the last post was so dispirited.

thanks Allah. u've given me the strength to overcome my weakness.
im not upset now. i realise tt there's no point feeling sad over what happened. i must be thankful tt im still alive n we're together. life is no bed of roses...wait a min, actually it is! aiyo, hu created that proverb? life IS a bed of roses. the blooms, the deepness of the red and the sweet smelling petals. those are the times when Allah showers us with his love because we've worked really hard for it. n the thorns, the browning stalks, the prick. those are the times when Allah puts a little more stress on us to make us a BETTER person.

-smile brightly-
allah loves me. i love allah too.

let me update ya'll

· last sat, after training, i met cousin Syawal n went to town.chill ard.
· last sun, i coincided w azra in the bus, on ma way to madrasah. met all my
madrasah frens. missed them so much. stupid nuri. made me scared! huda
getting MARRIED???wat? anyways, it was really fun catching up wif them.
misses zaq n fizah so much. raihan waiting for A's results. didnt expect him
to be fr hc.
· last sun, azra smsed n asked me go watch tiger cup final wif her.
i was practically, mentally jumping up and down in total absolute
excitement.
· last sun, met 2404 at eunos mrt. service learning. i love the KIDS AT
DARUL MA'WA!! i wanna visit them again!!they asked me to come back
on hari raya haji weekend, but i cant, sorry syima n asyifa!!
· last sun, i shared a cab with oh-so-gorgeous-until-i-wanna drop-dead tauhid frm darul ma'wa to kallang.the journey there was oh-so-great. i wasnt in RED!! n tt oh-so-gorgeous-until-i-wanna drop-dead fren of mine was nice enuff to lend me his red wristband. met the rest there at kallang sttn.

azra, adib, nizar, shak, kim, khairul, zhong loon n the rest.

.they were ALL in RED!! except for nizzie who was bizzarely in green. the match was kick ass ya'll. especially with my oh-so-gorgeous-until-i-wanna drop-dead fren cheering beside me. wahah. the guys were really vulgar!! ok, so, i succumbed to temptation n started to join in the but*h uproar!! wahaha. funny seh! went hm wif tauhid n khairul.
· last mon. nuthin much la. sch n hockey.
· my chem teacher said i got PRETTY NICE EYES. wahah.
· i've been EATING NON STOP. my classmates know tt!







oh yah. just wanna say this. i HATE guys who are so nice to me!! i'll get disgusted. i don mean tt i like guys who are so mean or whatsoever lah. but i just cant stand being treated like a majestic princess. they make my stomach cringe. i welcome RESPECT but i despise guys who treat me like a little girl who cant stand firm on her own. i like guys who send me hm when we go out together. (smile) but i dont fancy guys hu call my cell n ask me my whereabouts n volunteer to pick me up to send me home. wth!! ahah.