im sleepy but jus cant slp.i suddenly remember wat besse told me on our way to Gelare yesterday.don lead a guy on.wahaha.tt was tremendously shocking u knoe.i mean, i nvr noticed myself leadin anybody on.so i told her that im not leading anyone on.plus im a commitment-phobic woman.and i wont be bothered to get into any relationship now.whoa.cant stand talking bt this serious n deep thing..

match coming real soon. Allah please gif all of us good health n continue burning the fire in all of us.Amin.

..after all i put u thru, u still stalk ard and stand by my side..

ok. actually takde paper nak ckp.many shockin things happened.sometimes i hate life.but faith has keep me gg on.(hehe. let me try to sound inspirational here.)i alw believe tt all of us are born wif a beautiful life.we jus have to be positive.n kadang2 kene thick skin sikit ah.kalau org tak happy with wat we're doing, we dont have to lay down there n crumble.we gotta show them tt we're more than wat they see n perceive..but we have to know the limitations ar.if not, we'll end up being too cocky.watever it is, its important to stay humble.accept flaws of others.appreciate others.be forgiving...hmm..forgiving? its really tough to trust someone hu disappointed u badly.shd we even care forgiving them wen they had betrayed the second chance we gave them before tt? only Allah knoes.

...wen u look out in the distance.do u notice my existence...