait for tomorrow. hockey. then mug wif nurul.

oooh, i have a mission, must get to knoe my 'bestfren' better.

hey. watsup? alrite, my saturday was tremedously awesome. i woke in the morning feeling (weirdly) happy. maybe becos there'll be HOCKEY training aft the chem make up lect, maybe becos i'mm gg to ecp for mak lah bday party or simply because of the weather. watever it is, i felt a sudden surge of happiness.
oh, i got this sms frm some BELO girl. hu refused to reveal her (i didnt knoe it was a 'her' at first) identity. well, she needs to put in a lil more effort next time if she wanna fool me. had chem lect. in the audi.it was darn dull. i'd rather go listen to some stupid songs then listen to tt teacher preach. eergh. next was..another chem lecT! oh, i'll just save those crappy moments for myself. lets move on to HOCKEY!! yeah! looorve hockey. well, we did lotsa stuffs today. ms toh is v nice, thot me to do the hit. yep, mr sanuse too. it was damn irritating when my 7 continuous attempts to hit the ball failed. (coz i hit the ground instead). but, hey! thanks to my darling mr sanuse, he was v patient n supportive. at last, i did a perfect hit. (he said tt!!) yay! after tt, me n ms toh played tt jab n score game..haha, god knows whats e real name of tt game! ooh, n i played wif sanuse first. wah, he's not bad lar. but im not bad too. we played 5 rounds n i scored 2 goals (which were followed by me jumping n yelping over-excitedly). he scored 3. i love hockey man. but i hate the headaches n giddiness coz of the blazing hot burning tormenting agonizing heat frm the sun. aargh. but other than tt, im loving it.

i really really really want HOCKEY to excel, or at the least, to go
one notch higher. yups!

orite! after tt, we got down to ECP. cooL. we played games. got the belos, our common beast guy fren (hu lurves shopping), shahilah's frens n utt's frens..fau, dia (erm, after much post-ecp discussion, we concluded tt he's the cutest lah, followed by muke-mcm-baru-bangun-tdo fau), fitri, wan..haha, not forgetting the lil self-confessing gay new fren of mine, Syafiq. we played wacko followed by that obscene rubber band game. luckily there were no perverts ard. oh, n especially thank god wan was not chi ko peh-ish. (i need to pass the rubber bands to him u see)..we took pictures, saw the LOSERS hu looked so HAPPY wen they took their pictures wen they were supposed to look like LOSERS. ok..crappy. we rushed hm aft singing mak lah her bday song n eating the bday cake. took bus n train hm..reached hm at 9.30pm. home sweet hm.

heys..its, 1.01 am on a sat morning. yesterday, which was a fri, my day was alright. tho i feel kinda sad. i dunnoe. i think sometimes, im surrounded by ppl hu r insensitive towards others feelings.i dunno. sometimes, there r frens out there hu want u to feel..aargh.i dunno how to say it.

forget it

ok. my fri was alright. we had pe today n was very happy wen our class girls..(almost all) played together. normally, its only our grp, me, peilee, za, besse n gaya or vans who'd play but just now, much to my surprise, most of the rest joined us. ok. it was fun. after tt, we got back our chem n phy paper. suck big time. i did badly for both. feeling kinda demoralised. however, im not gonna give up. never say die. yups. oh, during gp, i was kinda super shagged..n guess wat?

ok..so..that was wat it was like on fri. yups. oh, i smsed karthik. gee, he said he's a lil stressed. hope he's ok. im very worried to know tt. hais..oh, i met yee wah in the bus on ma way home. u see, i was very sad wen i left sch yestaday. so, wen i saw a familiar face in the bus, my face lit up..haha..ok watever. but, i really miss my O1 frens lah..yuan chen too..haha.
alright, i think tt's abt all. blog soon.
PS: later got make up lect, then training, then bbq..hehe, life rocks.

went out wif azra yesterday. we're supposed to play pool but the queue was damn long like the nile river..we decided to watch 13 gg 30 instead. nice, absolutely nice movie! went hm n chiong thru chem tutorials. yay!! never felt this happy b4. u knoe.,

the feeling of achieving something

. hehe..orait. i shopped a lil just now. oh did i say tt i love sheila on 7 songs. dang are they gooood. im trying to figure out how to put music onto my blog..haha..but being the oh-so-blog-savvy girl i am, im still struggling to.

today? erm..pw. todays is quite a productive day for me. yeah.. tho i slept during phy tutorial. erm, other than tt, i was a very good student just now. did all tutorials, listened attentively in lectures n started doing my maths tutorial 16! whoa. didnt knoe i can be this efficient. oh yeah, had pw. spent like 1 hr plus plus in the lib discussion rm w mrs woo..i cant wait to embark on my 3 rd draft. yeah.

today? lynn went to sentosa!! erm..it rained just now. hope her beach outing was alright. erm..miss her..

today? im determined that i can do my very uper best in whatever i do. yeah, im feeling tt burning desire to excel. that enthusiasm gushing thru veins... yeah. insyaAllah i will achieve wat i want.

bored. its teachers' day today. had teachers day concert in sch yesterday.

crappy.

heart throb sat quite near my class. vans said tt he always look at me. aargh..he sucks ah. always doing soemthing dumb whenever im doing nuthing. like for example, tt time, when i was donating blood, he walked up to za n showed that body language as if he wanna ask her something. then, wen i already left sch, za n gaya saw him looking ard near the study area. then, that time, i went to the toilet, he walked ard my study area but when i walked back fr the toilet, he walked away. and just yesterday, vans said tt he kept looking at me. he's quite a bugger hor?