Sunday, July 17, 2005
i think the true blue sky is here
even if it rains,i have nothing to fear.
i dont really care if the sun burns me
the weather forecast wont have effects on me.
i believe that the sky is where i soar
i can fly high and go up some more
as long as i know im doing it right
i don need to be happy or get that height
i don care if my wings look bland
or tt others have theirs all so grand
i don need 10 thousand others to know my name
i can be on top or the bottom im still the same
i don need colors on my feathers
im not a single bit troubled by oppulence of others
i just need this modest brain of mine.
coupled with empathy others might haf left behind.
i know i'll fly so high.
with the spirits i have, i'll survive.
yday was my birthday.wanna thank Allah Almighty for giving me this
incredible opportunity to live till 18.i believe more challenges lie ahead of me n insyaAllah i will do just fine.n
if i suffer n die,i'll still be thankful for this wonderful life he's bestowed upon me.secondly,im very pleased to extend my utmost gratitude to my mum n dad.thanks for everything.
tho the saying goes "life's no bed of roses", i beg to differ.life is actually a bed of roses.u gotta put up with the torns before u get to smell the blooms.once again, thanks.thirdly,thanks to everyone who rmmbers my burfday for their well-wishes and presents. (:
sorry to have troubled u all wif the trauma of present-shopping.
lastly,
i wanna thank myself for believing myself. (yes fizah,im looking into the mirror now and saying thank u to myself..(: )
im just hoping tt turning 18 will make me a better person.
things i shd concentrate on, now tt im leaving my teenage years very soon:
1. being a good
Muslim.
2. gaining as much
knowledge as possible on everything especially science, politics,people and islam...(thats equivalent as being ambitious according to my father's notion)
3. being a good
daughter ..(the 'good' is kinda subjective doncha think?)
4. being a good
fren to everyone.. (once again, the 'good' here is rather open to individuals' taste)
5. being more
mature when making decision.
6. dwindling the importance of
impulsive buying and also expenditure of the father's riches. (im so enjoying tis alr)
7. not being a
trouble to anyone.
8. scoring
As for the As.yupp...(since its the A levels season,it'd be incomplete if i exclude this)
9.contributing to the
society.more social works.more time spent on others.
10. not saying no to
oppotunities tt may deem to have advantageous benefits on me n others.
11.finding a
boyfren..haha.nah.just kidding.
alrite.tts all.
oh.i was reading the news n i've come to a brilliant conclusion.kinda complicated but imma simplify it. so here it goes..china shd just bomb US!!! but then if china were to use their wmd,mampus lah kiter kat sini seh. US shd stop being kepo.tt's the best.taiwan n china yg tengah conflict, US sebok poke dorang nye nose into it.according to my analysis,..(hehe.like real) US is just worried that China will grow so big n take over its place..okla.im very lazy to talk some more.u guys go read newspapers.