• liza leaving for canada tmr and guess what? she didnt even tell me until 8 pm just now!! she's gonna stay there for 3 yrs with her foster parents. and i didnt even know!!!!!!!
• michelle and derek broke up like last january. and guess what?? i didnt know too. not until i met her at sembawang shp ctr just now. gosh. michelle is like my very good fren and i was the first person who knew abt her n derek being together last year. and this time, im the last to knoe bt their breakup.
• oh great. one more thing. one of my cousin just came back frm KL. so i called to ask when is she gg back there (she's studying at a U there). and guess wat? she said, she has stopped schooling since early this yr. and i didnt even knoe. why why??
• adib's gg/went thru the operation today. n i didnt even know. was talking to him online yesterday nite n he didnt even tell. great.
• and a good fren of mine refuse to tell me wahts been bothering her all these while. i insisted tt she share wif me her troubles but she claimed tt theres nothing bothering her. pls la, not coming home for 2 days for no reason is nothing meh?

im super irritated. not quite sure with who. but come on. who wudnt be irritated or affected by what i just mentioned above. when i asked liza why she didnt tell me earlier, she said she didnt want to trouble me. like. wth.

and i asked michelle why she didnt call or talk to me bt it. she said she knew i was busy. she didnt want to bother me. wat?? when was i ever busy to the point i dont have time to comfort my broken-hearted fren?? when?

and my cousin. she's the best. when i asked her why she didnt tell me all abt it when i met her at gramps on hari raya haji, she said, ' oh, i thought u wudnt even care to know. yelah. u kan busy woman'...i feel like fainting!

oh. and adib? hai. nvm.

is it my fault for being busy? or appearing busy? havent i've been always there for my fren? havent i've made myself clear when i said 'u can always count on me no matter when' to them? aargh!!