Sunday, April 23, 2006
hullo.
sorry lynn, i cant find ur fav song..
maybe i should get u to sing it n then i'll record it.
coz it'll be nicer than the original version.
siapa kata gadis melayu tak menawan.tak menarik hati tiada memikat..blabla.haha.
loves it.
OKAAY.
rite now, i wanna thank God Almighty.
alhamdulillah.
after all the sins i've committed.
after all the prayers i missed.
after all the time i didnt have Him in my mind.
after all these,
He still shower me with his blessings.
rite now, i feel like i dont deserve it.
but of course, alhamdulillah.
have you ever received something u think is not yours.or something u just dont deserve.now take a moment n think.
maybe some will say,
'i dont deserve my boyfriend, he is so nice and i've never been a gd gf to him nor my 17ex-es.'
'i dont deserve this holiday trip (fully paid by my father), im not a good daughter. i nvr listened to him'
'i dont deserve to be chosen to represent my sch for this competition. i nvr liked my school much'
you know..the list can go on.
sometimes u dun really expect something,
coz u feel like u dont deserve it.
what do u do, if u did get it?
maybe u think u dun deserve it,
but Allah feels otherwise.
so He gives it to u as a reward.
well, thats good then.
but what if Allah gives u,because he knows u DONT deserve it?jeng jeng jeng. soalan bonos.maybe he wants to test u.
and if u failed, he'd take it back.
we dont know if we get wat we deserve.
i mean, no one can confirm that he found a $50 note because he donated $5 last week to a mosque.
or that he fell down the stairs n broke his leg coz he kicked a cat the day before.
we dont know. we cant say 'hah! serve u rite. dolat tuh!'
no one knows. only He knows.
so how now?
u all might be thinking..wat is wrong with this girl? if no one knows, why should we even bother thinking abt deserving or not deserving wat we got? get than get la. talk so much for wat. dun get, too bad la.
kwangkwangkwang.no no.
i just want all of u,
to think abt all the
blessings, the
good things and the
opportunities that u have.
thank Allah for all that.
whether u deserve it or not, it doesnt matter.
just remain grateful.
we dont own anything. not even our lives.
we merely live a borrowed life.
everything is His.
remember raihan's nasyid?
raihan. not ryan. haha."jika dipuji kejayaan kita,sebenarnya bukan milik kita,oleh itu sedarlah sentiasa,semuanya milik Allah"
