hullo.


the father is stressed coz the brothers buat hal.
the mother is stressed coz the brothers buat hal and father is angry and father blame the mother.
and i am stressed coz the brothers buat hal, the father is angry and the father blame the mother, the mother gets angry and the mother screamed at the father and the father screamed back at her and daughter is made to be the victim.
kau same mcm mak kau.kurang ajar.
kau dgn bapak kau sama tak guna.
(gajah sama gajah berjuang, pelanduk mati di tengah-tengah.)




fed up.
they don even bother bout my feelings.
even when i cried in front of them,
they ignored me.


fucked up.
and why do i always cry?
why am i so weak?
pengecut betul.
yes. i am a pengecut.
i haf no balls!
i haf no balls.
cant these eyes just stop tearing?
be strong la ain.
no point crying.
emotional blackmail tak jln punye.



haiii..just doa for me yeah everyone?
and for dearest lynn too.
she broke her arm yesterday.


haiii...life sucks.
mcm dah jatuh ditimpa goalpost.