hullo.


visit http://kem-kembara.blogspot.com if u wanna have fun frm 26-28june2006. hahha.

hullo.



WHAT A DAY.

on my way to the driving sch, i met a guy on the bus.
and from where i was sitting, i cud see that he was alr eyeing the empty seat beside me when he boarded the bus. so i buat bodoh and looked away.
and then! there he sat beside me. but nvm. sit only.

but then,for the following 5 seconds or so, i noticed from the corner of my eyes that he kept turning to look at me. ni buat darah aku uppp ni. so i turned and looked at him. that was when THE CONVERSATION began.

guy: heyyy, u, u u look good today.
me: [in my head] waaaat? TODAY? u mean u've seen me before this?
me: errr huurrhurr. err ehh thanks.
me: looked away.
me: [in my head] rabaaaak laa. he better not do anythin funny,
guy: smiled like some lunatic
guy: anyway babe, my name is zai, just call me jai.
me: [in my head] like i will call u like dat.
me: oh. hi..
guy: stared at me
guy: u look hot la.
me: [in my head] ****
guy: [totally did not understand my facial expression]
guy: so, i rasa ur guy must be hot just like you.
me: [in my head] wait, is he interested in me or 'my guy'? ahha! how dumb.
me: hahhahhah. no lah.
guy: no? he is not hot?
me: hahhahha. no. nolah, i got no guy.
me: [in my head] SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!! y did i say tt? mampus la aku.
guy: u takde guy?
guy: biar betul
guy: nudged me
me: [in my head] OMG he just NUDGED me! waaaaatthehell.
me: moved closer to the window.
me: herherr..
me: [in my head] ya allah..pls save me. pleassssssssssseeeee!!
guy: looked in front and just smiled to himself n stared expressionlessly into space
me: [in my head] oh man. let him stay tt way till i reach sch.
guy: after a few seconds
guy: looked at me
guy: u tau tak ape yg i tgh fikir?
me: [in my head] YAHHHH. IM SURE I KNOW!!
me: heerr err.. no.
guy: tsk.
guy: ok, sebenarnye im guessing that u're not straight.
guy: u suka perempuan eh?
guy: NUDGED me again!!!!
me: [in my head] damn it.
me: no.
guy: then, apasal u maseh single?
guy: u choosy eh?
guy: u're pretty, u shdnt be choosy.
guy: tersengeh-sengeh.
me: [in my head] siaaak ah. ( haha. the way hfz says it)
me: [in my head] i am pretty, i shdnt be choosy??? hullo? wat do u mean?
me: errr.herr. no.
guy: no? u tak choosy?
guy: agaknye u ni playgirl tak?
guy: hahhahahhahahahahah.
guy: laughed till his intestines almost spilled out.
me: [in my head] yahh.... so FUNNYY!
guy: u playgirl lah ni!
me: no. i haf no time for boyfrens.
guy: i think i tau apasal u single
guy: u nak tau tak?
me: [in my head] YAHHH!! IM SURE I WANNA KNOW!
guy: sebab u punye frens who are guys, takut ngan u.
guy: u ni garang, u tau tak?
guy: smiled.
me: [in my head] nny.
guy: u tak pernah tanya dorang asal dorang tak nak sound u?
me: [in my head] wat crap
guy: pernah tak?
me: no.
guy: i rase nanti dorang bilang u ni garang.
guy: wat a waste, muka cantik2 tapi jual mahal.
guy: cheeky laughter.
me: [in my head] allah. pls. help me!
guy: kasi la kitorang chance. we're guys u know.
me: [in my head] so what? wat the hell!
guys: eh, nanti nanti, agaknye u ni ramai sgt guyfrens sampai susah nak pilih tak?
guy: i amacam?
guy: did the hand-gun pose.
me: ....
guy: ok tak? huhh? ok?
guy: diam tanda setuju tuh.
me: HUHH? no!
guy: hahhahahaaaa.
guy: i bukan apa..tak suka tgk pompuan lawa2 pastu maseh single.
me: [in my head] what has tt got to do with u?
me: [in my head] shd just say something long.
me: actually, its not tt i susah nak pilih or choosy.
me: its just tt all the guys i met are not brave enough to fight for me.
me: [in my head] wakakakak. wat a stupid defense. but nvm ah. hope he'll shut up
guy: asal?
guy: muka blur
me: [in my head] ok, he is a stranger, i can fake him for all i care. we wont see each other again.
me: im such a pretty and clever and nice person
me: and all the guys i know sedar yg they all are unsuitable for me.
guy: ohhh. ic.
me: yah!!



haha. how aksyen of me to say tt. but really la, i couldnt stand him a little bit. thankfully lentor rd is not that long. if not...... errrgh.nvm i dun even wanna think abt it.


oh u know, its really irritating when adults quarrel over little microscopic things. mcm budak2 kecik. and its also irritating when they are so egoistic. and its even more irritating when ...ok. i shall stop.


k ah. thats all. maghrib alr. ciao

hullo.




LALALALALA.
i am very happy.
and i like didnt want to put the phone down just now.
but then, i haf no choice.
haha.
so nice to hear his voice after so long.
(:


and anyway, NUR AFIZAH BTE RAHMAT?! why r u always busy? :(
i miss you u know!!
hai.
haiiiii..
haaaaaaaaaaiiii.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiii..
*THE FACE*



and adibdibdibdibdib is busy too.
haha. and anyway dib, besfren comes before bf.
hehhe.
THEREFORE, besfren also comes before GF!!!
haha.


anw people, check out muni's photopgs for suli's burfday celebration at seoul garden.
i still haven blogged bt it la.
i will soon!
haha.
walaupun dah nak dekat basi itu occasion.

hullo.


im so tired.
like ALWAYS.
but still wanna blog.


first and foremost i am so sick of chocolates.
i got 2 boxes of mercis
and godiva pralines yesterday.
and i actually almost finished them all in one day.
rakus seh.
now im so sick of chocolates.

secondly, i wanna say how racist some ppl are.
just because they haf some very/slightly important post in the company,
they look down on others.
uurrggh.
no don worry, im not the one victmised. but i'm just observing.

thirdly, i concluded that many of our parents work very hard to support us. and this afternoon when it rained, i saw despatch riders all wet and all. i felt very touched. then y'day i took a bus and this pakcik looked so sleepy in the bus. i believed he must haf worked real hard tt day. wat a sacrifice. some of our parents work 12 hrs a day. some even take on 2 jobs. wat a sacrifice. i pray hard that i can support my parents well in the future. amin. (:

fourthly, i think that shah looked so sweet today. that tudung n that 'show-ur-teeth-a-bit' smile.
hahaaaa.

next, im gg for suriyati's jemputan. insyaAllah. then can meet the ex-sly fan n the others. haha.

next, i need a back massage.

lastly, im in love with those cutecute and simplesimple long necklaces. haha.



k tts all.

hullo.



life's been great lately.
alhamdulillah.
weeeeeeeeeee...


i watched the messenger tt day.
it was a great movie.
and not only was/is it a movie, its a true story.
im so thankful that we had brave fighters
who fought for the glory of Islam back then.
watching how Bilal was tortured made me cry.
can u just imagine urself being tortured like tt?
huh. dun mention being sunned or rock-ed.
solat 5 times a day je dah mcm torture to some of us.
subhanallah.
life is so easy now.
we dun need to ride camels for months in the desert just so tt we can be safe from the kafirs.
life is so easy now.
we're free to worship Allah.
we're free to read the qur'an.
we're free to talk bout islam wherever we are.
thank you Allah.


yet!
so many of us choose to sin.
so many of us choose to terhegehhegeh buat maksiat.
terhegehhegeh pergi clubbing n terkinjakinja macam monyet kene cabut gigi.
so many of us choose to drink beer yg dah sahsah haram. cool la konon tu..
so many of us choose to neglect the halal and haram.
so many of us choose to succumb to temptations.
so many of us purposely wear as little as possible to excite the easily excited males.
so many of us choose to touch here touch there.
so many of us choose to de-muslim ourselves.
muslim by the name only.
astaghfirullah.


no one is perfect.
no one is an angel.
but at least, try to be one.

hullo.


punet 1: (looks at punet 2)
punet 1: nak pergi mane?
missjambunurul: (looks at punet 2)
punet 2: (looks at punet 1 and missjambunurul.)
punet 2: (shrugs.)
punet 2: ntah.

punet 1: (looks at punet 2.)
punet 1: where are ur frens gg?
missjambunurul: (looks at punet 2.)
punet 2: (looks at punet 1 and missjambunurul.)
punet 2: (shrugs.)
punet 2: ntah.

punet 1: (looks at punet 2.)
punet 1: what time must u go home?
missjambunurul: (looks at punet 2.)
punet 2: (looks at punet 1 and missjambunurul.)
punet 2: (shrugs.)
punet 2: ntah.


(:

hullo.



last sunday was my mum's burfday!
guess whats her burfday present?
hhah. oto trimax lah seh.
and guess who's the first to try it?
hahhaha.
hehehhe.
i was just showing her the right way to use it.

had a mini reunion dinner with the 'clique'.
all of us turned up.
thats good!
we had dinner at sakura n took neoprints.
its fun la wen we met up n luffed at the same old joke.
and how we all broke into pandemonium of laughters when steam made her grand entrance into sakura.
kelakar lah sey.

anw, i met aaliyah just now.
didnt know she was gonna talk to me bt those stuffs.
-business strategy-
i have something in mind.
but dunno when to execute
if not today, maybe a little later.

after the meeting, i went all around raffles place to look for maulana mosque.
u knoe how kental i can get when im in a concrete jungle.
n calling shah didnt help. haha..
it was HARD getting help.
i tried to look for kakak2 tudung or wat,
but didnt see any.
then i saw one.
and i actually had to chase after her.
she was damn shocked wen she saw me approaching.
kakaktudungpink: eh! apa nie?
budaksesatcarijln: ehhe.err.
haha. paiseh seh aku.
and all the cinacina bersebelahan turned and looked at me.
and gave me that shingshieshongchongchee face.
wat only..

anw, i had so MANY things to blog abt.
but i forgot everything ah.
nny betul.



anw, im so looking fwd to this weekend.
happyyyyyyyyy sehhhhhhhhhhhh.
yippeeyippee.

ok. tts all for tonight.

hullo!!




let me quickly update my blog.

last fri, the vesak day holiday,
i met up with the belos n my other half of the mighty nuruls.
we were eating at changi village, when some tak-gune salesman
came and thought we're celebrating 'mothers'' day.
ahhha. terok seh.
next..
we went to recce changi chalets.
and of course, someone bewangan nak book chalet yg besar luas.
coz, its so womantic, with ur loved ones, and sea view. ohmygod laaaa.
haha.
we walked and took pics. (duh)
despite the blue effects, we still degil ah.
and someone posed like king kong.
kahkah.
it was fun la.
duh.
and we bought shah a cake.
which soon transformed into something eww-some
errr..mcm adunan kek yg terlebih butter dan kekurangan tepung.
tak rezeki. lagipun, tak halal.
anw, we're planning a chalet this june.
he-he. but not during the june holidays,
so those schooling.buat hal schooling ah.
i am so excited.
anw, we picnic-ed for a short while at changi beach.
and if u're fanah's hubby-to-be, nvr consider lying with ur head on her lap, while she's eating.
then it started to drizzle.
so we packed up to leave.
but we decided tt its just nott complete if we did not take any pics.
luckily got shah's multi-coloured handphone camera.
then we headed to fanah's place to tumpang solat.
and muni left first to meet some guy.
khasrrrul.
haha. thats funny.
after tt we went to bugis then to beach rd.
the bowling place was holding some tournament.
first prize: $300.
second: $ 150.
14-15th: $15.
since my side-kick muni was not pressesnt, i decided not to go forward with my initial plan.
so i cancelled the plan to participate.
after jln2 at beachrd, we went to m sultan, then to rh banquet.
to eat rojak.
hahhaaa. wat the makcik said to fanah was funny.
its so obvious how rarely fanah buys rojak there.
after talking sooo much ( i cant rmb wat we talked abt.),
we decided to go home.
i bet we lost many calories for walking all day.
BUT. we gained them all back at banquet.
thanks to the 2 plates of rojak.



anyway.
i am so looking fwd to the black mafia outing nex sat.
hahhaa.
semangat.(:

hullo!




im partially addicted to arabic music.
ya habibi
ya habibi.
everytime i sit down at the kedai mama near arab st,
the cd shop next to it will play the songs.
teh halia n ya habibi kalby ekhtarak, perfect combi.
no need shisha or expensive restaurant.
u know wat habibi means?
it means, my love.



anw,my habibi will not haf to leave me for australia.
hahaaa.
and i only haf Allah to thank.
and NUS too.
hehhehe.


i haf so many things planned.
planned all excitedly.


tmr (friday):
meet the girls. recce changi chalets. celebrate shah's b'day.
sat:
go KL with the parents or ydc tea party.
sun:
mothers' day n mother's birthday celebration.
monday:
dress up(we're told to do so). coz the boss of all the bosses from switzerland is coming.
tuesday:
meet up with pei lee, gaya, besse, steam and za for dinner. celebrating pl's and za's burfday.
cantwaitcantwait.
wed:
watch THAT vcd.
thurs:
LOST(:
friday:
driving.
saturday:
maulud besarbesaran at mjd hj salleh.
sunday:
got wat eh? big walk is it?



ok ah. sleeping time. ciao.

hullo!



the wardrobe is coming soon.(:

and yes adib, i deleted the last post.
no specific reason.
10 points for u for being observant.
hah!



anyway, i was blog surfing.
i landed on many anti-islam blogs.
the pro-infidels.
doesnt it speed up ur heart rate n
make ur blood goes boiling when u read what they haf to say about islam?
how ignorant of them
how blind.

"I hate Islam with all my heart and soul and wish to see it eradicated from the face of the Earth; and if that requires the nuclear option, I am all for that. Whatever it takes, Islam must be wiped out."
-Stogie. (a commentor on one of the blog)

astaghfirullah..
i felt so sad. i almost cried when i read this.
but i know this will never happen.
Islam will never be wiped out.
and thats a fact.
its written, crystal clear in the Quran.
take it or leave it. hah.

why do the kafirs only put
terrorism,
'jihad',
extremism,
violence and
brutality
under their blurred microscopes wen they scrutinise islam?


we can also do the same for THEIR religion.
but we shall not.
why stoop that low to their level?
but at the same time, approbating their misled perception without any form of retaliation, is like admitting defeat. like that angguk2geleng2 song. haha. ok. watever.


i mean, how could we not get angry when someone out there, not worthy of our time, attention and emotions, made a parody of our beloved Prophet. pbuh?
(btw, i saw the cartoons. and their main objective is to embarrass muslims, who will then, be too embarrassed to admit their faith in Allah. subhanallah. that is so ridiculous.)
how could we not get angry when our fellow muslims are being ill-treated under their malignant hands?
how could we not take actions to defend whats ours?



confusion.
depression.


this is the challenge that we muslims of the akhir zaman need to face.
we haf no perang badar, perang uhud, khandak or tabuk (those are the few tt i can still rmb) now.
but we haf worse perangs.
as if perang against nafsu is not challenging enough, upon us He enthrusts the challenge of being ridiculed, bullied, defamed and brutalised by the non-believers.


lets all pray that all those extremists who claim to be muslims stop their violence.
lets all pray that the doors to taubah will be wide opened, not only to the kafirs, but to us too.
insyaAllah.

hullo,



i feel so sems.
(semangat)



i actually looked thru the various modules under life sciences, NUS.
i actually counted how many modules.
so semangat yg membara.
actually, i just wanna make sure i am aware of what i'll go thru wen i accept this offer.
things can get so complicated. wait. things already are!
and with me being blur sometimes (and most of the time), i just need to clarify things.
remember. ignorance is never bliss.



im really looking fwd to a new chapter in my life (cliche as it may sound)
and even though im 1789% sure that i'll complain bt murderous workload in the future, i still insist on saying this..'i want to go back to school badly! i miss lectures and tutorials.'




oh, and i've pledged to myself, not to bitch about certain lecturers and how horrible they look or sound. coz, if u don respect ur lecturers, u wont be able to acquire much knowledge. i shall shut my mouth n not say things like 'is that tummy or is she just pregnant all yr round?' or 'eee..he must be the result of a positive negative feedback experiment' or 'is he blind or wat? everyone is sleeping, coz no one bothers listening to a half-bald living dead like him.' or 'i bet he uses that vibrator as his vibrator' or 'i think if she played nun in nightmare on elm street, i might mistake her for freddy' or ' she's so pathetic im sure she spent 3/4 of her life on maths and another 1/4 talking to her calculator'. these are the ones that i can still rmb. i m sure i said more. omg im so mean. :#



yesterday's syarahan taught me so much.

anw, i like wat Aa Gym(one of the 2 speakers who made their speech last nite) said.
he said something like this.
diri kita seperti teko. apa yg ada di dalam, itu lah yg akan keluar. kalau dalam teko ada kopi, yg keluar, kopi. kalau dlm teko ada teh, yg keluar teh. jadi, jika org berkata buruk kepada kita, jgn peduli.tidak usah dibalas dgn kata2 buruk lagi. kerana, yg bermasalah itu bukan kita, tapi org itu. kerana isinya keburukan, jadi keluarya juga kata2 buruk. bila org kutuk kita, cakap, its not my problem.i dun care. (chehh..ustaz speakingspeakong. )

wat he said totally make sense. if u only haf negative words to say about things, its not that those things are not proper, its just you.



oh..he said something like this too: masalah yg timbul itu bukan kerana ruang yg sempit, tapi hati yg sempit. masalah yg timbul bukan kerana kegelapan malam, tapi kegelapan hati.

fuyoo. so inspiring. so u know, before u conclude that your 'life is filled with darkness' and u feel like u 'need some light and guidance' from somewhere or someone or something, just look into yourself. for the real light that should be lighted up is the candle in ur heart. no ray nor beam from outside can light up ur darkness.and the only way to light up that candle, is by getting the lighter from Allah. (:
insyaAllah.