hullo bloggie,
i realise tt i've been
gabbing too much bt
what i've been doing..
mcm kuar dgn saper,
kuar buat ape..
hahhaa..org bace gerenti boring
but then again,
ni blog aku..aku punye sukee la kan?



ok.shall keep things short n sweet.



on wednesday morning,
aku ngan semangatnye bertolak ke johor
sebelum cross causeway,
aku bace doa bnyk2..
doa tolak balak
doa tolak penyangak2 yg keje
hanya merompak org.
tapi ok ah.
alhamdulillah takde paper berlaku.

pastu ptgnye, pegi jumpa fizah
kat town and pegi collect ticket.
and fizah terjatuh..
bukan jatuh kat tangga mcm u-know-hu,
tapi jatuh
hati dgn
mat yg mintak donation tu..
walao wei..mentel.
hahha.
pastu kite gi jln2 and makan aiskilim!
den lepas solat maghrib,
nampak sani hussin..is tt his name, fizah?
anw, fizah jatuh hati ngan si sani tu.
nak amek gambar plak tu!
walao wei..



thurs!
bangun tido pukul 1pm
haha..
takpela, aku takde mak mertua
yg akan marah2.
went to ba'alwie in the evening.
nice nice.
then supper at the dunno wat restaurant
and terserempak syawal,
cousin aku yg tak habis nak kacau aku.
mkn mcm nenek la,suro baby lap air liur
kat baju aku la.haiiiyaa!



anw bloggie,
bestfren aku sedang dilamun cinta.
hahhaa..kelakar ah.
tak sampai 1 mth dah lebing each a-ler.
heh.kalau dah mentel tu, tak bole
disalahkan kan? HAHAHA.



anyway, aku takde kerje..
so, i went surfing on the internet.
for korang2 yg jugak takde kerje.
did u know tt plant-eating dinosaurs
do not eat grass?
coz u know why?
sebab, mase zaman dinosaurs
evolusi maseh di tahap awal.
so..no grass yet.




anyway, dzul just showed me this
super weird video
bout a woman kena rasuk jin.
pastu jin tu nak masuk islam.
seram la.kalau korang nak tgk, bole bilang.
aku send.
hahaaa.

hullo bloggie
u know wat im thinking abt rite now?
im thinking bt cupcakes.
and u know wat i feel like doing just abt now?
i wanna eat cupcakes.
so wat shd i do bloggie?
i shd wake up early tmr morning n
buy cupcakes.


wth..

hullo bloggie.
im slightly mentally anxious bt my future.
when everyone else glides high,
i dunno where i stand.
thick fogs ahead of me
and as much as i have myself n god
to guide me,
and frens and family to see me thru,
i have nuthing but more questions
that i have no answers to.
not to mention the temptations
that nvr fail to put me to the test,
often, i feel so sinful.
often, i feel like i've failed.
sometimes, i feel like i have no purpose in life.
but contemplating defeat is passe.
and i dont make plans.
yes.im paticular bt details.
but i dont make plans.
ok, i do.but i don stick with them.
and often, i fail to satisfy myself
and everyone else.
maybe its time to
-as cliche as it may sound-
embark on a new journey.
life is not all bt hanging out,shopping,
nice clothes n shoes, big house n a sport car.
its not bt the glittery glamour
and smiley faces.
life is abt living with your
heart, mind and soul.
4 words.live,learn,love and laugh.

ok.ah.tts all.

hullo bloggie!
its the boxing day today.
haha..




alrite..
it's been one year since tsunami took place.
did any of u out there watch the
CNA documentary on the mosques
tt still stand still despite the waves?
wooo..
i believe that for as long as we adhere to
this path of righteousness,
for as long as we remain thankful to Allah
and constantly pray to him
and do not forget his innumerable blessings,
He will be with us forever.
wait! haha..tt last line sounds macam org kristian sey.
god will be with us.
heh.lets do it one more time.

He may bring the believing men
and the believing women into
gardens underneath which rivers flow,
wherein they will abide,
n may remit from them their evil deeds
- that, in the sight of Allah, is the supreme triumph
Al-fath 48:51.



alrite..updates!
today..i went to prata house!
heh.wats new?
ok..so i ordered banana prata n teh tarek.
heh.wats new?
fizah just watched me eat..
heh.wats new?
then we headed to bugis banquet for carrot cake.
hehehe..wats new?
ok..haha..irritatng sey.



after carrot cake, we made our way to city hall.
weee..wat a walk.its not tt far really.
from bugis to city hall.
then, fizah introduced the first (facial)Expression of the Day.
its like muke mengundang sepakkan maut punye.
serious! muke tersengeh mcm kain burok basah.
haha..ape saje je.
then we went to padang where someone *points at fizah*
wanted to stand in the middle n take pic.
hahha..kental.
then took pics here n there.
but someone *points at fizah* deleted the pic i took
hmmrph!
then someone *points at fizah* merengek, nak cup corn!
so..beli ah..pastu dia makan solo je.hehe..
tak padan pakai braces! :#
ok ok, she offered me la.im just kidding.
after bla bla..
after searching for bubble tea for someone *points at the same king kong la*
we decided to head hm.
weeeeeeeee...





then then! at the bus stop outside thomson plaza,
where fizah alighted,
i saw KENNETH!!!
i was in the bus, n i saw fizah walking past him.
whaaT?!
why not me down there,
n fizah up there in the bus?
WHYohWHY???
grrrrr..
why is it tt i always terserempak daniel
n fizah always terserempak ken?
why not the other way round?
uuuuurgh!
nvm.Allah knows best..
:(
:(





then..when the bus past old thomson,
this familiar guy boarded the bus.
haha..i rmb him showing off his
muscles and his body building competition pictures
to me few yrs back! haha!
but sumpah! i really dun rmb where i met him.
pri sch? sec sch? tuition?
n he sat beside me n we started talking.
hahaa..
nasib baik dia tak show off ape2.
hahaa..
paisey ah..coz, firstly, wen he boarded the bus,
EVERYONE stared at him.
he wore tis shirt that revealed
how much effort he's spent at the gym.
then..he walked up n sat beside me and went..
hey! hi! how r u? bla..bla..
like as if we were close frens.
so everyone stared some more.
watever laaa!!
i feel like screaming..kepoo la korang!!





oh.did i say i played online pool last nite?
for the first time?
i must must win!
im waiting for the day
when the sun shines brighter,
when the wind blows gentler,
when the flowers bloom prettier.
that!
will be the day i'll thrash nizaaaar!!
haha.





ok ah.gtg now.
oh.anw, today, fanah n suli n thaharah left for pahang
best eh?
hai..maybe fanah will meet her abg ranger there.
hahaa!
kai just got home frm his expedition.
n i guess hafiz just came back frm kl yesterday but he
didnt see many bapoks.hahaa.he only saw one.
if only he had a mirror, he'd see 2.heh!






anw, happy 19th birthday dzul. :)



ciao.

hullo bloggie!


some things are just meant to be beautiful.



highlites.
on fri
:adib passed his test!
thanks to me!
:went shopping.






on sat
:went for boring workshop BUT food was nice.
n maklah n i found entertainment in doing
other fun stuffs.haha.
:met lynn n headed to ikea where she bought
some board.
and miss lynn kept repeating tt she wants a walk-in
wardrobe! haha..berangan mcm buah berangan.
:terserempak nizar! yeah..like all ppl, y him?
haha.jus kidding.
was kinda shocked to see him.anw...
:bahasa indon rocks!
:hanging out at starbucks was fun.its all bt the girly talks.
and very world-ly dialogues/discussion sessions
it was err..way phat! haha.
:orchard was packed to the nines(?) haha.
seriously, i cant help but feel tt its totally ridiculous
to be out in orchard rite now.
with bleafing idiots spraying foam at u.
its so uncool may i argue.
think wat? funny is it?
they really got my mad up.









in addition to tt, tt santa claus lampu-kelapkelip hat
is so merepek, it's as good as a waterproof towel.
heh.
oh anw, we went to al falah for asar.
was actually looking for someone, but
he wasnt there.sad okaay! ahaha.




and fizah?!! i miss u lar.
pls oh pls.
we hafta meet up soon.
keep care sweetheart.






ouh..fuad is back in singapore
and im gonna help him with maths.
believe it or not,
im gonna start flipping my files.
n try to find notes on calculus n vectors.
hah!




had a short chat wif my squaddie fren just now.
hahaa..yah.soldier taopok.
am kinda missing him la.




my relatives frm kl are here.
n u know wat? i wanna follow them hm!
but then.waddaheck,
i can confirm, for sure,
square root of all certainties,
that my parents wont allow me to.
raAAr!
*muke lima belas sen*

hullo bloggie/
im kinda zonked rite now.




just came hm frm sending nenek.
we had supper b4 tt at the teh tarik restaurant.
teh halia!
hahaa..some ppl so mengada-ngada lor.
said teh halia very muak.
mooakk! aksyen! hmpprhp!
went to masjid ba'alwie wif nenek n my parents.
and guess wat? i saw the makcik who scolded me
at masjid sultan.
hmmmprh!





fizah smsed me this morning.
soorryy babe!
we just meet on saturday ok?
then can go eat carrot cake!
ok, we meet for lunch, then mkn carrot cake.
then jln2, singgah polar beli watever rolls,
pastu jln2 lagi..then, rest kat starbucks minum
aper2 yg grande.
pastu, sebelum balik, gi yishun makan carrot cake lagi!
hahaa.a perfect day for fizah!





ANEEWAY
yesterday, i went to beach rd.
hahaa..ok. i know this is soo kental,
but tt was the first time i went there.
and the mutton chop was superb.yumms.
and there was an incredible sulk on the loose.
haha..nvm la.incredible sulk or incredible [insert anything u want here],
i still luurrvvee him to bits. hah!
oh.i bought a bag.yeahh.
then we bowled..
HAHAHA..it was hilarious.
fanah was like the coolest player.
HAHAH.rabak lorr.
n jepon was good..her ball wud lagi sipi masuk longkang,
but then suddenly curl in..steady ah!
then we headed to bugis, wanted to buy shoes
but me n za ended up luffing at the nyonya.
SMALL PIG U MEAN?
hahha.
yeah..most of the shoes made of pig skin.
n those, according to dzul, are oinkie shoes.




oh.i wanna go on a holiday.
real bad.
kai asked whether i wanna join him
for a mount panti expedition then go kl to shop2.
and its $80 only!
cheap eh?
but like OBVIOUSLY,
tak payah pakai lampu pun dah terang,
i cant go..seddih!




alrite.i shall butt off frm the comp now.
training tmr at 9.
hahaaa..i shall see the girls go gaga over saiful tmr.
aite.ciao!

hullo bloggie!

weeee..i must have slept on the wrong side
of the bed.
well, not like my bed has many sides to start with.
but i cant seem to slp for long..
kept waking up.
so here i am blogging..
and maybe later solat tahajjud.
hah! steady ah.




ouh u know wat?
shah's on a holiday.
n she didnt inform me when exactly she'd
return.
and we've signed up for some workshop
which will be held this sat.
and theres no way am i gonna
drag my ass down to the mendaki building
alone, if she hasnt returned yet.
shahohshah cepat balik oiii!



oh.i passed my test.
i think everyone in this godly world knows
tt already.
hahaha.
test was aight. its just tt i got a lil kancheong
n reached the test venue a tad to early.
and appeared like billy no mates.
haha.selengeh-ness.
but nvm.
test was chicken feet la la la la la.
tho i was struggling with the 'Give Way' sign.
give way to pedestrian? give way to traffic on major rd?
hahhhaa..serious punye sendok!
i dunno ah.
then the circular, blue backgrd and a red bar across it.
no loading or unloading?
no parking unless for immediate bla..bla..?
walao.lupe.hahaa..
and some of the qns were soo cushy.
like tis qn on alcohol.
but this kind of qn is gd,
and my guts tell me tt those qns have helped me pass.
hahhaa..
then, i attended a briefing b4 registering for the prac..
tak sia-sia oiii!
in the rm, there were only 3 of us.
an aunty who looked 30 but can pass off well as 65,
a cute caucasion guy
an a pretty girl.
yeahh..3 of us.
and i was lucky.
coz tt cute guy kept asking me qns
not tt he felt tt i haf answers to everything,
but becoz the aunty was busy
debating with the officer.
heh!
he had this super vibrant energy in him.
n he'd go..'i dun understand..do u?' every few mins.
weeeeeeeeee...
tak sia2!
heh!
but im sorry fizah..
yeah u know wat i mean.
first, you n me.
then..you and the-you-knoe-who..
dah tak jodoh..apakan daye?
hurhurhur.




i just finished reading dzul's report.
its all abt cancer cell.
-faints-
i dun understand 90% of wat i was reading.
heh! i actually read it lor! haha.
my intention was to get sleepy...but oh well.
ohh.then he showed me someone's frenster.
this suuuuuuuuuper extremely pretty guy.
metrosexual ah.walao.pretty sey.
and i cant deny the fact tt he's handsome too.
ouh..wat a talent.






ok.i shd try gg back to slp.
i miss lynn truckloadss!
ikea mammaass!
haha..watever.
meeting the hockeyers this fri!
cant wait!
yong chuen's thai trip pictures are ready.
gorgeous i tell u.
ooh.i miss my cousin too.
he's having his hols,n i n if i can steal him
a minute or 2 frm his other half,
tt'll be good news.
anw,i received a xmas card frm lynnette.
hehe..
oh ya..to all the non-christians yg miang nak celebrate xmas,
jgn mentel ah...
lu bole relekkkkk one corner.
and kim's coming back for a holiday.
yippeeness!




bedfordshire!

hullo bloggie!

wazzzzuuppPPp??!! *qn mark terbalik*
hah!

updates.

on saturday, i met up with aliya for dinner.
we planned to eat at adam rd
but the father said it's a lil too far
frm newton mrt.

so, we found ourselves walking
down the temporary newton circus
food place.
weeee..seafood all the way.
so aliyah n i decided to settle on sweet n sour chicken
and sambal kangkong.
haha.i insisted that she doesnt order
that chili siput sedut thing.
eeeeeeeee.
n since i'm kinda allergic to crayfish,
we gave sambal crayfish a miss
tho it looked so seductive.
hah!


then we talked.
and caught up on stuffs.
stuffs that we've missed
since the last time we met.
the last time we met was year 2003.
geeeeeee..lama nye!




anw, kai asked me if i wanna work wif him.
camp instructor!
n the company is affliated to moe.
sounds fun huh.
instructor for pri sch or sec sch camps.
outdoor stuffs.
camps.
n money!
hehee.
but i haf to pay 70 bucks first to get proper training.
so..i shall consider.



or maybe, i shd start giving tuition.
yahh.
teach.
inspire.
share knowledge.
n enlighten others.
macam betuuuuuuuul je!




watever la.
i got my theory test tmr.
i need to give it some rice!
n i pray tt adib will pass n get his licence soon.
preferably b4 the mendaki bbq.
hehe.
AMIN ya rabbalalamin!!
zoooom..zoooom.



alrite ah..im cravin for banana prata!

i miss u fizah!

hullo bloggie.
hari nih kan bloggie, aku sek tido je.
tido yg tak bermimpi.
tu yg tak favourite tu.
slalu tido mesti mimpi best2.
bila tido tak mimpi,
mcm pegi bedok dan tak beli goreng pisang!
hmmrph!



ok bloggie.
on the 14th, aku gi check in chalet.
macam fun gitu ah.
excited bercampur kemarok.
mcm dulu2 first time naik lrt.
pastu staff costa sands yg kepala tak berambut
tu sungguh la baik hatinye.
actually kene bayar $10 for the bbq pit,
tapi dia telah memberi ku discount.
cume bayar $6 aje.
steady la!
then, spt biaselah, bapak ku yg
teramat kucintai dah start kancheong
bile aku tak sampai2 kat drop off pt
where they were waiting.
pastu met cik su kat depan cheers.
ahha.dari jauh dah ble nampak syafiq
yg sihat walafiat tu.
so we all went in dgn excited nye..
unpacked semua bende.
then cik sahri came.
dia la yg ditanggungjawapkan
untuk menjaga bbq pit.
steady la.idupkan bbq fire pakai tangan.
meanwhile, the kids were alr
in their swimming costumes.
ahhha! semangat! ketat!
sarung nangka pun kalah.
HUAHUAHUA.
pastu my other uncles n aunts came.
hanafi n tt cry baby came too.
best la..
hanafi ialah cousin angkat ku.
haha.baru di-adopt tahun lepas
dari mcds.
14 yrs old.
walaupon dia slalu nak kenekan
aku, aku tetap sayang dia!
so the evening was great!
cousins dari my father side pon dtg.
slalu nye kite cume hi hello je
tapi dat evening,
kite ade sesi bertepuk tampar.
ahha..dorang bebual pasal kerje.
fun la.first2, cousin sabri yg 16 yrs old
tu mcm malu ah nak bebual,
then bile aku tanye pasal experience dia,
baru dia start bebual..cracked jokes seme.
best la.
mcm best gitu la bile tgk org excited
nak share stories dia.
then..bile malam semakin suntuk,
dorang pon nak angkat kaki.
tinggi tinggi mcm shahraini suke buat.
lepas semua dah balik,
tinggal family aku
dan family lagi satu yg sehat2 adanya.
den, kite bebual la.
ckp pasal handphone.
ckp mcm2 ah..
semua org dah tido.
obviously bapak ku yg tercinta
dah surrender dulu.
so, tinggal aku n makcikpakcik je.
pastu kite kemas2 sikit.


hhaa.yeah bloggie,
by tt time,aku cam felt feverish.
hingus nak meleleh je.
then throat pun ade sikit sakit.
den smsed nizar.
pastu ade org tu suruh aku
mandi.haha.klakar la.


the following day,
aku tersadar dr tido pukul 7.
sikit peh pagi.
ajaib sungguh.
selalunye,bomb meletup pon aku masek
mengorok.
pastu buat teh n had breakfast.
kemas sane sikit.
kemas sini sikit.
den tunggu shah dtg.



bila shah dtg, kite gi jln2 sikit.
hmm..tidak pernah ku sangka
the downtown east area is so small.
jln sikit dah sampai pagar2.
yg memisah kan chalet dgn escape
dan wild wild wet.
abehtu shah sikit2 ckp,
'i feel like climbing over'
ahahha..serba sedikit mcm monyet.
lepas dah puas tawaf,
kite change into our swimming costumes.
HAHAHAHA.
shah cekik darah!
then kite swim ah.
shah cume tau buat frog style je.
aku?? ehh..aku buat wonder style!
haha.ini joke antara kite je.
swim swim.
shiok ah.
dan kawan2 ku,
matahari memang pro dlm
menggelapkan kulit yg
tak berapa gelap..
ish.pakai sunblock pun tak gune.
tapi.untuk mereka yg hitam
semula jadi, jgn salahkan matahari ok?



pastu..balik chalet..
pastu fever cam dtg balik.
lepas mandi semua, kitorang mkn
lunch.n duduk ngowo depan tv.
halfway tertido.
bla.bla.bla.
main2 bubbles.
haha.shah kene bully ngan cousin2 ku.



lepas tu, makla sampai ngan utt.
makla very cute la..
pastu the belos sampai..
by then, my parents alr left.
syikin pun sampai.
then then..lynn and hafiz sampai.
klakar la.i didnt expect her
to reach early. n wif him somemore.
pastu lynn tak kasi aku mandi.
hahaha.
but too bad la.i felt too heaty.



pas mandi, kuar nampak
isz, adib and nizar.
tapi takpe.amek gambar ngan belos dulu!
belos suke nah pose bitchy2.
sampai my cousin ckp dorang
'pose maut punye'..ahhaa.
nasib baik belum maut lagi.
HAHAHA



then..bbq started la.
brape menet kemudian,
shak pun sampai.
and its so funny i tell u.
munirah terus chop dia.
khakhakhahakhaa.
eh..bukan chop cincang.
tapi.cop! haha.ape2 la.



we ate.
laughed.
bitched.
took pics.
listened to isz.
listened to shak.
laughed at fanah.
teased hafiz.
and many more la.
fun beb!



i barely ate la.like no appetite sey.
but nurse fazliana telah memaksa
aku makan dan makan ubat.
steady la nurseee!
n i feel bad tt lynn had no fren tt nite.
fizah ade quiz.
mardiana cudnt make it.
and many others cudnt make it too.
alfiyan? busy ah.like ALWAYS!
so..lynn was kinda bored.
sorry babe.
but heh. u got hafiz!
dia kendarat yg specially ditempah
khas untuk melayan lynn.


then syawal came.
thot he was gonna wear the shirt i gave him
but he didnt la.
pakai hitam..
perfect in black la konon.



ok, pastu kitorang seme just ate
n talked some more la.
haha.bebual pasal clubbing.
then isz bebual pasal his 'love sick'.
then fanah bilang ape bapak nizar ckp.
ahha.abes la.pastu nizar pulak yg
kutuk dia..muke fanah terus berubah.
macam sotong baru keluar dari tin.
HAHA.
ohho.then shak shared wif us
his sinful experience.
i cant rmb anything, all i know is dat
i was very happy.
*pastu dia senyum dgn happynye*
HAHAHA.klakar la.
oh.then we cucuk satay.
n satay yg dicucuk isz sungguh
takde ciri2 ke-satay-an langsung!
melucukan.
aku ketawa mcm nak rak!
nasib baik tak jadi rak2 buku.
HAHAHA..
pembaca bloggie: tak klakar lah ain!
ain: eehhhh.aku punye suke ah!



n suli's satay was the nicest.
very presentable!
steady la suli, dah ble keje kat
sembawang satay club!


oh ya..mak, bapak serta adik shah
dtg. sorry ciks! makanan dah kat habis.



lepas makan semua,
dorang plan nak mainpool/bowling.
sebab prof hafiz dgn semangat jitu nye
telah menyatakan yg rate kat situ
is one of the cheapest.
but no.dorang tak jadi main.bab mahal sgt.



my parents came back to the chalet aft tt.
dorang pergi mesjid ba'alwie.
so, shah's parents and mine started talking.
while shah and i packed.
after some contemplation,
shah decided to go hm.
kalau aku, aku pun balik sey..ahha.



bile shah n family left,
bapak ku yg tercinta cakap,
muke bapak shah mcm familiar.
then i told him tt shah's father worked
at the high court(something liddat la)
oouhhmak! patut la familiar.
dulu pon bapak ku yg tercinta kerje kat
court.
but my father guessed tt bile bapak shah
start kerje, my father pon
left to work somewhere else.



ok.itu je.
pastu pack dan tido.
ok ah..skarang pun dah nak tido niee.



ouh.dzul's back frm kl.
and tts good news.
somehow.i kinda miss him.



ouh fizah!
faz! (faz/fazliana/lynn/yana/kitty)
we must.
must.
must meet up soon!
i miss u girls real bad!

friday!
the week past so fast.
so fast!


yong chuen shd be hm today.
yups.2 weeks of thailand.
dunno wat he did there.
wonder wat he got for me.

dzul shud be back today too.
yay!!
weeeee!

anw, i was wondering.
is it ever possible for a girl to have a guy as her bestfren?
lynn said..'its impossible lorr' .n repeated it a few times.hehe.
mum said..'no la no..dun'..n i wondered wat was the 'dun' for.
liyana said..'can la..but u'll end up falling in love with him' haha.i so can relate to tt,coz liyana's bf was her bestfren..ermm.haha.
the brother said...wait, he didnt say, he asked..'hah? kau dah de boyfren?' -_-"
fuad said..'its possible..platonic relationship'
naz/khairy said...'can..1.they each consider themselves as bestfrens,
2. the guy is gay,3. they each are attached to someone else.' ahhha..

haha.
nvm.

hullo bloggie.
nizar blogged bout how i lied abt the movie!
wth.not fair.
n he kept saying..ain bohong je tau.
wth.
anyway.the movie was NICE.
wat was stupid is the whole swat thing.
come on lar.special weapons and tactics.
and they cant even solve a homicide case
with the murderer in front of their face.
and with evidence everywhere.
and what did they do?
sat n wait for heaven's door to burst open.
bengap!
the arrival of the swat team at the steel factory
was so impressive.
when the police officers stormed into the factory.
chey chey.dgn weapon MK-784 (example je) semua.
with such tough build and body armour.
and in the end, 4-5 of them were killed in a
box-like cage.merepek!
n they didnt (surprisingly) search the whole factory.
bengap!
but nvm..i love other parts of the 'game'
especially the first part where the victim
had to retrieve a key somewhere
to release himself frm the deadly mask.
n tt 'somewhere' was his eyes. rabak!
ahha.
the killer actually buried the key at
the back of the victim's eye.
n he supplied a scapel for him to korek
his bijik mate!
eeeee.
n there were some funny parts.
like..'wat the hell is an obi?'
obi is my name.
ahha.obi step cool konon.
with his hood n 'if u wanna threaten me,
u might as well bleed me a little' (sumthing like tt)
skali mati kene barbeque.
wahahaa.
theres more actually..
u guys shd watch.not bad la.ahha.
no refunds needed.

after tt movie, we decided to
walk aimlessly a bit.
while the guys gi solat, i went to
paragon.weeee.met this indon guy.
he looked like the actor frm
eiffel im in love.
weee.then he asked me how to get
to queensway shp ctr.
weeee.cute sey.

after tt, we played pool!
yay!
it was fun.really.playing with
hafiz n nizar was very fun.
nizar..like always.played so well.
n i realised tt he has
big hands n long fingers.
ahhaa.
mcm the wolf in the red riding hood.
n yesh.nizar said i've improved tremendously.
weeeee.i know i know!
yeeehahh.
n no.the mats were not looking at me.
CONFIRM!!
ooh.ya.n hafiz kept 'dancing' when his turn came.
like u know, he didnt know wat to hit.
then blur la.then started his dancing-likemoves.

after tt was dinner.
yeahh.not nice.
taman lose la katekan.
wahlieew..
now i rmb, tt was the restaurant where
i asked if they cud cut the meat smaller.
coz fizah has braces on.
then the kakak, the same one,
dgn garangnye cakap NO!
ahha,
alrite..next time we don go there anymore.

after tt was hm.
weeeeeeee.


err.wassup wif the weeee?

i wonder the mystery of life,
the departure from spiritual truths.
and to break the faiths.
as he instigates his moves
and violate oaths.
he sees the sun
and pulls a veil over,conceals the truths
and he forages for light elsewhere.
thru a confused medley of dreams,
he sees an apparition,
he follows the heart
he worships delusion.
as nadir waits no end no start.
he falls deeper with treachery.
and lands hard
on a bed of misery.

hullo bloggie!

i just got hm from junction 8.
had a meeting with pei lee sugar n allan.
yups.we discussed bout the
Paint The Town Red programme.
im so excited!!!
yeah..being in the YDC or youth donor club
means tt i'll have to promote blood donation.
especially to youths out there..
its funny la coz the roles of a ydc members
consist of 'donates blood'
which i cant do.ahha.
i need to gain enuff weight.
ok.watever.
im just so excited bt the whole event!!!
excited!!

aight.
next week got chalet.
yayyay!
oh.dzul's leaving for kl on weds.
and will only be back on fri.
yikes!

ok.im hungry.
ciao!

i have frens who are in love!
haha.cute la.cute.

wat bt me?
wheres my love?

hullo bloggie!
aku baru selesai sesi bertungkus lumus
dgn pintu rubbish chute.
wth!?!
ntah maknusia mane tah yg dah tuang
seperiuk lauk dlm bakul tong sampah.
then, bile nak empty the rubbish into the
rubbish chute, semua drip drip.
alamakkk.darah uppp sey.
so, aku pun amek surat khabar and wrap the
rubbish bag.
wrap punye wrap, pastu takle muat dalam
rubbish chute.
nasib baik aku penyabar org nye.
kalau tak, pintu rubbish chute ke mane.
rubbish ke mana..
ok..sorry la.ter-blog pulak pasal ni semua.
merepek pulak.
sorry la.semenjak A levels dah habis ni,
blog panjang2 pasal bende2 tak penting
telah menjadi hobi semulajadi ku.

ok la.its a saturday today.
weekend!
n it makes no diff.
lerrr.
on thurs, met shah to book chalet.
then headed to city hall
and aksyen mcm tourist sesat.
amek gambar sana sani.
fun.
can go shah's blog to read her entry on this.


alrite.on fri, fizah smsed
and ajak gi lunch.
so i rushed..tonggang terbalik semua kat rumah.
then, met her at bugis where she ate
the first carrot cake of the day.
after tt, we walked here n there.
ooh.fizah got a nice nike bag.
steaaady ah..
fizah: free toni&guy hair treatment?
fizah: do u think i shd go?
nurul: why not? haha..but..ahah.
fizah: i think u shd help me ask the hairstylist first
nurul: then if i ask,the hair stylist must see ur hair fisrt wat.
fizah: ok, tanye dia, ade gambar alleycats tak?
fizah: *muke super tahi lalat betul*
nurul: terima kasehhh!
nurul: *luff like mad*

after tt, we went to changi airport.
fizah baik seyyy.she blanje me
hot cocoa at starbucks..grande punye plak tu.
terima kaseh..*shows nostrils*
ahha.
then, then, the best part was when we were
in the bus.nak kuar dari airport.
ade org tu.org tu, bebual pasal advertisement
burger king on a bus next to ours.
then she stuck out her tongue to
illustrate how the bacon comes out frm
th burger.
pastu! air liur dia meleleh!
WAKAKAHAHAKAKA.
its funny nak mampos sey.
i luffed ah.ape lagi.
perut sampai sakit.
hot cocoa berkocak2 dlm perut sey
walao wei.
next time tak payah nak
act out the ad la.
buang2 tisu aku je, kene lap
air liur dia.
wakaka.i got reminded of
dukun liur.ahaha.ingat tak?
anw..
after tt, we went to yishun.
to eat carrot cake!?!?
ahaha.gile la.
the carrot cake sikit peh gelap.
but because tt someone likes carrot cake,
she just ate it.
terrrok.
so, kawan2ku,
yg masek hidup mahupun yg sudah imaginary,
kalau korang ade kawan yg pakai braces.
or pasang pagar dlm mulut,
mestilah understanding.
coz, they cant eat anything hard.
n can only eat bubur n carrot cake.
oh and pandan cake.
pastu makan mesti perakos punye.
wahahaha.




alrite.i think i better go off now.
meeting alex for dinner!
yayyyyy!
byes semua!

its past 3am.
and i just reached home.
haha.no.no.tak gi clubbing.
n pinggang aku sakit mcm
tengah joget tari lilin seh!!
now waiting for liyana to cum back fr lunch
bloody hell.wat time is it there sey?
lunch? kat sini time sahur.



pastu mate aku ngah merah ni.
eyeliner nye pasal.
lepas bergelut dgn make up remover,
inilah jadi nye.
think syaf did a great job la.
i love her curler set.and im so gonna get one myself.
n i guess i look nice la.
saying 'ok' will sound like i don appreciate
her effort.
n saying 'very pretty' will sound like
im perasan nak mampos.
anyway.nizar had a problm wif my make up la
hafiz asked if i had my topeng wif me.
n nizar said my face already like topeng.
barot betul.
alrite.if i feel like it,i'll blog bt the promm,
some other time.
makkau..i wished i was seated somewher else.





but picture taking was fun.
took pics with everyone i
wanted to take with.
coolness.
oh.utt wasnt allowed in.
WTH??!
padahal georgia bawak matair dia seh.
pastu claimed tt she's single
kesian utt.
agaknye kalau dia bole masuk,
gerenti ble jadi prom king punya!!
HUAHUAHUA.



after prom,we went back to e hotel rm
and i really wanted to spend time
with the girls.
but they wanted to club..
erpz.
firstly, i dun like to club.
haha..i'd feel guilty if i do.
told dzul tt i dont club.n dun like the idea
of clubbing at all.
u may say..alah! satu kali je. kejap je.
but no.hehe.it means a lot to me.
anw, the mother was alr calling
alamak!! tak cukup sekali plak tu!
pastu msg semua.
ape saje jeeeee!
dah la tak kasi org stay overnite.
pastu nak org balik asap.
haha. but then nvm.
kalau tak balik cepat,
tak bole mkn satay n brainbrain 4 freee!
n got nthg to do also, since
everyone wen clubbing.





anw.in case ade org yg kepo
nak tahu wat i did aft prom,
i actually took cab hm
wakakak.sedih sey. den suro apek turn up
the volume of the radio.
apek rock ah!
but on the way,i checked the voicemsg i gt frm him.
: hey there princess, i bet
u're on ur way home now.
haha.or are u alr at hm?
*ketawa mcm nak kene tampar*
bet u're in tears coz ur
lady at hm refuses to say yes
wen u begged her to let u
stay out late.*fake awwww*
call me.
WTH!?? anw.
but since i was bored in the cab, i called him.
n taddah! met him for supper.
walao..paiseh sey.all the mats n minah motor
yg takde mase hadapan (my dad's words.)
yg cume tau duk goyang kaki sambil berasap
kat kedai kopi staring at me in my gold dress.
wahha.i felt odd la.
mcm rusa masuk shopping centre!
but don worry,
i removed my tiara alr.
haha.gile kau.takkan nak pakai sey.
nanti mcm perrinnsesss bersepah.
so i changed out n ate supper.
sikit peh lapar.
coz i didnt really eat at the hotel.
oh yah.n nizar won
the'most likely to win fear factor' title?
i wonder who were the lahabauss hu voted for him.
hahaha.

ok ah.shall slp now.
org yg pegi lunch tu tak balik2.
tak guneee..

its the day.
hah! prom de la prom.
shah's sms woke me up.
she asked if i got flowers.
hahaa..funny.and im excited to see her layta.

anw, today's my father's birthday.
he's having a kenduri at the mosque
after maghrib.
but i cant help the mum with the
food prep n stuffs coz i'm off
for prom.
and today, im slightly broke.
n there's no way am i thickening
my already thick skin
to ask my father's for money on his
birthday.
haha..

ouuuhhhhmak! ain nak duit!

ooh.my face is feeling the tightness of the
facial mask i haf on my face rite now.
facelift! hahaha.
since fizah has gotten her facelift last
sunday, i shd get mine too!
facelift!
hahaaa..its supposed to b a joke.
to certain ppl.

n last nite, jama called me.
i was sooo happy to hear frm her.
its like she has such a sweet voice.
anw, she called to ajak me do
my hair at toni n guy.
at heeren.apparently its for free.
guess i'll go after prom.
maybe get a slight hair makeover.
anybody wanna join? just tell me ok.
this week n next week only.
while stock last!

n on thurs/wed,
shah the cinderella will be
accompanying me to book
the chalet.at downtown east.
aight guys, keep ur 14th dec free yeah.

ohho.i read bt george micheal gettin married
ahhhaa..geli nye!! astaghfirullah!
i dun understand why gay marriages are
allowed in britain.like ewwwww..
but we hav to accept the digusting truth
that gays are everywhere.
errps.
acceptng is ok.just don advocate it.

ohho.i read bt wat Rice said.
bukan anne rice.but condoleeza rice.
dia ckp macm betul je.haha..
we have saved european lives
save european lives kononnn!
don u think wen u look at her,
she has tt 'i hate islam' scribbled all over
werewolf-like face??
HAHAHA.
the US thinks they're so powerful.
yet i think we all know,
and they all too know, deep down.
tt they're vulnerable.


aaah..ok ah.
sampai di sini sahaja.
sekian.
terima kaseh.

im sick of carrot cake.
uurgh
and fizah,
i will prepare u porridge someday.
someday.




thot of a fren of mine.
19.divorced.7 mths son.
how sad.




5 perkara yg ingin aku lakukan sebelum mati.
1. menyempurnakan segala tanggungjawab sbg seorang muslim
2. lihat family aku bahagia.
3. lihat kawan2 n saudara muslim yg lain bahagia
4. menimba ilmu sampai ke negeri cina.
5. donate ribu2 dollar kpd charity.




5 perkara tentang diri aku
1. banyak bercakap
2. tak suke buang2 duit
3. senang buat kawan?
4. tak minat nak kahwin
5. dah dye rambut tapi warna tetap same! tak gune.




5 benda yg aku takut
1. Allah!
2. hari kiamat!
3. kesunyian
4. kehilangan
5. kekalahan.




5 barang pentind dlm beg
1. handpong!
2. kunci rumah n kunci bilik.
3. beg duit yg semakin menipis.
4. tissue paper!
5. hair brush.




5 hobi kegemaranku
1. membaca
2. makan
3. menjelajah
4. menjadi org pemalas
5. cuba menjadi rajin




itu saje..ok.nak tido skarang!

ooooooooooohhhh.

just got back frm training.
and im very sure.
tmr sure ache ache ache.
anw..today, i woke up early ah.
like 7.15 am. and i had a funny dream.
haha..ok. i ALWAYS have funny dream.
not the ahhhaaahahiheeehi funny.
but the type u just don understand.
i'll talk bt dream later.
hahaa.

lets talk bt hockey training.
there were only ari, chee, den and i.
it was fun la.first, did warm up.
only ari and i.coz the other 2 were obviously lazy.
then hit ard.
thats the ultimate best!

tup tup sccrreeech PAH!

shiokkk seyy!
i can still hit!
i still rmb wat charles said.
-u can stop playing forever, but ur skills remain-
hehehehehe.
then, little cassandra was there.
she's charles' daughter.
she talked non-stop..just like 'ekspress rakyat' as charles said.
anw, we did 4 on 2..and some other drills.
it was fun..and the sun wass freaking hot!
aargh.
after traiing was mac-ing.
ate lunch.then zhi ying joined us.
she didnt come for training coz she sent ryan off for ns
how sweet!we kept teasing them last time.
n now, they're really tgt.
but she was really sad.
yeah..nangis semua.not in front of us la,
but at the 'departure point' after ryan left.
and its only 3WEEKS!
she looked really sad when we asked her bt it.
n we kept saying.
3 WEEKS only!
very fast!
then she'd smile, look at us and say
u guys don understand.
haha..mei chee n charles suggested
tt she shd start 'looking ard'
haha..
but come to think bt it,
its not tt easy.
but then, its only 3 weeks!
at least he's still in singapore..
at least there is little temptation for him there!
hehe.
at least its not 3YEARS!
at least its not australia!
haiya!
im sure i'll end up crying!!
im so scared..
urrgh. ok.drop this topic.
drop it like its hot.
lets get back to hockey..charles joined us for lunch
then we talked n discussed stuffs.
yeahhh.....bt the team.
after tt..i went home!
was supposed to join them to town n shop.
but lazy ahhh.


ok. ok.lets talk bout my dream!
haha..sorry ah.
org dah bace doa still mimpi ah.
and u all there, dont have to read tis.
hehee.
this time, shiok ah.coz gt brad pitt in my dream.
tell me who's tt lucky to have a superstar in her dream?
haha..very action-packed dream ah.
ok.heres the story.
there were ard 30 ppl in a rm.
n the mission was, to kill everyone.
and be the last one standing.
but all of us were blur2 when the game began,
we were still standing ard..
look her, look there.
then..there was this mirror-like thing on one of the wall.
its not the normal mirror.
coz cant really see e reflection..
so, all of us were like standing before the mirror
n stared into it while trying to make out wat was the image
on the mirror.
and like always..aku lah hero dan heroine mimpiku.
hehe..so, i was the first person to figure out wat was the image.
it was brad pitt(huahuahua..)
with his gun, pointed towards the mirror.
so iordered everyone to get down low.
then the mirror smashed
into a million pieces when the bullet
from brad pitt's gun was released.
then.everyone knew,
the game has begun, for real.
seram sey. its like, i cud feel the pain when i was shot
however, a single bullet was not strong enuff to kill u.
but the pain was there.
it wasnt the 'cut' pain.nor is it the
poke wif a blunt object pain.
not anywhere close to a burning sensation.
the feeling was like,
when u swallow a pill and it got stuck in the oesophagus.
nvr experience tt b4?
try ah.just take panadol,
n a spoon of water..
n telan..then, pill cam stuck gitu..
yeah..the feeling of smtgh blocking the passageway.
the blood vessels or the bronchus.
the tight feeling. the breathlessness.
torturous punye bullet.
brengset betul.
so anw, back to my dream..haha.
so, everyone was shooting everyone.
blood was practically everywhere.
and i got shot by bloody brad pitt.
i dunno y, he kept targetting me
hahaa..funny la.
but no, it wasnt funny in the dream.
coz, i wanted to hide behind a wooden plank.
n he shot the plank till it crashed into pieces.
like glass.
its scary!
then, i got up..
bang bang bang him..then he bang bang bang everyone.
like frm left to rite.
he wasnt really aiming.
and everyone dropped dead.
then he shot me.tt was supposed to be my death shot.
haha..as in, if the bullet had hit me,
i confirm die la.
but the thing was, it merely brushed off my back.
so, it wasnt stuck in me or smtg.
so there was only a small wound.
wif tt, i just dropped to e floor.tho i wasnt dead.
tt way, he'd think im dead n wud stop shooting.
makkaaauu...dlm mimpi pon otak bole fikir.
then, brad pitt pun kelepuk on the floor.
then i like fainted........
suddenly, i felt someone poking me.
someone poking the small wound.
someone checking if the bullet was in the wound.
then..tat someone realised tt there was no bullet
and i was faking my death.
then i turned ard and saw brad pitt.
i shot him.on his right arm.
he still moved.then i shot him.terkene his neck.
he still want to banyak ckp,
then i shot his left shoulder.
and thats it.no more bullet.
and he was still alive despite the dying state he was in..
dielah..he had his gun wif him.
he took his gun, pointed at me.
and pulled the trigger.
but then.no bullets!
haha..naneenaneepoopooo.
then he tried to grope ard
to find another gun.
but then, the corpse beside him stopped him
and said..'its over..u're gonna die'
then his breathe slowed down.
then he died.
so i was the winner!
wahaha.
anti climax sikit.