hullo.

had a lot of fun yesterday.
i spent close to 10 hrs at lynn's place.
fizah joined us aft sch.
n.a.f.
tt spells frenship rite till the end.
we watched 2hrs king kong
(which was cut short to a mere 1 hr)
and then emily rose.
HAHAHHA.
fizah has watched it b4,
so she basically screamed ahead of schedule.
and spoilt the thrill a little.
ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX!!
after the movie, we headed out to
amk central to settle stuffs.
and we used tt photo-print machine
to print our FIRST picture.
haha.we're so used to hogging machines
tt normal ppl wont bother noticing.
anw, aft tt, we went back to lynn's crib.
lynn busied herself wif picture taking of
fizah's weird (and i mean it) hair revelation
when she wanted to ambil wudhu
and herself in the shower-like hair cap.
2 crazy girls stood in front of the mirror.
and me? i was busy eating.and laughing.
mAAAD. seriously.
and lynn walked ard the hs with tt haircap.
and fizah walked ard the hs with tt..err..hair.
supreme madness.
aft solat, we embarked on our
"lets highlight each others' hair" mission.
someone transformed my hair into some
metallic disaster.
thanks for the embarrassment, lynn.
haha.her bro came home and smiled at us.
oh well. its better than him saying
tt oh-so-unforgettable line..'ingatkan mama'
*paisey face
anw, aft my hair was done, i did hers.
haha.
too much to share.
but all i know is tt if kitty were a little smarter,
she'd remove the haircap wen lynn put in on her(kitty's) head.
gosh.tt stupid cat..haha.
at ard 11 plus, lynn's bro sent us home
much to mine n fizah's guilt n discomfort.
HAHAHA.



i love u babes.
thru good times n bad.
lets stay tgt.
n.a.f.

hullo.



my punet dearest is sick laaah seyyy.
haha. sexy voice n swwwollen eyes.
or wat punet 2 wud hav it: rocker with swollen eyes.
anw, i was bloghopping n i chanced upon
smthg worth reading (or hopping for).
you know, its like many girls i know,
including myself, are still single.
meaning, not attached la.
and people, regardless of age and sex,
nvr failed to ask us the same qn.
why you got no bf?
or best still..'u got no bf?' with tt cheeky face!
haha.i rmb my kepo juniors askin me
tt qn in the library.
i rmb tt mat-with-red-hair-and-
baru-keluar-jail-and-
desperately-searching-islandwide-for-a-
desperate-girl asking me tt qn.
and yeah i rmb my dad asking too.. (like always!)
haha.and i know my other girlfrens got
questioned like this before.
so babes, check this out.


SO these are quick smart answers
to the annoying question:
"HOW COME YOU DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND?"
heheh. ENJOY!


1. The Arrogant Approach
"Boyfriend? I don't date boys.
I date men."


2. The "I love my independence" Approach
"All men I date keep asking me to marry them
and I'm just not ready to commit."


3. The Confident Approach
"I'm already engaged to someone.
Only he doesn't know it yet."


4. The "I've watched too many gangster/mafia movies Approach
"Why don't I have a boyfriend?
Why don't you have a life?
Haven't you got anything fuckin better to do
with your time than to ask me fucking
stupid questions? Now get out of my face
before I shove my foot up ur ass, u stupid fucker!!"


5. The Clueless Approach
"A boyfriend?
Is that like the name of a new T.V show?"


6. The "danger-lover" Approach
"I only like dating cold-blooded criminals
and all the best ones are behind bars."


7. The Flirtatious Approach
"I don't have a boyfriend because
I'm saving myself for you."


8. The Wounded Approach
Stare off sadly into the distance
with teary eyes; feign a lump in your throat
and say, "I did love someone once . . ."
(This will embarrass the questioner,
who will then leave you alone.)


9. The Mysterious Approach
Lower your voice to whisper and say,
"I'm romantically involved with
a very important person and
our relationship is top-secret.
If I told you who he was,
something terrible might happen to me."
(This will worry the questioner
who will then leave you alone.)


10. The Lunatic Approach
Begin to laugh hysterically,
stop suddenly and then stare directly
at the questioner while saying nothing.
This will frighten the questioner
who will not only leave you alone,
he or she will never speak to you again =)



interesting..maybe i shd try lahh seyy.
u know, given the fact tt i will be single
for pretty much a long time.


ANYWAY.
i wan banana prata!

hullo.



im a little sad.
i dunno why, but somehow i feel
he knows it.
whenever i took tt one step fwd,
i had to take two backwards.
its not my fault.
and its not his too.
distance seems to take control.
and its increasing by the daily.
yikes.
hours turn to days n to weeks.
and i haf yet to find
the right thing to do.
as much as i miss him,
i haf no reason to.




on a lighter note,
im meeting nas tmr,
tgt with a few other ex-ajc-pjcians.
weweeets.


then, on fri, im meeting
king kong dearest n ultimate punet.
hehehe.
i miss them a lote.

sunday,
all-girls beach outing.
haha..so excited.
lets canoe to pulau ubin!

hullo.


selamat pengantin baru to
laili and abg juma'in.
phewww..at last he decided
to make an honest woman of her.
yayy! alhamdulillah.
alrite, i wasnt the mak andam or anything.
but i went over to catch the
akad nikah.
i was kinda nervous.
hahah.pls la.why shd i rite?
anw, the gifts laili
got for abg ma'in were so cool la.
shall post the pics here soon.
once again,
selamat pengantin baru.
tmr i shall go rewang2.
be kendarat or somthing.
hahha.



anyway, last fri nite,
i met other red cross society members.
for the first time..
yunzhi, cheryl, swe swe.
at nus sheares hall.
its yunzhi's hostel..
when i entered his rm, i saw a hockey stick.
haha.he doesnt look like a
hockey player at all.
anw, he and i went ard the vicinity
to invite ppl to donate blood next wk.
it was a cool experience.
the houses there were all private property.
dogs.weird big dark houses.stupid dogs.
halfway thru the 'community outreach',
yunzhi had to rush back to the hall
for some meeting.
so, aaron came n joined me.
haha.
loser sey aaron.
he cant speak mandarin.
later i found out tt he's a malaysian.
well, anw, he and i continued pressing bells.
and motherfecking monstrous dogs
barked like they've got their tails
on fire.
and at one hs, i was damn unlucky.
suai nak mampus.
a small dog charged towards me n
chased after me!
allaaaaamak.
nasib baik tak kene maki sey.
the owner actually let the dog
chase aft me.
and i was like hugging aaron's
arms, and gg round n round him
while tt fucked up dog
chased aft me.
luckily aaron was frm m'sia,
so he kinda know tt muslims
cant touch dogs..
then he sort of blocked me frm
the damned dog.
phewww.
bloody gimboid owners.


and on tt nite,
i found out tt there are really ugly
human beings breathing on tis
piece of earth.
not physically ugly.
but attitude wise.
they are just so horrible
and have no heart.
so selfish.
its donate blood for havens sake.
not donate part of ur already
diminishing-in-size brain.
uurgh.
and its not like im forcing u.
im just inviting u to do so.
i almost went mental sey.
haiii...
actually got more stories la.
like curik2 masuk condo
or pretend to b residents there.
and many more la.
but im kinda lazy to type.


anw, tonite, i learnt tt guys
are so hard to be understood.
they can be so sensitive
when they claim they aint.
their rxns can be so inexplicable.
especially when they say
nice things tt hurt u.
alrite.maybe not all guys.
some of them.
a few.



aight.i shd retire to the land of nods know.
nites.
ciao.

hullo.



i wanna invest in a pair of new shoes.
dear daddy was like...'ain, kasut nike kau buruk nye'
i could feel my lips elongated until the ends
touched the back of my head.
wahhahaha.
happy dokks. wat he said is an unspoken
indication tt i can start snoopin ard for
new shoesiesss.
i have vans, pony and puma in my head.
but i want budget shoes la.
soo..dunnola.



anw, driving today was fun big time.
picked up speed.
more precise n tak terkeluar lane wen turning.
and wen i was turning, i saw this ultra cute dude.
HAHAH.distracting.serious.
coz, i saw him at the canteen b4 tt.
then our eyes caught each others' again..wahhha.
isshhhh..jiwang sey.
i like my instructor.
n no.i nvr plan to flirt wif anyone. *nudge punet 1*
oh.i saw firdous again.yupps.
the ex-ajcian/my cousin's sec sch bestfren.
im like bloody curious la.
isnt he supposed to be in ns?
haha.then i saw his car in the other lane.
darn la.i was hopping that the car before me
wud move/not stall. haha.hard luck.
i had to stop.then his car was next to mine.
hahaa..i feel so awkward yannow.
i have always been feelin
awkward wen the subject in qn is ard la.
i alw do wen i nvr talk to someone
whom i've known for like 4 yrs.
nvm.next wk, if i see him again,
i shall qn him.
anw, i still rmb, first 3 mths,
wen nas was ard..and wen she found out
tt i sort of 'know' firdous, she begged me,
yes.BEGGED. to intro her to him.
watt?? nuts ah? i dun even talk to him.
u go talk to him urself!
haha.mad la tt nas.


anw, i read nizar's blog.
wahseyyy..he is so rite.
now is the time to slack.
coz, most prolly, we wont haf the time
to slack anymore as responsibilities
will nvr fail to weigh even more.
soooo skarang..
tak payah tergopoh-gapah
gi carik duit..well unless i realli need money la.
i dun haf big needs. and no boyfren.
(hahahhah. sounds summat familiar.)
so, i shdnt bother bt making money.
but i need darm working experience.


ok.i shall layan my storybk now.
onwards and upwards.
a very laugh-out-loud funny book.
u all shd read it too.
onwards and upwards, by arabella weir.



*ingin kulukis semua hidup ini dgn cita dan cinta yg terindah, masa muda yg tak pernah kan mendung.ku bahagia.
ciao.

hullo!


sleepy sey...
i just finished talking to miss punet.
anw, for everyone's info, miss punet no.1 is none
other than our dearest nur fazliana.
and miss punet no. 2 is her immediate disciple.
hehhe.




oh.i had my second prac lesson today.
instructors are good. i like.
and today, i was less tensed.
met mugger tina when i reached the driving sch.
she just passed her advanced theory.
cool.
after the lesson, i waited for nizar to register for btt.
aaaaaaaand..i booked some more pracs.
makkkdikaaau..
i can go shopping for one mth wif tt money sey.
anw.i saw ikan duyung again while i was at the counter.
im sure he's taking motorbike lessons.
wahahaha.





anw, i wanted to go the lib just now.
but aft learning tt my tuteeeee will pass by
wdlands lib on her way hm,
i decided to make a detour
and went to macs for lunch...
weeeee.macs nice.
while i stoned and ate at the slowest speed possible,
i saw this giordano salesgirl. she is so pretty.
not the drop dead flat gorgeous type.
but very attractive la.
i ended up staring at her..
a little too long i think,
coz she looked at me and smiled back.
wakakka..paisey makan tosey seyyy.






i went to world of sports just now
and saw pony shoes.very tempting..
they've got 10% discount..
but i think i can get better deals
at penin or queensway.
bargain.tawar menawar.




then, i coincided with aisyah brown
at northpt.
another ex-hmt classmate.
u know why is she aisyah 'brown'?
coz there was another aisyah in the class,
and she was aisyah blu..hehh.
ikut sch u nye colour la.
and aisyah brown has sri lankan written
on her i/c.
ahhha.n i rmb hijanah and naz jestingly blaming
her for all the sri lanka conflicts tt we had to study
for social studies.
and aisyah brown would defend herself by
saying...'eh, bukan salah aku ape.datuk moyang aku..'
hahhaa.lame lor.




anw.i chatted with my bestfren's sweetheart last nite.
HAHA.
i added her on msn.
coz, my dear besfren told me tt his ahem ahem doesnt
mind getting to know me.
haha.i dunno if she did tt because she wants to get
to know me on her own accord,
or my dear besfren told her that i want to know her.
haha..like,
'shenaz, my fren badly wants to befren u. can or not?'
either way, he'll benefit frm this.
or so he thinks..hehe.


just kiddingla besfren..
u know i'd do anything for uuuuuu.
hehhhe.





ok..i better get gg.
ciao.

hullo.



busy wk ahead!
anw, just now, i went for my trial test with punet.
HAHAH.
we met ikan duyung.wahaha..and his tahun 50-an style.
test was aight.with me tikam-ing all the way.
and punet did the practice, and its like all correct la.
punet.then, she didnt take the test.
tmr i'll be meeting punet again. i'll do the practice.
and she's doing her test, i think.
and yeah, tmr morning, i'll be gg for my first prac lesson too.
haha..depan blakang depan blakang.






after the trial test just now, i met fizah.
funny lar.wat else can i say rite?
wen we reached the mrt platform, the train was alr there.
then the doors were opened..n since the next train'd arrive
in 10 mins time, the present train stayed longer.
but this big king kong quickly pulled me away frm the train
and went
'nurul!! i dun want.pls! i dun want to go in! no no."
and she pulled me to the side.hahaha.
i laughed like mad la. i mean, she cud have just said,
nurul, dun take.i scared the doors close.
but no.this person just had to scream and shout.
siao!
HUAHUAHUA.




anw, we caught The Dark.
oouhhhmakkdikauu.
joker la the movie.
seriously.it was funny.
firstly, it was confusing.
secondly...citot la, the movie ended just wen
i thot another action scene was abt to start!
haha.
actually i didnt want to watch.
u know, i haf this thing against horror movies.
but since the king king king kong wanted to watch,
and me being the good-natured kind-hearted fren,
i accompanied her.
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.



on my way home, i coincided with hijanah.
i miss her!!
she's taking driving lessons too.
so, we've decided to lumba haram aft we get licence.
but since singapore a lot of things are haram,
we'll go m'sia where more things are halal,
even lumba haram.
HAHAHA.


i still rmb, back in higher mt class,
she's the coke girl and she was forever caught
for drinking n eating in class. (me too actually)
and there was once coke came out with
the opaque bottle..
hijanah: *opens coke bottle* *gas sound*
cikgu esfan: hijanah...brape byk kali saya dah ckp?
hijanah: alah cikgu
hijanah: rules tulis, cant drink coloured drinks.
hijanah: skarang cikgu tak nampak dlm bottle ni
ade coloured drinks or not.
me: *ketawa buruk*


hijanah was the loyar buruk.and i was the tukang ketawa.
HAHAHA.i miss those days!
cikgu esfan was a very patient teacher.
damn i miss those days.




alrite.i shd get some rest.i haf to wake up at 6 tmr.
yikeess.

anw, to all aj minahs, both seniors n juniors,
keep ur 28th jan free.
beach outing..
meet at wdlands at 11am.
or for the eastlanders, meet at parkway parade at 12.
for those gg, pls inform me yeah.thanks.



see ya.


anw, this friday got soccer match at nyp.
haha.
maybe i shd go. then i can see punet no.1 and punet no.2
not forgetting the ultimate no.17.


ciao.

hullo.

im gg out soon.


anw. check these out. :)
http://www.seventeen.com/beauty/secrets/0,,,00.html
http://www.stepoutinstyle.com/
ciao.

hullo.



i had an interesting conversation with a fren last nite. so, there were we talking bout what we want to do before our next birthday. mine being just 6 mths away. and that, may i clarify, is not a long way to go. im turning 19 like so soon..haha.no la.im not gile ke ape2, talking bt turning 19 wen im still a fresh 18 tough cookie. haha.tough cookie sey. mrs field's soft cookie tak main ah. ok.wat am i talking.


anw, back to the first thing i mentioned-what i want to do before turning 19.
before i can even plan things, maybe i shd look back and check if i haf done much for the past 18 yrs of my dear life. being a singaporean teenager (i was contemplating b/w teenage s'porean and singaporean teenager..but the latter suits better la..ahaha..mcm betul je) pretty much means that im stuck in school. have been stuck in sch. and most prolly, will be stuck in sch.but the future comes later..(since we're doing some history studies here). so, things inevitably evolved ard sch and the academia.ironically, very myopic. if u don understand, nvm...my theory is very abstract..haha. erm i feel like i've wasted much of the precious time Allah has given me. i still rmb wat ustazah said, our teenage life will, beyond any doubt, be responsible for who we'll be in the future..kalau sepanjang teenage life awak suke berpoya-poya, dah besar ah! terok la awak! tt was wat she said.to the whole class la, not to me only..haha. tapi memandangkan aku sorang je yg concentrate dlm class( heheheh..masuk bakul angkat sendiri.) its as good as she telling me only.


since god-knows-when, i've been in sch. i didnt do any out-of-the-world wonders. didnt break any records. never made headlines. sedih.haha.. but then again mane bole semua org break records or make headlines.. betul tak? betul?


mr bloggie: BETUL!


haa..baguss. but then, tt doesnt mean i can just get away frm the guilt of having wasted god's precious gift-the time he's given me. aah.got reminded of al-'asr. the time. time is always in favour of those who haf faith, live clean and pure lives, and know how to wait, in patience and constancy..
im ok with the waiting in patience and constancy part la. but the faith, live clean and pure lives...i haf to go 'errrmmmm...'


i realised tt i haf been too pampered, in fact most of us are. no, im not jus talking bt the 'money and material goods pampered' type, but more. we're so pampered. we don need to wake up early to walk 3 km to sch, we dun need to eat nasi and gula only, we dun need to help our parents sell thrash to get money. we haf freedom (may not be much, but still..) and alhamdulillah, good lives, if not, wonderful. coz of these, we live in an illusion..sweeping statement eh. a bit la. sweep sikit je. belum lagi pakai vacuum.hur hur. yeah. we live in an illusion. our problems are mostly keduniaan and ke'materialistik'an.ooops.kebendaan i mean. hehh.kamus dewan tertinggal kat rumah azra. yeah...kebendaan. problems with school, money, having fun, wants wants wants..haha..yeah. we forget what lies beyond tt. either we forget, or are just oblivious to the more spiritual needs. wahahaha..wat am i talking?! if u all don understand wat im talking, nvm la.just put ur own fullstop here.



hahaaa..senang cakap, i feel like my lifestyle has yet to lead me somewhere. lifestyle. yeah. i dunno bout sch yet.so, we shall give it a miss first. things like hanging out with friends, sauntering aimlessly, playing hockey, window shopping, reading books, doing volunteer work, watching movies and everything la.. so what if i've done all that?! so what? huh? huh? tell me?


mr bloggie: eh..relaks la!




yaaaa..i just feel like my life has no meaning. maybe its the hormone in me.haha.erm. ya. the hormones tt are urging me to be a more useful person to myself and everybody else, dunia dan akhirat. hormones ape tah.. cannot be testosterone rite..ok.lame.



anw, i think the ultimate reason why im saying and talking bt all these thing is that, i stil have a lot to do in life which i cant possibly complete before the calendar shows 16 july 2006. yikess!
yesss.



so i told my fren, tt one thing i wanna do before turning 19 is to do a volunteer work tt seriously satisfy me. u know sometimes we volunteer this n tt, but at the end of the day, we dun really feel fulfilled..tts my problem. so, before turning 19, i wana break my own records. im so gonna start doing real volunteer work. yupps.



second on the list, with no order of priority, is to be a good muslim! aaargh..im so sinful. yes.so sinful. i shall not dwell more on tt..so paiseying. i hate being engulfed in guilt..



next, is to enjoy my passion. yupps. watever it may be. i must now, do things with passion. no more do-for-the-sake-of-doing kinda thang.yups.



on a more micro level, here are the things i wanna do before turning 19, bearing in mind to learn/gain something from them.
1. go canoeing with frens.
2. pick up tennis.
3. set up a hadith discussion grp.
4. join a women's club. haha.got or not? besides girl guides.
5. visit the senior citizen welfare hm regularly.
6. learn to sew with the sewing machine
7. register for a religious class.
8. visit the oh-so-famous museums in singapore.
9. have a hamster.
10. pegi tgk teater! aiyahh..so long nvr go.
11. write a sajak. hahha.
12. go on a holiday without my parents.
13. meet up old frens.
14. bake more.
15. go mesjid more often! ahah.yes.
16. do one big thing. i dunno wat.but yeah.one big thing.




weeeeeeeeee.i talked a lot today.
actually i talked a lot last nite, and today, i just wanna pen down wat i said yesterday. hehe..for the sake of safekeeping. ok.watever.


rite now, im gonna make somthing tt can store as well as diplay my earrings n other accesories..hah.yeahh.ciao.



sunday: meeting pat dearest. yay!
mon: trial final test.
tues: first driving prac and my first session wif my students! (:
weds: second driving prac
thurs: third driving prac and my second session wif my students! (:




i just haf to smile more and enjoy life.
weeeee.
live.learn.love.

hullo.

i just got hm.
its really cold today.
its the day tt no one will really
bother to stare at u if u don tt
has-always-been-in-the-cupboard jacket.



cold..




anw, i woke up today and was supposed to jog.
frm the 'supposed', u guys know la, i didnt.
hahahahahahha.
tgk teeeveee n relek2 lagi best.
then at ard 2 plus i met shah at far east.
then we headed to borders to read mags.
weeee..one hr plus of sitting & reading.
butt ache. and the coldness was perishing.
after asar, we walked to ps.
i thot barang-barang has a lot of stuffs.
but it was a disappointment.
indah khabar dari rupe.
then shah and i braved the rain and walked..
walked..
and walked..
to tekka! haha.then we found ourselves in the
middle of little india.
we wanted to eat roti naan but the naan
maker was away for solat maghrib.
haha.
masalah tosai pun jadi la.
aft tt, we went hm.
yuppps.
very cold.



i was reading hafizah's blog.
she wrote somehting interesting la.
'if a guy appears in ur dream, does tt make him ur dream guy?'

maybe.
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.

hullo.



dgn cuaca yg sejuk mcm gini,
PUB mesti happy kan?
apekan tidaknye.....
jumlah org yg tak nak mandi meningkat.
save water.
yg org anu2 jgn ckp la.haha..
dorang, matahari bertambah panas ke,
hujan tak renti renti ke..
mandi is a big no.
HUAHUA..
eh.i got bathe!





niari punye aidil adha celebration tak fun sgt.
tak dpt gi solat hari raya.
and somehow, it just felt awkward.
org yg dah pernah pegi haji je happy.
dorang same dorang tak habis2 share stories
pasal kat mina, pasal pergi melontar,pasal bertawaf,
pasal sa'i.. pasal mcm2 la.
ZZzzzzzz.
haha.taklah.
u must understand, my mum was the storyteller
and the stories she told last yr n the yrs before
were undoubtedly the same like wat she told us today.
heh.
anw..i wanna go mekah! like hu dont rite?
then i can see everything on my own.
insyaAllah. one day i will. and u all will too.
amin.
then niari my father just had to blow his top at me.
fullamaaak.pls lor..its not my fault.
and this really got my mad up.
i hate it wen ppl shout at me.
wat more a guy. an adult. my father.
wat the hell?!




tmr will be a kambing day.
the mother's gonna prepare satay
wif the daging korban tt we got today.
alhamdulillah.yaaaay!
besok akan ku rajin2kan diriku yg pemalas ni
untuk ke pasar membeli seraaaaaai.
sebab serai dah takde dlm fridge yg kambingnated tuh.
lepas tu, bole blaja prepare satay.
hehe.satu hari, bole buat sendiri.
confirrrrm sedap punye.hehe.
masuk lift picit sendiri!






eh.this is so kental, but im missing my cousin.
tadi kat rumah dia taknak bebual.
aksyen tgk drama melayu yg sungguh la aku tk faham.
haha.pastu skarang nak miss konnoooonnn!







anw.tengah bace blog minah les.hahaa..klakar.
then got peribahasa moden.

Peribahasa : Biar putih tulang jgn putih muker.
Maknernyee : Kalau surat beranak dah letak orang Melayu
jgn eksen nak jadi Mat Salleh plak..... be proud of what you are.


Peribahasa : Seperti kacang luperkan mama kacang putih.
Maknernyer : Orang yg tak sedar diri.... tak kenang jasa baik
orang yg muler-muler memfofularkan dia.


Peribahasa : Ader udang di sebalik udang lain
Maknernyer : Jgn sangka yg duduk sorang kat tempat sunyi tu sorang....
check betul-betul, mesti ader sorang lagi kat bawah ke....
kat tengah ke... tengah baring ke.


Peribahasa : Biar mati anak jgn mati pucuk
Maknernyer : Kalau dah mati pucuk camner nak dapat anak..... btol tak?


Peribahasa : Sudah jatuh ditimpa piano
Maknernyer : Nasib malang yg tak agak-agak.


Peribahasa : Hidung tak mancung, gigi pulak yang mancung.
Maknernyer : maknernyer . . . maknernyer..... maknernya........ jgn nak tersengeh-sengeh kat depan PC... pi buat kerja!!!!!



ok.she has said it all for me.
ciao.

hullo.

weeee.tmr's hari raya haji.
blessed Eid to everyone.



anw, im feeling better today.yay!
alhamdulillah.
food poisoning last fri was bad.
guess it was the mee goreng at
the an-nadhah mosque.
did i spell it right?
fizah! nasib baik u tak gi.
if not. ish fish ish fish.
hehe.dun mind me, im just blogging!
heh.
haha.watever la.
thank god, the bro was at hm tt nite.
so mum n him sent me to the clinic at ard 3 am.
and midnight clinic charge cost a bomb ok.
jabs and medicine and everything.
$124.
alrite..i can shop a lot with tt money.






i AM officially excited.
yesh. like bubbling all over with
extreme exuberance.
ignore the fact tt my com is bloody hijacked.
ignore the fact tt i got porn stuffs in my com.(hehee)
ignore the fact tt i cant eat nice raya food.
i am very happy.
for another person tt is.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.






anw, i was talking to a fren.
and she told me tt a she read letters sent to mags.
u know, those qns readers ask bt relationships n stuffs.
so, one of the qns was, where do i go to look for significant other?
haha.interesting qn.
well, the panelist who answered, said: church.
hahaa..ape saje jeeee.





eh.im missing frens.
firstly, im missing my dearest nurse.
secondly, im missing king kong.
hehhhhe.
thirdly, im missing my other half of the mighty nuruls.
oh ya..im missing my minacheee too.
and sugar too!

hullo bloggie!



i've got problems with my java.
errrgh.
fizah! budak IT! tolong pls.





so many things happened.
and this entry will be quite long and draggy la.
but if u all insist on reading, read lor.
last tues nite,
or in fact early morning of weds,
kitorang satu family pegi airport.
send my makcik..
pegi mane lagi..haji la kan.
airport was packed tho it was a weeknight
and it was no earlier than 2 am.
budak2 kecik yg dah plan nak ponteng the next day
terlari sana sani mcm terlepas dr kandang sey.
then there was this little gemuk boy,
wait little gemuk? no. its big gemuk boy.
from yrs of observing ppl, i guess he is ard 12 or 13 yrs old.
he was like moaning and cryin la.
bapak dia nak gi haji dia ngangis mcm nak rak!
pls lor.at least ade mak.
u know, we shdnt cry la bile org nak gi haji.
buat susah hati org tu je la.
if theres anyone who shud've cried bile mak bapak
pegi haji, tt has to be ME!
well actually, wen i was at the airport
sending my parents off 5 yrs ago,
i didnt cry..coz i believed tt my parents
are gone for a good course..
but i must admit i was kinda sad.
i felt so alone.
its like none of my brothers were ard at the airport.
god knows where were they man.
i was with my relatives only..
and you know, makcik2, confirm emo punye.
so.i cried in the end.
taklah nangis meraung macam budak gemuk tu.
tapi nangis kuar air mate je.
alhamdulillah..nuthing happened.



then, on wednesday, pegi jumpa besse.
we headed to tanjong pagar where the office is.
we went for a training.
the job was easy i guess tho we made mistakes here n there.
first time pe.
n the environtment is ok.
tapi semua 'org dia' (Afizah,2005)
tapi okay ah.
haha..dorang punye english rabak sey.
pastu bole jadi boss plak.
n the best part was, boss ckp cine ngan aku.
haha.WAT THE HELL?
pastu they always use the wrong words.
n me, being me, just wanted to luff lar.
haha..serious. tapi tahan la.
anw, the job is all abt computerising
order forms n printing invoice receipts..yaddah yadah.
senang.then, keje sampai chinese new yr.
1ooo buckaroos.

but, miss nulu here taknak kerje kat situ.
coz i'll be taking leave/reporting late
for ard 5 days. hari raya haji&driving lessons.
n the job is like partner partner la.
so, if im unavailable, its unfair for my partner to work alone.
so, might as well, she finds a more committed partner.
faham tak?
tak?
takpe la.korang memang tak faham.
HAHA.


then2..bukan tu saje ah.
tempat letak pens dia, is not some normal pens holder.
BUT! its a container.bekas..korang tau ape tak?
CRISPY PORK FLOSS.
wakhakhaa..
geli saaaaaak.haha!
kirim wasalam jelah..




then2..tempat dia jauh ah.
kat tanjong pagar.
lupekan saje.
the journey there frm home takes ages.
i can sing careless whisper a hundred times
and still belum sampai.
hehe.





anw, sedang sebok bekerje tt day,
i got this msg.. madness la.like frm who else?
DZUL: sry to bother.
DZUL: U were e 1 whu gt disgusted when
DZUL: a guy held ur hand rite..
DZUL: if yes, i dreamt of u.
DZUL: dam funi.
DZUL: u told a guy to wear surgical gloves.
DZUL: B4 hlding hez hand
DZUL: den u look farnie ar cnt recall
DZUL: but u were putin on a veri
DZUL: RED lipstick!
DZUL: ur face mcm clown sikit..
DZUL: errr..sry. ;oD
pretty ME: wat the hell.
hullo! clowns are very scary creatures.
i dun think they serve their purpose
for i dun see how in the blue world
do ppl get entertained by them..
i'd rather sacrifice an hour to watch
5566 then to watch stupid clowns.
i rest my case.





and this morning, met fuad at woodlands lib
to teach him maths.
aaaand..i just got to know tt last hari raya puase,
in australia, there were 2 hari raya.
one grp of ppl followed the date on the calendar.
while the other follwed the sight of moon.
and the latter celebrated one day later.
weird eh?
then got 2 solat hari raye..





oh..i met ana just now at causeway pt.
at the washrm. anw, ana is a respectable
sales promoter at metro. sheesh!
JAMBU: kau dah dpt keje baru ke?
ANA: a'ah..skarang aku jaga toilet.
JAMBU: wah..set ah.kite kerje same2.
JAMBU: *went into cubicle*
ANA: ok ah..kau....*tak dengar..*
.
.
.
JAMBU: ok, jumpe kau next thurs.
JAMBU: bye!
ANA: ok..take care.
ANA: kalau jatuh bangun sendiri.
JAMBU: huh?
ANA: kalau jatuh bangun sendiri..hehe.
JAMBU: ape saje je..

huahua..minah morbid la katekan, dia punye
parting remark has a slight wittiness in it.
haha..
next thurs! fizah & lynn.try to free urselves.
haha.pool! kite suro ana belanje kite. (: (: (:




anw,i saw on the news today.
violence at the borders of palestine.
its scary ok. militants with machine guns reign
the streets with their stolen bulldozers.
not the no.17 frm nyp bulldozer, but the real
lethal one. HAHAHA.
but tt nyp one also quite lethal ah.
then, there were children everywhere.
looking excited and thrilled at the sight of the
masked militants with their machine guns and all.
how ironic is tt?
children are supposed to be freaked out by tt.
but tt's not the case in palestine.
peace pls!











oh.hafiz's gg ns tmr.
all the best mr prof.
(:
yong chuen also.
weee.
haf fun at camp.



anw, i've been watching tv 3 lately.
haha.they got nice movies la.
serious sedih punye.
i watched 'The Green Mile'
and nangis sorang2.haha..yeah.i nangis.
its really touching.not like tom yum goong!
u all shd really really watch tt movie.
the green mile.
take tt down.
oh ya..n i watched pearl harbour for the first time tt day.
besides the renowned fact tt josh hartnett is
drop-dead gorgeous,
the movie was purfect.
hehe.
go catchh it. (:

hullo bloggie!
happy 2006.
may this new year be filled with
wonderful blessings frm Allah.
amin.




imma do a lil review of my 2005.



january05.
the year started off well with the
freshmen orientation.
fresh? bnyk dorang punye fresh..
pagi2 muke dah lembek.
haha..
orientation for the j1s
was very unforgettable.
cheers.games.cheat.cheer some more.
lunch at sakura.campfire nite.
tribal funka! vesta! cremo!























after the orientation ended, it was back to
normal sch days. catching up with sch work
and of course trainings.(:



in the same mth, i caught
the tiger cup final at e national stadium.
my first time i must say.
it was really awe-inspiring.
and with the guys shouting vulgarities and all,
it was a stunning experience.(:



february05
cny celebration in sch was nothing
but a piece of grotty crap.
boring nak mampos.
kalau dapat limau free takpe jugak.
anw.me,gaya,zawiah,vans and peilee went
for a reunion lunch..weeee.and took neos (:


14thfeb..st vday.the most overrated day.
haha.but nvm.me, gaya, peilee,vans and za
made money tt day.sold roses and balloons.
come to think bt it, it feels like i was advocating
valentines-ism..
so.tis yr, maybe no more selling of roses.
nvrtheless, it was such a learning experience.
how to get the best offers.
to plan.
and definitely,how to handle conflicts
between frens
that arose due to money.




march05
A levels results of our seniors were released.
tears of joy and tears of disappointment.
dun worry u guys, if u missed it last yr,
do catch it this yr!



oh yeah.we had madrasah sports day!
hahaa..lynn! do u rmb tht boy wif the songkok?
haha.he was the onlyone yg pakai songkok,
pastu time main game pun pakai songkok
sampai senget2 seh..



besides tt, lynn's burfday celebration
was a first-time experience for me.
heh.
Disney on ice,princess classic.
tt was her birthday present frm me.
weeeeee. (:


anw, march wasnt a good month.
bad results.
and more problems.
tears.anxiety.depression.
but i pulled thru all those.
pulled thru does not mean i improved my grades
or solved the problems.
but pulled thru in the sense tt i didnt
give up on things.
YAY!
a huge big thank u to sugar pei lee,
minachee gaya, bittergourd bessie,
steam vans, far away kim,emo freak alex
mighty nuruls shah,
cousin syawal, husband nizar
and ong chin meng meng meng meng.
heh!



oh i also went for a short trip to an island
near malacca.
boring nak mampos.haha.
hanye tuhan saje yg tahu ke-boring-an aku
kat pulau tu.hmmrph!




april05
trainings.trainings.trainings.
tough pain in the arse trainings.
but i must confess tt i miss every bit of it now.
i seriously do.
the outrageous pt after trainings.
the killer pt at macritchie. haha.
the ha-ha, la-la sessions in the shower rm
sampai hampir2 kene halau ngan aci cuci toilet.
the ice kacang at redhill hawker ctr.
the singing sessions frm ntu back to sch.
weeeeeee..
oh.not to mention the change-out-of-ur-jersey episode.
haha..madness, the girls all sat behind in the sch bus.
n we, one by one, changed out of our jerseys.
it was my first time, coz the rest were mainly frm
girls' schools.so they're used to doing tt.
but za and gaya had problems despite their
ages-long experience.
hehee..their jersey got stuck her n there.hehehe.
our first a div match started on the 26th.
and the soccer team had their last the day b4.



oh yeah.we had aj idol final too.
it was fun cheering n everything.
haha.the bestest part was cheering for someone
who wasnt even in the competition.
haha.hockey girls had a couple of balls loose.
its damn funny.u guys shd really try it.
like go..'chong yu! sq said u look cute in tt blue shirt!'
at the bass guitarist in blue shirt, who's clearly
not chong yu.hahaaa.wat the hick!





may05.
ongoing trainings and failed matches.
unbelieavable.but truth hurts.
a div ended too early for us all.
and withdrawal symptoms were but evident.
totally felt and seen.
but we had to move on with life.
so its back to schwork.
and no more excuses for incomplete tutorials.



oh yeah.there was the most miscarried
Be yourself day too.
miscarried.yeah..



last day of madrasah..weeehoo!
splendid presentations..(by the guys la)
and emo speeches.bleaagh.



june05
prisch reunion.awesome.
haha.mat duyung muke 50-an.
dan tidak ketinggalan budak sebok menyebok
senyum kat camera
yg tak sepatutnye mengambil gambar die
(hehe)
and me and saniah's girl power!


fanah's mum passed away.
semoga Allah merahmatinya selalu.
amin.
and fanah's a brave girl,
so insyaAllah no problem.
hehh..fanah cfm kembang..


shah and i went for a shopping trip to johor.
we spent most of the time eating la
haha.wats new.


swensens ice cream wif vans n bessie.

common tests!!



july05
the most disgusting date.
seriously horrible moment,
when that big loser held my hand
and..ewww la.haha.u all know the story alr.
sorry.but sincerely, to tt someone,
go fuck urself.


drama!
awesome, tho i only joined the team a week
before the actual day.
it was brilliant la.



my burfday.
shared it with si yun,stephen,naim, wui ngiap.
got lovely earrings and bracelet
frm alex, kim, shah and mum.
cards/chocolates/other accessory
frm wui ngiap,wendy yusson,besse,
pei lee and gaya, wei chee, ren min,shara
and shuxuan..
nice fox top frm steamy vans.
free movie tix and blu rose frm cousin.
bedsheets and langsir frm the aunt&metro.heee.
money frm the father..weeee.
alhamdulillah.




august05
got back madrasah results.
hmmprh! conduct: fair?
wat the hell.
the rest all got 's.baik'.
but only recently i found out tt
shak also got fair.
heh.
ustazah anti budak aj ah nie!



went out with gaya,pl and za
after national day celebration in sch.
confirm!
















then studied all the way for prelims.
hehe..like reeeal.
or at least, tt was what i had to do then.




september05
met a wonderful person.
beautiful soul.
(:
i am very thankful for having met him.


played lantern at ecp.haha!
shiok sey!


soccer at bedok?!! hahaha.
and then we saw someone,
didnt we? *winks at lynn n kingkong*
aisey mann..we thot he's decent sey.
but..haiiii....






october05
the conversation on the30th of sept.
take note of the mis-spellings n read the way its spelt.
ong cm: ok, i got apples for u
ong cm: since tomorrow is children's day.
steam: *turned to me, besse n pl*
steam: tomorrow cherren day ah?
steam: no wonder the cherren at the pemy sch near my hs so noisy.
me,besse and pl: *held back our luffter*
me: u mean, the cherren at the pemy sch at tomsom rd there ah?
pei lee: tomsom? hamsom tai sim stay there rite?
me, pei lee and besse: *laughed loudly n caught ong's attention*
steam: *diao us n steamed away*
this is an inside joke.if u don understand,
just get a life n move one with it.
HAHA.

oh.ramadhan.
puase!


had class dinner at the table bbq ppl restaurant.
seoul garden la.
and still owe taopok the money.
(:


study breaks
studied in sch with nizar on most days.
stress la.


raya ala kadar shopping.


november05
selamat hari lebaran, minal aidil walfaizin..*sings*
jln raye sane..jln raye sini.



Alevels start.
Alevels end.


raya outing with saz, liyana and king kong.
haha.yay yay!

raya outing with mats & minahs of ajc.
might be the last raya outing.
however, me and makla
plannin to bring our own cars for raye next yr.
mak la's plan: setengah tompang kerete kau,
setengah tompang kerete aku.
haha.cukupla.paling2 the girls je yg pegi.
guys ns pe..


december05
taopok left for tekong.
hehhheee.
ouh ya..prom.
boring la.


chalet/bbq at downtown east.

went out almost every single day!
respect!
haha..


signed up for driving class..


went to beach rd.
yalah.for the first time..


yups.thanks to everyone who's made
my 2005 an annus mirabilis.
haha.
nasi goreng ikan bilis pun bole.
HAHAA..
dah start merapek.
ok ah.ciao!