im gonna get emo.sori.

aaargh. wat happened? i hate to cry. i cried.i saw the letter. n he didnt care. what? i really dont know what am i to do. why? i want to cry again! why does he find it so hard to forgive? why do they find it so hard to keep their promise? why? why does she let others hurt her and then do something to hurt tt other person in return? why? what should i do if im the victim of this foolishness? what should i say when hear them shout? when should i give up trying to fix what's left from what happened? should i give up? should i even care to try? i'm strong.i believe.


but what about them. will they try to patch back the cracks? or will they just dig a pit out of it?

so what if he's a muslim and prays five times a day? where is the patience? where is the perseverence? where? wth. i'm upset. dissapointed. wth.u, pls dont even care talking bt others' flaws. look at urself. what did u do? what did u not do? u think u dont deserve what u got now? i think u do. sorry. im just upset tt all these had to come fr u. wat happened? im gonna endure everything. but till when? i don't know. should i even bother to take the bleeding time and effort to endure all these shit. im upset. what's the point of talking? u've never listened. what's the point of discussing this shit? u've never even bothered to think bout it. so, u claim u're pressurised. shut up. im sorry.but i really feel tt u cud have done something to prevent this. but u freaking well didnt. i remember very vividly what u said.-let them do what they want, if they get into trouble, don look for me- im upset tt those words came frm u. really upset. u gave up without even trying. im upset. absolutely. pls dont expect miracles from outsiders. u've never tried. i hate to say this. i really hate to. but i'm totally disgusted by your irresponsible attitude. if u think we're sent to this earth so that we can be sent back to Allah happily, u're wrong. very wrong. u shd be thankful that Allah even cares to challenge u. he knows u can take it. he knows u can handle it. but wat the fuck did u do? u gave up. i really hope u wont regret wat u did. its useless saying sorry after wat u did, wat u said. its useless. sorry can never conceal the scars. never. we remember. if u really leave us one day, i'll remember u as a coward. a disgusting coward.

allah.bless us.