You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

saturday!

yesterday evening, lynn and i went to al-falah
to break fast.
was kinda shocked to see so many ppl there.
but it was fun la.
buke ramai-ramai.
its funnn la.
tis yr, i didnt really do tt often.
last time was more fun.
different mosques every wk end.
bessst ah!
ba'alwi is great too.
there r a lot makciks and they always bring nice food.
plus, the sponsored foods are like finger lickin good.
plus, the terawih there very fast.yay!
minus point: sikit punye panas.. *sabar ain.sabar*
n i think, surau kat perkampungan melayu pun orait.
haha.makanan best.haha.but that is if u're lucky
and the bazar geylang food-sellers are kind enough.
and of course,after tt can go shopping at geylang!
masjid.habib nuh is also veryy good.
haha.*wats so good?*
the food la! n the hospitality of the ppl there.
shiok la.u just hav to sit there n the little kids
n makciks will serve u excitedly..
berebut rebut seh nak tolong.
n if u were thinking tt makan sedulang with lil kids
will mean tt u can get to eat a lot (coz u think they dont eat much)
u are totally wrong!
wahaha.
little kids eat a lot!
haha.i was shocked.
minus points: nak ambek wuduk kene naik tangga
punye tangga.
ok.wat bt ahmad ibrahim mosque?
ade air con!
but the noise made by the children
drowned the imam's voice.
alammaak!!
anak-anak siape tuuuuu??
memekkkaaaaak!!
tak bole concentrate sey.
i get very irritated when parents do not do
anything when their brats make a lot of noise.
i wasnt like tt when i was small.
haha.i knoe i wasnt!
i would pray 8 rakaat.
and sleep while waiting for witir.
ahaaaa! i must be the smartest kid then.

oh.got announcement.
next monday, an nur will be having
mass solat hajat
after maghrib.. especially for youths
taking O's n A's.
so..anyone interested can go la.

i still haven seen my baju raye yet.hais..
have yet to collect it.
lazzzyy.

at al-falah.

someone asked me

'ain..u want to take pictures?'

haha.

im addicted to this song.
-its just another
lagu ska.if ya'll nak dengar gi dl la.

ok.raye dah nak dekat.
rumah gue masek berserak.
hai..ade lelaki kat rumah pon TAK GUNE.
seme nak harapkan me.
actually,im used to it la.
dari zaman dulu sampai skarang,
aku je sorang yg tukang lap tingkap.
tukar langsir.
kalau rumah lame takpe jugak.
rumah lame tak banyak tingkap.
rumah yang ni, tingkap sikit punye banyak.
lap sampai nak pengsan!
nak pasang langsir tu yg bercinta.
baru pasang setengah
dah OUT of BREATH!

makcik kepo: *lalu kat korridor*
makcik kepo: *berhenti kat tingkap aku*
makcik kepo: buat ape tu?
makcik kepo: pasang langsir?
aku: eh. cik!
aku: *eh. tak nampak ke?*
aku: *aku tengah panjat ladder dan pegang kain yg bernama langsir*
aku: a'ah..tengah pasang langsir cik.
aku: *tersengeh-sengeh menahan urge untuk berloyar buruk ngan makcik*
makcik kepo: ooooooh.ingatkan buat ape..
aku: *buat ape?*
aku: *takkan panjat ladder nak gi rumah org atas plak..*
makcik kepo: rajin anak dare..
makcik kepo: *tersengeh sengeh 1,2,3 mcm*
makcik kepo: oklah.makcik jln dulu..
aku: ok cik..
aku: *orrrait la*

tahun ni, aku give up,
tak nak repair lampu kelap kelip lagi.
nampak sah hari raya ketiga
lampu confirm tak bole berkelip lagi.
so.aku rase, besok, aku akan me-remove
lampu tu dari tingkap.
pastu nak kene
lap cermin kat hall yg besar gajah tu.
cermin penyerap habuk.
tak gune betul!
sepuloh kali lap,
12 kali berabok.
bleagh.

hai.takpe la.

fuad at australia: so amacam?
nurul 'ain: amacam?
nurul 'ain: amacam apenye?
fuad: how r u?
nurul 'ain: alrite ah..
nurul 'ain: cume kat sini hujan
nurul 'ain: almost tiap2 hari.
nurul 'ain: sejukks semacam.
fuad: kan bagus tu.
fuad: hujan rahmat tuh.
nurul 'ain: betul jugak.
nurul 'ain: asal jgn ribut
nurul 'ain: mcm pat florida sudah.
fuad: tu baru ribut wilma.
fuad: belum ribut fred lagi.
nurul 'ain: *tepuk dahi*
nurul 'ain: *buat kelakar pulak budak madrasah nie*

oklah.penat sey..tido ah.

this is specially for fizah!
nur afizah bte rahmat.
haha.
ehs miss.. don be soo upset lah.
i know ur problems even tho u havent been updating me on tt.
but i know la.
and i know u.
be strong..
this is takdir. n we're sent to earth not to
give up or qn our fate.
we're sent to earth to face all these shits.bravely.
n u're good at tt la.confirm.
haha.. yeah. kalau seriously tak bole buat ape2,
buat muke sardin je! haha.ur words.
k britney spears, let me share wif u smthg.
'terimalah dgn penuh kerelaan dgn apa yg telah Allah
berikan kpdmu, nescaya kamu menjadi manusia yg
paling kaya' (al hadith)
kita tidak mampu mengelak dari sesuatu yg telah ditakdirkan.
yg mampu kita lakukan hanyalah beriman dan berserah diri.
alrite fizah.jgn bersedih lagik ok?
nanti kiter gi makan bubur kat bugis!
makanan yg sesuai untuk org yg pasang pagar dlm mulut.
wahaha.

ok ah. to all my blog readers..(cey cey.mcm ramai sgt gitu).
ni.ade bende yg best sikit.
Apabila kamu berada di tempat tidur masing-masing,
kamu hendaklah membaca takbir (allahuakbar) sebanyak tiga puluh empat kali,
tasbih (subhanallah) sebanyak tiga puluh tiga kali
dan tahmid(alhamdulillah) sebanyak tiga puluh tiga kali.

ha.cepat! bawak keluar tasbih dari dlm almari tu.

okkkkla.me outta here.

asssamekomm..haha *pinch lynn*

ni baru below average!

HUAHUAHUA..

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

-smiles-

im on cloud nine
its been ages since i last felt this way.
its freaky how my heart beats
1000 times faster than usual
when tt happens.
im on cloud nine.
excited.
super elated.
gonjeng, jgn jeles eh?
im still like smiling to myself.
now, i can imagine how gonjeng felt
when urhm urhm first msged her.
hehe.all thanks to me.

anw.me n gonjeng buka together just now.
it was fun.like usual lah.
talked bt anu anu.
haha..n our plan to kenekan him one day.
talked bt lots of funny stuffs.
love my gonjeng! hahah.
love lynn alwayss.
HUAHUAHUA.
thanks ar lynn.better not teach me anymore words,
i always misuse it.

lynn!! im so excited la. dang!

wah..the dj is spinning raya songs continously.
im addicted to tt aisyah's song.
the lemau n lemah song.
dengar banyak2 mesti bole tertido.

anyway.i did maths today.. stress sey.
nvm, later can de-stress with my sweetheart.
haha.si gonjeng tu.
wahahakss.

got a msg from nizar.
:im enlisted to police on 11 april.830 am..$=)
haha..good.he can be a police n help me
catch the peeping tom at my window.
haha..but peeping tom nvr come alr la.
start ns late, end also late..
heh.but start early doesnt mean end early.
haha.some ppl hafto go so early.
until he has to miss prom.
hehehe.

alrite.
im doing phy now.
semangat beb!

anw, smlm kat mesjid,
got this super cute little boy.
haha..he didnt solat or anyting la.
just walked here n there.
ard his mum.
tarik mak die nye telekung..
baring2..
then, wen the mum told him to solat.
he shook his head n said.
'ok ok.i sit down.i don disturb u'
then, bile terawih dah habis,
tinggal witir.yg satu rakaat punye.
he said.'ibu one only rite? ok'
the he solat.haha.cute ah.
satu rakaat baru sembahyang.
lain2 tak.
haha.cute.

ok ah.me blah dulu.
byes.
selamat berpuase semua!

once again.
he made my day!
lalalala.

he made my
day.
yay!
perrrrfect.

anw..i bought myself a new watch!
after 2 mths plus of no watch.
haha...very happpyy.

went to lil india to break fast.
chappati n masala thosai.
yumms.

and hindi songs blasting away..
wee...mcm kat bollywood.
cume takde hero yg hensem je.
hehe.

alrite.ciao.
sleepy alr la.

brr..niari sikit punye sejuk..

setelah sekian lama, akhirnye.
tadi pagi.
aku jejakkan kaki di pasar.
apek2 yg jual ikan dah semakin tue dan miang..
nenek yg jual ayam pon dah tukar.
cume aci yg jual rempah je same..
gemuk dan selekeh.
huahahaha.

ok.kite seme ade lagi 20 hari sebelum A levels.
so..bagi mereke yg blum blaja betul2,
mcm aku ni..
its time to blaja betul2.
**aarrgh..pi jalan dah**
boring ah.asek cakap pasal blaja je.

hari ni..satu rumah aku demam.
satu2 terbatukbatuk.
aku je sorang yg masek bertahan.
yess ah!
husband pon sakit. kesian.
huahahah.
but he's recovering.
so tts cool.
$=)
hah!

kejap lagi. me n mum nak gi geylang.
aku ni, tak minat sgt turun geylang.
tapi. the father telah memaksa aku untuk
pegi beli baju raya dgn duit yg die kasi.
hais..

bad news and good news!!
bad news first.
yet another person is abt to leave me.
he's gg to australia to study.
walao.
australia is very good at taking my frens away.
good news.
if he actually made it to the U there,
it means, he'll get a degree in 2 yrs time.
hais..

ok ah.
sampai di sini saje.
ciao!

i want peace.
just when i have my msn back, her com has to die.
errrgh.

i want peace.
my mum is apparently still angry at dunno who
and didnt prepare anything for break fast.
so.i went to bk.
and ate alone.
sedih. ahha.

i want peace.
i have been slacking.
tak bole concentrate.

i want peace.
im not the only one with problem.
my darling has got problems too.
we just have to hang on tight.
have faith in one another,
and pull thru all these shit
like the way we always do.
hang on tight baby!

i want peace.
im craving for little cute cakes.
n nrthpoint doesnt have any halal cake shops.
tak gune betul.

i want peace.
i want ramadhan to start all over again.
n i cant stand ppl who r so excited bt raye.
haha. maklumlah, hari ni baru hari ke 4 aku puase.

i want peace.
badly.

3 more weeks to a levels. is it?

im kinda worried..a little scared.

and..my parents are angry at me. some adults are just so irritating and egoistic.
maybe for once, they shd try to listen to what we say instead of listening to what they think we're saying.
they demand us to respect them.
yet they're doing things i don quite comprehend.
childish.rude.horrible.rude.rude.aargh!
im confused..
like..huh? what are they trying to do?
its sad when the people u always look up to act that way.
its like a betrayal.
tiap2 hari pegi mesjid, pastu perangai mcm gitu..
dorang slalu cakap..'antar korang pergi madrasah, masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri'
what abt them? masuk telinga kiri kanan, hilang dlm otak?
im so so disappointed....
its like, at tt very moment, i felt like gg up to them
and 'brape kali ain dah cakap? asal degil sgt? nak kene sebat eh? nanti..siap korang. kalau nak gaduh2 gini, pegi kuar, jgn balik!'
hai...if only i could do tt..haha.
but what did i do?
i gave the most pathetic face i could
n locked myself in my rm.
and ape lagi...ujan ah dlm bilik.
takde satu maknusia pon kesah pasal aku..
correcting them is an abosolute sin in theirs eyes.
so..i've decided..dorang nak gaduh ke.
nak bergelut.
nak tonggang.
nak terbalik.
nak terlingkup.
nak terguling ke..
dorang punye suke.
if they need me, i'll definitely be there.
but if they decide to do stupid things to each other,
i know whats best..self-exclusion.

its that the best thing to do?
but one thing's for shizzle, its gonna be hard.
guess i've gone for too many conflict management courses.
witnessing a conflict n not doing anything abt it is like..
seeing a super chocolatey yummilicious cake n not eating it.
haha..
-org tengah puase..anology pon pasal makanan-

alrite la.i gtg mug now..ciao.