Monday, May 23, 2005
feelin all sucked up.the renovations gg on downstairs r reapin peace off me.tak tahan seh.the noise level is just so deafening.
besides, everything seems so bleak to me today.uurgh.
anyways,i woke up super late today n got an sms frm a fren.i dunno how to spell tis out,but the sms was kinda wacky. 3 words.i miss u.tts it.just 3 words but i felt so awkward bt it.n i tell u, i was a lil shocked arh.i just wanna b frens.nuthing more for now, maybe later n god knows,maybe forever.
well.now,despite many things happening ard me, I haf (
at last) disentangled my knotty brain cells. its important to be sure of things. n rite now, more than ever, im sure of things. ders no need for me to look for someone to analyse things.ders no need to speak to anyone for advice on that..whoa,i really sound like a new era woman.
im breaking myself
free from that uninspired and unimaginative world.
its me against the world.
inginku hidup bagaikan puteri
kisah khayalan yg hidupnya suci dan sempurna.
tapi sayang,hanya la
impian. bulan tak bisa tumbuh di taman.
dan bila mentari dtg
terpulanglah segala kenyataan.