Merindu Kepastian

Andai kau menjadi pelangi
Biar ku jadi awannya
Agar kita selalu bersama

Andai kau menjadi sang duyung
Biar ku jadi karangnya
Agar kita sentiasa bersua

Andai kau menjadi merpati
Biar ku menjadi sang bayu
Agar kita sering bertemu

Andai kau menjadi puisi
Biar ku jadi melodi
Bersama kita menyanyi

Andai ku menjadi rembulan
Sudikah kau menjadi kejora
Hingga pagi nanti

Andai esok aku menjadi tanah
Sudikah engkau menjadi bunga
Menghiasi dadaku

-art fazil.

ouuhhmakkdikau.
lagu jiwang.
its so melodious doncya think?
i cant help but be mesmerised by his songs.


alrite! updates!
this morning, after solat subuh,
i was planning to slp until 9.
but yong chuen's msg woke me up..urrgh.
7.39am.
haha.anw, he left for thailand today.
ocip. for 2 weeks.
which means tt he'll be back on the 17th.
there goes my best online-fren.
i tried to get back to slp.
but i cudnt..it was horrible!
arrgh.
ok.im being a melodramatic fool here.
anyways, i got ready.
took my own sweet honey sugared time.
n left hm for peirce sec.
like wat the hell.
fizah, u knoe wat i mean.
n the first person i met on my way in was tt
fat, oink-oink-like girl.
guess she'll be in sec 4 next yr.
bloody hell.she cheated my money.
oink-oink betul.
serious, dari ujung rambut dia sampai ujung kaki,
tak terlepas dari ciri2 ke-babi-an.
HUAHUA.
u know wat she did?
first wk of sch,
she was in sec 1 and me, the senior la.sec 4.
then ternampak dia kat canteen ngan muke sedih.
den when i approached her,
she asked for money.
$2 plak tu.
n i dun mind ah,just lent her.
coz she looked as if she needed food badly.
any later,she would get her gila babi attack.
ahha.merepek.
ok..so, the following wk, i saw her in the toilet.
then i tanya if she was the one who borrowed my money.
had she said 'yes,but i got no money to pay back',
i'd surely halal-kan.
ni takde. dia mati2 bilang dia tak pinjam langsung.
alamak.aku mcm nak cubit je pipi dia yg seluas sahara tu.
but then other students were staring at me.
as if i was some sch bully trying to extort money frm a piglet.
so.i pun tak kuasa n blah ah.
then, the next day,
while i was eating with jama,
i saw her again.
n then i complained to jama..
skali!duakalitigaempatkali!
jama pun pernah pinjamkan dia duit.
fullamaakk.darah up sey.
dasar khinzir!
n i think dia budak tak betul.
so no point bugging her.
just halal-kan la.
haha.. ok itu la storynye.

den..jln masuk sikit, nampak siva.
mr siva!
suai nyeee..
nasib baik dia tarak nampak aku.
nvm,mr siva punye story, lain mase bole cerita.

den..i waited for seekie at the atrium.
n while waiting, i decided to admire my picture on the wall.
haha.muke selenge sey sey sey.
with lynnette sitting next to me.
n we were in the red national day shirt.

ok..the other part all boring.

after leaving peirce,
i headed to j8.
was supposed to get lelembut tix for
nazerul and myself.
but wth.
insufficient tix.
tinggal satu seat je!
aargh.wasted trip.
-or so i thot at first-
then.
i decided to go window shopping.
n taddah!
i shopped..yeah. n no guilty conscience.
then, i walked past delifrance.
and i heard voices.
'come come..hot chocolate here.3 for $5'
n i was cheated.
haha..ok.CRAP.
so i went in. n bought a cuppa hot chocolate.
shiok-kenene.
haha.then, i opened my story bk n read.
religiously.
then, wen i looked up to rest my eyes.
i saw BUTTERFLY.
serious.

ok.pastu balik!
coz the father n the mother nak ajak gi kubur.
n the whole day was all abt eating and mosque-ing.
since father had to drive past bedok interchange
to pick the aunty, i just HAD TO buy goreng pisang
(or is it pisang goreng?)
then, we headed to bidadari.
then solat asar at bidadari mosque.
then, we went to bukit timah..al-ameen.
to eat! like d'uh..
kenyang seyy. nice food there.
went there a couple of time after CCAB-ing or pooling.

after tt, we went to ba'alwie..solat maghrib.
n then.we went to bugis. and solat at m sultan.
and while i was at m sultan, i was scolded by this makcik la.
wahhlieeww.
kan m/sultan nye toilet kat luar the building.
i think u all kno la.
then, bile nak masuk toilet, kene remove footwear.
then kebetulan ade selipar jepun kat situ.
n normally, like the week before n the months bfore wen i went there,
we can wear the slippers in.
then i pakai la.bawak masuk.
then, wen i was inside dgn my seliper
'celepak celepek'

makcik speaking lon-don: did u tak the slippers from outside?
budak berseliper jepun: err..yah.
budak berseliper jepun: is it urs?
budak berseliper jepun: *paiseh sikit*
makcik speaking lon-don: yahh..this is wuduk area.
makcik speaking lon-don: this area no need to wear slippers.
makcik speaking lon-don: u see there? *points to the toilet area*
makcik speaking lon-don: there then u wear slippers.
makcik speaking lon-don: here no need.
budak berseliper jepun: ooooh..ok ok..sorry.
budak berseliper jepun: *huhhhhhh????*
makcik speaking lon-don: so can i have my slippers back?
budak berseliper jepun: yeahh sure.
budak berseliper jepun:* bukak seliper n put it neatly beside makcik's feet*
makcik speaking lon-don: *picked up slipper n washed it*
budak yg no longer pakai seliper: *huhhhh???*
makcik speaking lon-don: next time no need to wear slippers.
makcik speaking lon-don: blablaah..bla..bla.
budak yg no longer berseliper: *dah la.blah sane!*

kalau aku tau, mase dia mintak balik seliper die, aku
swing kaki 90 deg.so tt the slippers will land 50 mtrs away.
biar padan muke dia. rasa-in!
HUAHUAHUA.

pas solat isyak, we went to one of the cafe nearby.
man! teh satu, teh halia 3.keras punye!
haha..then slack ah.wif my parents n the aunty.
after tt, the father decided to go to mustaffa.
coz the aunty wanted to buy some stuffs.
sesak sey. i thot weekdays wont be tt packed.
oh..how wrong can i be.
anw, the father saw this watch.
sandoz.
walao! its nice man.
so nice. suits him.
n another one, titoni.
u haven heard of tis brand?
me neither.not till just now.
weee..they've got nice designs there.
for guys la. reallyy nice!
fyi, sandoz price ranges frm 100 to godknowswat.
n titoni mahal lagi ah.
200 n above.
but sandoz has rolex-like design.
alamak..
bebual mcm nak jadi watch specialist plak.
but the father didnt buy any.
but but!
i think i wanna buy him the sandoz one!
its nice!
yay!
tt nice gorgeous watch shall be his birthday present!
insyaAllah.
ok..after walking ard, we sat down at a restaurant
n drank err..i forgot.
then..
balik!!
yesss.
aneeway..i got this msg while i was out just now.
i think its funny la.

sender: taopok
msg: Hello. You cant sms nizar from now on. You can only call him. Reason is his card balance is not enough.

weird la.
ok.im gg to read my bk now.
ciao!