alrite.i have something to blog abt..

i have a dream..wait.its not the martin luther king jr's speech.it's the thing u get to watch when u're in lala-land. watever.

anw.i had a dream.it was interesting i must say.and remember.its a dream only.
i dreamt of this guy fren whom i used to be very close to..its kinda weird coz its not like i've been thinking bt him or whatsoever. weird. ok.so in the dream.he and i were supposedly ex-bf n gf..n i was kinda angry wif him for godknows wat reasons.wait.i bet i must have dumped him n not the otherwise...well, i was at some place doing some charity work when he came in a truck/car/van ..cant rmmber.then he got out of the unidentified vehicle n came up to me, after hearing news tt i was conned into buying something very expensive n useless.he chased after me to like donate money into the nurul ain's fund..but i kept walking away n he kept chasing.eventually he caught up wif me and took my hand n stuffed the money into my hand..it was only 5 bucks ah.haha..kirim salam sudah.in return, i took his hand back n stuffed the 5 bucks into it. n weirdly plus suddenly, i was like holding on to his arm..the way i'd do if im wif my dad..anw, we walked for quite some time n i remmber having anger building up in me.then, he asked me why was i very stubborn. being the born-defensive me, i retorted ' u are worse.u are egoistic!' then the argument went on. then he claimed tt i have so many shoes and i'm selfish. naturally, i countered it but pretty much wif no link to the shoes part, coz in the first place, i dont even have many shoes. so i answered 'at least im not egoistic like u'.then the alarm went off.n i woke up.anti-climax eh?

wen i was climbing out of the bed,i suddenly realised tt he IS egoistic..but am i stubborn n selfish? hmm.watever la.

anyway. i talked to cousin just now.
me: eh..i have a burning qn..is ego a common feature among guys?
cousin: guys.....they..err.. are generally egoistic.
me: yesh! i agree ah. anw, frm ur pt of view, wat are the things they normally do tt r ego-driven?
the voice in my head:interrogate die habis2 ah.
cousin: eh! im not egoistic okaaay.
me: (silent)
the voice in my head: yeah rite
cousin: errr..ok.a bit la. ok... erm..egoistic guys..they refuse to tell u things tt will make them look weak.they will abstain themselves from doing things tt will make them seem less superior. they will refrain themselves from making u feel like they need u.
voice in my head: wah piangs!


oh.btw.me n hott gaya went to ntuc just now.we went for locker-stocking.haha. we bought biscuits, honey starrrs,chocolates n a tin of milo.(besides the cup noodles, the thermo flask in the canteen can play other roles) ..milo n butter crackers.a gd combi in my opinion.

well, anyway,i had a meeting wif mr ong just now. we talked for like 1hr.he's a nice teacher wif a biiig heart.n he said its not possible for me to top aj.wahaha.i said amin str away.who knoes if there were angels flying ard,they will say amin too? im so motivated la..actually, our meeting evovled ard everything and anything except sch..

alrrite la.i feel quite useful now.coz u know why? i've done quite a lot of revision today..yeeps.





peace outt.