haiya... my kepala hotak verry the berserabot.
my dad was talking to me just now.but satu patah pon aku tak dengar..apelah.stress over dunno wat. nak ckp stress pasal sekolah.tak.nak ckp stress pasal family.tak jugak.gawd.ni mesti pasal mimpi tadi ptg.darns.

ok.i think i have made up my mind.im immigrating wif the father n mother.not in the near future la. acah je...but after i graduate frm the university. provided i study there in the first place..memandangkan kawan2 aku pon ade yg dah berhijrah ke australia, m'sia, indonesia,brunei,uk dan mane2 lagi, aku rase aku nak tinggal kat china. whuahwhuaha. dengan cine2 kuantong yg lain.orait jugak.

ok ah.sebelum aku start crapping, aku pi tido pon chantekk.

yessslah..ujung minggu sudah mari.mase tuk blaja dan mengejar bende2 yg dah ketinggalan..maklumla satu minggu nie aku asek tido atau membuang mase je,mcm sekarang nilah.. oh.tadi alfiyan tepon.walaupon aku ngah tido dan malas sgt nak angkat,aku merajin2kan diri.yelah.aku curious ah,asal pulak die nak call aku seh.. so kite bebual for ard sepulo menet...ok.aku tak ingat ape topik perbualan bab halfway aku tetido gaknye.

wahaha.semangat melayu seh.ni seme pasal ade org tu yg tudoh aku tak leh cakap melayu.kang aku bebual macam kat kelas higher malay dulu baru die tau.

ok.besok harap2 lynn boleh dpt duit..hmm.nak kuar berdating ngan die..tapi, pagi mesti mug dulu.aksen-aksen busy dan stress sikit ah.susun2 worksheets ke, kemas2 buku ke..saper tau mak dan bapak aku kesian tengok aku, pastu kasi duit ke.. hehe.

aku miss nenek very much..tadi nenek call.tanye asal dah lama tak gi rumah die.bukan aku taknak,cume akhir2 ni mcm busy smcm.lagipon, kalau pegi rumah nenek, mane bole pegi sekejap2.paling2 satu hari seh..so,takde time la..hmmm.. *anak betuah* nenek slalu ckp cam gitu kalau aku usek die.ape seh anak betuah?

ok ah.sekarang kene buat chem.semangat berkobar2 seh. tibe2 rase mcm nak blaja dgn penuh ketekunan..haha.tapi perasaan cam gini dtg sekaliskala je.jadi, sebelum perasaan lain dtg, lebih baik aku start blaja dulu.

sekian.terima kaseh..



*bloo, u owe me one u stupid s**t.*
hehe.main2 je.

its wednesday.the midweek.

today was alrite.

its just tt sometimes, i feel that u cant really understand ur fren no matter how close u're. i hate it when she just ignores me or simply give me tt f up face.but then again, i feel guilty if i dont find out the truth.i mean, frens wont do tt unless they have some problems bothering them or whatsoever.but she refused to tell me anything..hmmprh!maybe i shd tahan a bit and wait till things return to wat it was before...maybe moodswings.or maybe her hormones r getting too excited..well.i dunno.

met seekie.miss her lots altho we see each other in sch everyday.hmm.

anw,i donated blood today.n like before, felt giddy. hahas..doc cakap tak cukup wt.well, nvm, as long as im still breathing, im happy tt i've contributed my part to the society..errr.
just now, i went to the lib to mug..haha.like d'uh. n so, i sat wif the j1s.izarina,farah n nurul.so funny la, ended up talking bt our crushes..hehe.ok.watever.

taufik's chalet this sat.malas seh nak pegi.. coz i have a premonition tt 99% of his guests are strangers..so.ya.maybe i shd give it a miss n go mug somewhere. im a full blown mugger wat..(well, am i?)

anw..me n frens planning to visit thailand end of this yr.i wonder if the father will allow me to.plus, i really wanna follow mar to bangkok.yay!


alrite.shall make my leave.ciao.

phew.this is crap.
i went surfing the net.tryna find some info bt courses nus has to offer.
conclusion: i was caught in a labyrinth. (is tt how u spell it?).

i simply do not know what im gonna do after As. university seems like a big word to me..maybe i shd start consulting the more-experienced.my father told me tt he's got frens wif different careers who can supply me wif necessary info.tt's great.but his frens freak me..his lawyer frens talk everlasting-ly.his bizman frens drown me in confusion all the time.wat bt tt insurance n shares pakcik? he is jus so scary. n he thinks tt all of us, at least once in our lives will get knocked down by a car, hence the need for a life-saving insurance..err..they r very helpful indeed.

well,im a little bit into science .or sociology or singapore studies.
eh..but then again, y shd i worry bt wat course to take? belum tentu bole masuk U seh..berangan je lebih.. haha..hmm.kalau tak le masuk U, nak buat ape eh? ..hmmm...*thinks hard*.aah.fargedit.

yay!
goodnews.goodnews.goodnews.

yesterday's drama was splendid.i was so so extremely happy tt everything went smoothly.besides,i got to meet my old frens.whooaaa.like totally missed them man. and i made new frens too.yippee.its great working wif the j1s n those frm the alumni.well, i mus say tt i was kinda sad during the climax scene.coz it tts wen the drama was abt to end. anw, here are some of the comments the audience ,ie,my frens, made:

hey ain! grt job gal.i truly enjoyed the show n tot tt it was a seamless mix of the past n present.simple, minimalistic but excellent impact.

hey gal!wud like to thnk u for inviting me to this drama.its a great show.

and many others ah..im too lazy to type.....

ohhoho.second gd news. someone's out on date today.hehe.jealous seh.not coz she's gg out wif him, but just coz i have to stay hm to mug.wth.watever it is, i hope they'll have fun..at least i guess he wont hold her hands wif out her permission.


alrite.the 3rd good news. fir is doing and coping well at australia without his family.haha.so independent.for once! oh yeah, i read nizar's blog.and im very happy for him.was like beaming wen i read it.

i need a mini break i guess.i dunno frm wat.i need to watch a movie.haha.sounds pathetic seh.
for the rest of next wk, imma stay back in sch to mug..haha.like d'uh.im a mugger wat.
n my finger is still swollen.so disgusting! all credits go to the darn handball.

shall butt off now.very excited to open my burfday presents i got thruout this wk.hehe.ciao!

alrrrite. it the 21st july.haaaaappy racial harmony day everyone.
hmm.check tis out.its written by some org cine singapore.


Is there racial discrimination in Singapore? A personal opinion
Reading the doctoral thesis of Lily Zubaidah Rahim, The Singapore Dilemma, has made me think about the issue of racial discrimination.. The conspicuous absence of this book from the shelves of Singapore bookstores is yet another sad example of the practice of self-censorship among people running bookstores in Singapore. Our NUS Central Library is even cuter, the book is available only in the Singapore-Malaysia Collection and the 'Closed Stacks'! Imagine, a book that was published in 1998 ending up in the Closed Stacks; what was that common NUS joke again about girls in their first year being like RBR books, girls in their second year being in the Main Shelves, and finally in the Closed Stacks when they are in their third year J? But again, we are talking about NUS, where its bookstore played a mini hide and seek with James Gomez's book on self-censorship, best described here.
There were many important points raised in this book, that perhaps made the distributors uneasy. For example, the public housing scheme that the PAP is so proud of, has the effect of splintering the Malay community into housing estates throughout Singapore. Ethnic residential quotas in HDB blocks were also introduced in 1989, in the pretext of preventing the emergence of ethnic enclaves that might harm racial harmony.
All these measures undertaken ensure that the Malays in Singapore, no matter how dissatisfied, can never gather enough electoral support to push for their agenda. This is the classic 'divide and conquer' strategy. With such a strategy, Malay interests would now be primarily articulated and represented within parameters determined by the PAP government and its Malay MPs (pp. 72-76). It also ensures that the government can afford to continue its minimalist approach to the Malay community without suffering any electoral backlash.
In choosing that title for her thesis, I suspected that Lily is trying to relate her study to the book by the Malaysian Prime Minister, Mahathir, The Malay Dilemma. I believe the important conclusion from the latter book is that the Malays are constrained by their culture, to be less inclined towards competition and more inclined towards a sedate lifestyle. Thus, Mahathir believes he has to practice favourable treatment towards them to protect the native Malays, which he call the 'bumiputras' from being driven out by the other races. Lily regarded this analysis as the 'cultural deficit' model, and she clearly feels that it needed to be reappraised for Singapore (p. 248).
The discussions on racism in Singapore
Discussing the issue of racism in Singapore is particularly sensitive, with signals coming for the PAP that it is one of those 'out of bound' markers of Singapore discourse, a fact that Lily herself acknowledged (p. 8). If you ask a Chinese about the subject, he or she will probably reply that there is no racism in Singapore. It was particularly enlightening for me to hear from Dr Lee Tsao Yuan, sharing in Parliament during her time as an NMP, on the issue of the Singapore Heartbeat. Dr Lee said that she could have stayed in Canada permanently but she chooses to come back to Singapore since it is only in Singapore that she feels treated as an equal.
In all these rhetoric, it is ironic when I have yet to see any Malay proclaiming the same. I was thinking, "what does a Chinese knows about racial discrimination in Singapore?" When Fandi Ahmad announced that he may be emigrating to South Africa with his wife, because he is worried that his son may not be able to cope in Singapore, many Singaporeans, all Chinese I remember, were quick to criticize his decision for being an ingrate. A discussion in the newsgroup, soc.culture.singapore, in 1998, had an Indian sharing about how his Chinese wife and him has decided to emigrate to Australia because his wife, for the first time, realized the racial discrimination in Singapore.
It is insightful that, before they got married, he had warned the wife that there will be such discrimination but his wife did not believed it to be true. After she was the victim of it, facing snide remarks from her fellow Chinese ladies, about having 'contaminated herself', when she fetch her mixed son from school, she decided to leave Singapore. When other netters responded that Australia is also well known for discrimination, the Indian replied quite sternly that, although there are, it is nothing compared to Singapore.
Thus, I have learned to read Singaporeans' proclamations of Singapore, either being a country free of racism unlike other countries, or being a country where you have 'the freedom to walk tall with head held high regardless of the colour of my skin' with a pinch of salt. Whenever I hear or read of such proclamations, I would first check the person's identity. Up till this present moment, my results shows that every such person would be a Chinese Singaporean. It just shows how ignorant we Chinese are about racial discrimination in Singapore.
I would state my own observation that, while it may be true that there are racial discrimination in the US, at least they are aware of it and are still trying to decide the best way to resolve it. Here in Singapore, we are discouraged from even mentioning this issue under the constant threat of having racial riots breaking out the moment we attempt to.
Interestingly, the PAP government, in the period between 1959 to 1964, fought hard to be part of the Malaysian federation with the well-known slogan 'Malaysian Malaysia'. This slogan, I believe, is trying to defuse racial tensions by stating that only Malaysians matter; whether they are Chinese or Malays should not be an issue of contentment. After we were expelled from the Malaysian Federation despite all these efforts, there was never an equivalent promotion of a 'Singaporean Singapore' after that, which to me, is a significant difference that might shed light into the marginality of the Malays in Singapore. In contrast, Singapore has all these social institutions like the SAP schools, the setting up of self-help groups among races such as CDAC and the Medakai, and the focus on Confucianism that seems to reinforce the differences between the races.
My conclusion
Yes, I agree unequivocally that there is racism in Singapore. I first realized this explicitly in 1998 when I participated in my church walkathon. I remember the week before that event, my pastor announced to us that he has warned the MRT staff that there will be a huge crowd of people arriving at Marina Bay MRT station in the morning of the event. I was among the crowd of people who had to move at a snail's pace from the train exit to the booths in order to leave the station. As I was edging towards the ticket booths, I notice many MRT staff, a few with loud-hailers, giving directions on which way we should proceed.
It then suddenly hit me, what a contrast their attitude was towards us, compared to the Indian workers at Bugis MRT station on Sundays! The MRT staff were smiling at us, making conversations and so on and so forth. If you visit Bugis station on Sundays, you will see that many Indians spend their day off in the popular haunt, Serangoon Road. There would be some mobile railings segregating them from the rest of us, and the way the MRT staff shout at them or the expression in their faces, I was surprised to see that they were smiling at us now.
Actually, it is quite obvious why there is a different treatment towards us. The MRT staff identify with us, almost all of us being Chinese. Even among some of my university friends, I heard many racists complains about the smell coming out of the Indians. I guess that walkathon was to me what Damascus was to Paul, my scales were finally removed from my eyes. I begin to take note on other puzzles, such as the numerous Malay staff manning the counter in the NUS Central Library. Lily's thesis is thus an important contribution in my understanding to this subject, and I hope to also make a contribution in this area.

yday was my birthday.wanna thank Allah Almighty for giving me this incredible opportunity to live till 18.i believe more challenges lie ahead of me n insyaAllah i will do just fine.n if i suffer n die,i'll still be thankful for this wonderful life he's bestowed upon me.

secondly,im very pleased to extend my utmost gratitude to my mum n dad.thanks for everything.tho the saying goes "life's no bed of roses", i beg to differ.life is actually a bed of roses.u gotta put up with the torns before u get to smell the blooms.once again, thanks.

thirdly,thanks to everyone who rmmbers my burfday for their well-wishes and presents. (:
sorry to have troubled u all wif the trauma of present-shopping.

lastly,i wanna thank myself for believing myself. (yes fizah,im looking into the mirror now and saying thank u to myself..(: )

im just hoping tt turning 18 will make me a better person.
things i shd concentrate on, now tt im leaving my teenage years very soon:

1. being a good Muslim.

2. gaining as much knowledge as possible on everything especially science, politics,people and islam...(thats equivalent as being ambitious according to my father's notion)

3. being a good daughter ..(the 'good' is kinda subjective doncha think?)

4. being a good fren to everyone.. (once again, the 'good' here is rather open to individuals' taste)

5. being more mature when making decision.

6. dwindling the importance of impulsive buying and also expenditure of the father's riches. (im so enjoying tis alr)

7. not being a trouble to anyone.

8. scoring As for the As.yupp...(since its the A levels season,it'd be incomplete if i exclude this)

9.contributing to the society.more social works.more time spent on others.

10. not saying no to oppotunities tt may deem to have advantageous benefits on me n others.

11.finding a boyfren..haha.nah.just kidding.

alrite.tts all.

aargh.so tired.still angry!

i was so angry when i came home as the house was freaking untidy..n mum was not home coz she had a class to attend.i tell u, the 3 guys at home are just totally useless n hopeless when it comes to keeping the house clean.i was so angry.man.but i found out something.theres no point stomping into the rm n nagging away or anything coz they are totally immuned to all these.so,i have intelligently decided to exploit my surge of adrenaline.yup.i decided to clean the house.coz when u're high on adrenaline, u're totally numb, anesthesized frm the exhaustion of household chores..well yeah.i managed to do the laundry,wash the dad's shoes,sweep the whole house (i wished i had a smaller hs) and change my bedsheet..wow.wat a potential hswife.

theres a chi funeral gg on at my void deck and its placed in such a way tt i have no choice but to give respect to the dead in the coffin everyday..actually im not troubled abt it.i mean, i don feel unlucky or whatsoever,but i kinda feel awkward tt i have to walk in front of the aunty's picture everyday. uh..

today n yesterday were my talkative days. pei lee,besse and vans found it very intolerable.sorry la.haha. my excessive sleep shall hold resposibility to that.apparently,i have been sleeping at 8 nowadays.woohoo.so im like super deduper hyper in sch..n i talked non-stop.like really!

oh.for anyone who's concerned bt my results,i got str Ds..
i totally screwed phy coz i lost marks due to pure negligence..i had a strong unbearable urge to scream my lungs/throat/liver/kidneys out when the lecturers went thru the papers. supreme irritation.uurgh! but then, im positive bt getting As for the prelims.insyaAllah.

okies.shall ciao now.bed time anytime soon.

im so totally,beyond human imagination, depressed rite now. exaggeration? no.

well maybe a lil bit.he-he.

firstly, my day started real b a d. i was on my way to dear sch wen i heard snippets of gc live performance and felt my heart sank.boy, it sank faster than titanic did..gooodness.they sound so frigging good live.unplugged.but wat fishy-stinking luck, i cant get to watch them.. shiiiit!
!@#$%^&^%$^!!#$!!!!! urrghr!

secondly, i got back phy n chem.like wth.phy was a great failure.. !@#$%^&*@#^%$!!!!!

haha.but my sadness did not last long, coz fizah's msg totally like made my day! thanksss nur afizah bte rahmat!! haha.ok, even if ur plan tak jadi, i'll still be happy.in fact im so touched that if anyone were to touch me then, i'd cry a river seh.like so brilliantly sweet...*sniff sniff* hehe.

anw.im jus like looking fwd to this sat.woohOo.celebration wif moi girls (under construction) and baybeats wif za n azra..whooopie! so, i'll be sharing my burfday wif my twin/classmate-stephen, si yun, naim, cool fren-wui ngiap and if im not wrong, lynn's bro too..abg faizal..wahaha.

well.watever it is.shall look fwd to a better day tmr.

Because there is no obvious target to retaliate against, and because there are not enough police to police every opening in an open society, either the Muslim world begins to really restrain, inhibit and denounce its own extremists - if it turns out that they are behind the London bombings - or the West is going to do it for them. And the West will do it in a rough, crude way - by simply shutting them out, denying them visas and making every Muslim in its midst guilty until proven innocent.

this is unfair.i'm so irritated by this..stupid terrorists.i mean, i also have within me some kind of hatred towards the americans.but terrorism is definitely not a way to bring back those days when Islam ruled the world.its just too impossible..i feel that instead of spending-or wasting- their time on planning bomb blasts, they should sit on the prayers mat, face the kiblat n pray tt all the Muslims sufferings will end.its just pure idiocy.if they really hate the americans-and/or britons- they shd be smarter lah.like hit the twin towers n not reveal their identity.or use other ppl's identity.ok, tt's just as bad actually.hahas.

somebody begged me to update.

okies.let me start with last thurs.it was a freaking long sch day.but i was just looking forward to the after-school activity tt besse n i planned.anw, sanuse refused to let me have the badminton rackets and gave like 101 excuses.to cut the long story short, besse and i finally did manage to get the rackets..played till 6.as a conlclusion, thursday was what i call the boring day.

friday! yipppees.pe was fun.i didnt knoe handball was fun although it was a lil confusing coz we played half court.yiipee.flor said i was a good goalie.fun! after pe.we got back chem test pp.oh ya.we got math back in the morning.for math, it was catastrophic.oh god,i was so careless.uurrgh.chem was aight i guess, given the fact tt i didnt really study for it..anyways,

no one shd feel disparaged.

its only the common test and we should strive to aim n score high for the prelims n As.yeah..

after sch,me n besse went to the lib to do gp.n makcik library was nice to let me in altho i was in my shirt..but she told me to sort of hide? so that the other makcik library wont catch me.but fat hope, i was caught n sent out..wahaha.so stupid.n the first makcik wanted to strangle me coz the other makcik scolded her..haha.but less than 5 mins later i went in back into the lib in my uniform.n both the makciks looked at me n gave a weird smile..haha.watever la.

headed to j8 after tt wif besse to look for an mph.but it wasnt there.uurgh.so we went to city hall.spent my voucher at mph n had dinner at sakura.wahah.we ate a lot.my gosh.anyways, sakura was so packed, n besse and i was given a round table tt can fit ard 5 ppl.there were ppl waiting outside the restaurant n they were looking n our half empty table, so me and besse pretended tt the seats were actually occupied..go figure wat we did.
after tt, we headed home..so tired.

sat.woke up early n went over to vans apartment.studied for a while n headed to town to get pl present.its cool.all of us will have the same top frm fox.cooolness. after tt vans left n i went off to meet mum.we went shopping la.haha.u see, i've transformed into a thrifty and economical-cautious person ( or stingy lah..), so i only practise shopping when theres a sale.but really, we bought so many things and still havent totally used up the 100 bucks my dad gave..wohoo.

anw, mum n i was walking in front taka ard 10 plus wen i saw faizal.my kindergarten fren.n he saw me n walked str towards me n said hi.i was so shocked coz his head almost hit my face.he was drunk lah basically.so sad..hais. anyways, after tt, me n mum went hm..wat a day.

sunday morning! i woke up late n

somebody wanted to slaughter me!!

haha.sorry dude..ok, so i promised to meet a fren for prata at thomson.n i forgot, and i woke up ard 9 plus thinking wat a plan-less day i'll be having ahead.so,i switch on my phone n got a msg!! haha.sorry alex.im a busy person u see..but at least i had the courtesy to rush to the toilet, bathed quickly n reached there 1 hr earlier than 2 hrs late.heheh..thanks for the treat anyways tho i knoe it was not so sincere.haha.jk.

ok.tts all lah.life's kinda boring..

anyways.the london bomb blasts killed ard 37 ppl n left hundreds wounded. this is something really depressing.i feel that complacency and the absence of attacks for some time b4 this has set those leaders thinking that terror is gone..but its not.really.

i've got biiiggg news!

i think im growing stupider day by day.my brain seems to be on a constant vacation..errgh.
i was in extreme panic station in class just now.firstly,i didnt do maths.so, tt was bad.n i was totally oblivious as to wat mr tan was talking.plus, i was too busy praying tt he wont call me to answer his qns.secondly,i didnt prepare anything for phy lect.tt was horrible.err..not very horrible or anything, but slightly.i dunno if i shd join charlie or not.its a smaller grp than bravo n i can certainly exploit mr ari n ms tan.i wanna be selfish for all i care.hah.oh, n thirdly, i spent 2 hrs in the lib to do 2 math qns.like wth.

aneeeways. yesterday, we were so high.me,bittergourd,sugar,toffee and caramel.haha.we went to far east for waffles.u knoe, tuesday is always a waffles day at gelare.coool.after tt we went to look for the spongebobsqpants boxers.neat.then we went to the lib n there was quite a crowd...if my judgement isnt wrong,there was this english cyclist or something.

anyways.london is awarded the the olympics 2012.and poor paris has to wait some more.i mean, they've waited for like erm..50 over yrs? they can wait some more. ok.im crapping.

cant wait for tmr! i miss gg back to sch for lessons n lectures.err.ya.

aneeways.miss fazlin sent me her wedding photos n i have yet to see them..uurgh.n i saw one only.n my goodness, she was so pretty in blue.n her husband has got that really sweet smile. hehe.im so happy for her. yay!


aight.better get gg now.

ooho, anyways.someone who's got a powerpoint-like hp, an aftermath of being dropped for more than 100 times, smsed me a brief gd nite msg.very short.but i really felt so touched.haha.u knoe y? it took him 10 mins to type tt.haha.so sweet la...eheh.jgn kembang eh.

oh ya pretty lynn.pls do somthing bt ur tagboard pls.pretty pls.takleh tag seh.fed-up! hmmprh!

YAY! went to see dr tan,my dentist,this morning.n he said i have very good teeth.yay-ness. :)

the dental clinic is situated near my old flat.so it was like walking down memory lane. n mum n i was walking at the void deck of my old flat wen we saw a chinese funeral.so, the kepo me n mum decided to look at the pic.n mum guessed tt it must be this old apek whom we alw talked to kat bawah blk.sekali betul2 die seh..we saw his pic.then my mum started talking to the daughter of the apek.he had lung cancer.wow..i still remember him telling my father tt he'd die soon n how he'd cough continously.so, 4 yrs later his speculation became right.hmmms.

anyways.im missing someone..lalala. :) nvm.can see him tmr.

anyways.i keep thinking bout things and all i feel after thinking is not cleverer,but sick. -puke-
damn it.why oh why must this kind of things happen to me. bluek!
its scary.yucky.disturbingly neurotic.ok..i must stop.coz like seriously, i feel like vomitting.

anyways.yucky things aside..now.i really cant wait for this sat.coz i'll be meeting petum,bedah and shibab.yay! so fun.i miss them seh..oh yeah.i'm gonna shp for b'day presents..i still owe many ppl's presents..hehe..n some belated burfday boy malas nak bawak balik berat2.hahas. n i still owe ginger a kiss.haha.i miss her like the stars and the moon. (?) gosh.we never had a chance to meet up lor.now tt syaf has started sch, i bet we wont even meet at all. n we're like forever planning to go catch a movie or watever.but never seem to be successful..bleagh.

alrite.shall butt off frm the com rite now n get gg wif gp.uurgh.

im still like freeaking shocked.i mean, who wouldnt?
first we walked from khatib station to the entrance of the park.then we walked for a further
-wat i felt was-10 km. then he asked me to close my eyes.n THAT i hate.having to close my eyes.but i did as told anyways.gosh.n he held my hand n we walked for another half km. (ok, i exaggerated the distance..but it felt tt way).n then he told me to open my eyes.candles.glasses.pasta..on the table. -faints-


today was aight.we had the darul ma'wa carnival thing..n i saw tt little cute boy.n i was so happpy lah.coz he still remembered me.'kakak nurul yg dtg dgn budak gemuk tu.haha..'
but shah and i had to kutip empty cans before tt.it was stupid k.i mean, where to get empty cans seh?its not like i have contacts with apek tong sampah..well, we managed to get a whole bag of empty cans anyways.

the game booth tt i was handling was like way popular man.haha.i never knew a game tt 'fun' can actually excite ppl of all ages n races.haha!stood on my feet for like 4 hrs..but i really enjoyed the kids.and some of them were so upset even after i told them they can take anything frm the prize table..muke moncong seh..cute.tembam plak tu.haha..i'll remember tt lil boy forever.then, there was this regular customer.he came again for the 5/6th time, but wif no money..'naik main, tapi dah takde duit..' haha..n being the nice me, i took out my coupons n paid for him.haha..
saw a few old frens. saw nana n achik too! haha..*rolls eyes*

well.aight.tt's all for today.
peace outt.

i led a boring life today.like wth.haha.

i woke up super duper late coz the whole family was out.
or i was alone at home.just like rite now.
n i got no mood to do hmwks n anything else
but i did sumhow manage to clean my room.

rite now, im like watching w i m b l e d o n.not bad i guess.
its just that i find the female voice rather computerised.like totally monotonous.
tennis reminds me of one thing.just one thing.
that is to climb the stupid tiny hill n cross the drain to get the tennis ball that i accidentally hit out of the court.

anyways,back to today. i was supposed to 'chill' wif someone at town this evening.but tt someone had an accident.a disastrous n catastrophic, laughable one.haha.
n so, i stayed hm with the money tt my dad gave.hais.

was reading some stuffs bout Einstein n timetravel.an aboslutely intricate idea i must say.
its about einstein theory of relativity..u knoe, those E=mc2 thingy..well, i dont really quite understand how,a clock at motion, will appear to run slowly compared to a clock at rest. haha..nvm.i shall read more.

oh i read a lil bit bout Mao today.its kinda interesting how the Chinese look up to him despite those cultural revolution and the great leap forward tragedies.hhmm.u guys can read more bout this.its the way the chinese think that really puzzles me.hmm?