3 more weeks to a levels. is it?

im kinda worried..a little scared.

and..my parents are angry at me. some adults are just so irritating and egoistic.
maybe for once, they shd try to listen to what we say instead of listening to what they think we're saying.
they demand us to respect them.
yet they're doing things i don quite comprehend.
childish.rude.horrible.rude.rude.aargh!
im confused..
like..huh? what are they trying to do?
its sad when the people u always look up to act that way.
its like a betrayal.
tiap2 hari pegi mesjid, pastu perangai mcm gitu..
dorang slalu cakap..'antar korang pergi madrasah, masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri'
what abt them? masuk telinga kiri kanan, hilang dlm otak?
im so so disappointed....
its like, at tt very moment, i felt like gg up to them
and 'brape kali ain dah cakap? asal degil sgt? nak kene sebat eh? nanti..siap korang. kalau nak gaduh2 gini, pegi kuar, jgn balik!'
hai...if only i could do tt..haha.
but what did i do?
i gave the most pathetic face i could
n locked myself in my rm.
and ape lagi...ujan ah dlm bilik.
takde satu maknusia pon kesah pasal aku..
correcting them is an abosolute sin in theirs eyes.
so..i've decided..dorang nak gaduh ke.
nak bergelut.
nak tonggang.
nak terbalik.
nak terlingkup.
nak terguling ke..
dorang punye suke.
if they need me, i'll definitely be there.
but if they decide to do stupid things to each other,
i know whats best..self-exclusion.

its that the best thing to do?
but one thing's for shizzle, its gonna be hard.
guess i've gone for too many conflict management courses.
witnessing a conflict n not doing anything abt it is like..
seeing a super chocolatey yummilicious cake n not eating it.
haha..
-org tengah puase..anology pon pasal makanan-

alrite la.i gtg mug now..ciao.