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Friday, June 30, 2006

nothing lasts forever. while i still haf it,i'll treasure it.
i'll always love u.
trust me.

its all said and done 6/30/2006 01:30:00 AM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

hullo!


kem kembara ria 2006 has come to an end.
it was great. and i being the organiser, must provide a full post mortem of the camp. (: (:


azra, shah and i were the first few to arrive.
however, we didnt really tour ard the bungalow yet.
firstly because, the bungalow was gimungous!
and panjang.
macam rumah panjang at serawak.
creepy ok.
hours later, the other minahs joined.
more noise.
yayy!
and coincidentally, the bungalow beside ours was rented by some NUS persatuan bahasa melayu students.
but their party wasnt as happening as ours!!
HAHHA.
we set the bbq stuffs and began bbq-ing.
soon, the loved onesss arrived..
candle light dinner for some and a holding-hand jln2 tepi pantai for others.
haha.

the bbq fire/smoke/flame was being taken care of by azra, fanah, and our BIIIIIG SISTER-maklah.
the kesucian of plates/cups/sendoks was being taken care of by the mighty nuruls.
and someone just had to bathe and dress up and get all pretty for the bbq and her bubu.
hahah.


the bbq was fantastic la. we sang songs like the
-tahun gajah song
- hari raya songs
- c-i-n-t-a-g-i-l-a..cinta gila song.
- memori daun pisang song..
- aku benci benci. pada diri mu. aku bosan bosan..blahblah song
and many lah. kelakar ok.
furthermore, our guestssss were like so happening!
hahah.

after getting all tired n shagged, we went into the bungalow.
watched tv and bathed.


at around 12 plus, we headed to changi village.
thanks for the carss. weeeeeeeeeee..
the late nite supper at changi village was fun.
haha. not the food actually, but the things we did.

aku buang farhanah tinggi2, jatuh kat siape?
-azra? suli?
tak.... salah..jatuh kat ain..
-aduuuuh. patah seh tulang.

if u didnt understand tt. nvm. ahaha.


anw, we left the place at ard 2 plus.
and OBVIOUSLY we sighted many pok-poks.
but unluckily no one wanted to bargain with azra.
hahaaa.


when we reached the bungalow, most of us were still high!
high. high lah.
but the guys had to leave.
which was good. so that we, the girls, could do nonsense stuffs like...yah. well. u know.hah

anw, due to the fact that sleeping wasnt in our to-do list, we lauched the movie marathon.
gerek. no boys means that we can watch teenage or romantic flicks.
haha. we watched just like heaven first. and azra and fanah were alr in the 'aww..so romantic' mood. mentel. haha.
next we watched 13 going 30. tt movie got me a little moved. i love it!
the movie ended ard 5 plus.. and the sole survivors were fanah, azra, shah, maklah and i.
we took a break and had nutella sandwich.
so much for wanting to perk up!
we felt so sleepy. cinderella story ke mane, kita ke mana.


my hp started singing at 7 am.
haha. msg msg (: (: (:
for a moment i thot i was sleeping alone in the living rm, then i saw mak la on the other couch


we woke up ard 11 for ubin.
so much for 'going ubin at 9 am'.
the trip to ubin was happenin lahh!
haha!
fun seh.
we cycled to mamam beach. hah. wat a beach!
unfortunately, we couldnt explore chek java. coz it was fully booked.
the worst part has to be the dogs.
anjing betul!
made us menggelabah. seriously.
there were like 4 of them. barking loudly.
and that 'grrr..rreerr' sounds. and that tarings. seram.
we menggelabah until i dun even know wat prayers we were saying.
haha. the beest part was, we were gg uphill.steep slope. which means, we couldnt get away quickly. rabs lahh.
haha. come to think abt it, its very funny.


ubin was greaaaaaaaatt!

and the KFC feast after that was great too.
just like heaven seh.haha.


we went back to the bungalow. by then, many haf left.
so few of us remained.
the nuruls and the belos.
so after a mini bbq, the belos went over to the other bungalow while the nuruls had their 'own plans'. hahaha. k lame.

but seriously la, i was so so tired. i didnt even watch CSI properly. haha.
super tired. and so i slept and slept.


the next thing i know, it was already 7 am in the morning.
and suli was going all over the place, cleaning up. ahah.


certain observations made:
1) suli is always the first to slp, therfore, the first to wake up.
2) shah watches all the LAME 5 0'clock shows on tv3 or suria or i dunno la. haha.
3) makla's favourite word is 'bodoh' hahahah.
4) i always slp on the couch in front of the tv. padahal at hm, i've nvr ever ever done tt!


and u know wat, im so sleepy now.

anw, happy belated birthday to nizar and ginger!
(: (:

oh. and i heard liyana aka sly got the MVP award. wah. steady lah seh. most valuable player award. hha. not the most voluptous pantat award. hahhaaaa. ok. dah.








ok dah. dah habis.
pictures up soon.

its all said and done 6/28/2006 02:03:00 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

hullo!!

haha. lapar ahhh.


today was greaaatt!!
fun+action+nonsense+shopping+disturbing ppl= lapaaar.
haha. ok. no link.

my day started so freaking early.
semangat ok.
and our team was the most sems.
we reached there 8 on the dot.
hah!
then a few other teams, arrived.
they had this aura. yeahhh. that aura..
that..I HAVE PLAYED SOCCER ALL MY LIFE AND IF U ARE PLAYING AGAINST ME..HAHAHAHAHHHHHAAAAHHAAAA!! TO YOU.
serious. tak bedek tau.
but surprisesurprise, we didnt really care.
because we haf our staaaaaar player.
the minahsenyumsenyum.
and our goalie..minahsikatsikat. kahkah..












































































the first match against sporting westlake went well for the first half.
liyana (aka sly) our star player scored the opening goal. weeeee.
wat a morale booster. thanks ah punet.
made me more excited to play and forget the 'macdonalds breakfast'.
then we scored the second goal.
i scored that goal OKAY!
but our keeper felt that she 'cant connect with the gloves' and so she let in a few goals.
tapi takper. keeper power jugak. hahha.

the second match was against some old girls.
forgot thier team name.
they were damn rough ok.
hit liyana till she terpelanting.
walaowei.
then they kept utilising their big and strong (and firm..haha) butts to hit tiny us.
their butts r like at my hip. then asek langgar-langgar. i cant langgar them back with my not-so-big-and-strong butt. hahaha. ok..merepekkkk.
and they'd dribble ard slowly, and wen u drew near....PAAAh! haha.kena rembat. almost hit azra. then bila bola kat tepi fence, they'd grab the fence and use the body to tolaktolak attackers.
hahaha. i tried to do the same aft tt. but then before i could action tolak2, she took the ball and went away. hahaha.
kental sungguh aku ini.

for the second match, our keeper improved tremendously.
i was totally impressed! steady ah keeper.
(: (:

and syafizah and effa played better too. good job girls.

overall, i hope my team mates had fun and gained useful knowledge frm there.
like, bananas are difficult to be peeled open and that theres no shower room at kolam ayer cc.
hah. imma satisfied captain. ahaha.


next was shopping at beach rd with shah toe and aja!
yayyyy! like at last, i bought my teva.
thanks to persuasive azra and my good bargaining skills.
from $85 to $70. (: (:


after that we headed to lot1 (the most happening shopping ctr) to catch the nyp girls' match.
punet power la. *senyumsenyum*
then filza came..haha. habis ah, talked nonsense all the way.
anw i fancy the match against the young women.
whoaa. they made ladies/women soccer so impressive.
they went all out. all out.
steadyy.. n if im not wrong, they made it for the semis. (:(:

and today minahsenyumsenyum talked a lot seh. must be because of 2 big mouths, mine and azra's, disturbing her..
then she smacked me eventho i was purely innocent. watch out ah u!
oh..then nak masuk male's toilet lagi. haiii... *wahaha*

alrite. thats pretty much wat i wanted to say.

its all said and done 6/24/2006 10:26:00 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

hullo!


tis yr is a yr of advanced burfday presents.
haha. there goes the excitement.
but then again, as i grow older, i dun really care so much bt burfday present.
(riiiight...)




i cant wait for this saturday.
girls. get ur guards ready. shin guards, THAT guard, body guard and a helmet.
u know why. ;p



and on sunday, most prolly we'll be visiting ali's family.
we cant give much. but i hope our prayers will help them a bit.
insyaAllah things will b ok for him n his family.
(:


i wonder if that happened to my family.
allah knows whats best.





ok. im so sleepy. n adib just asked me a physics qn which is like as old as my uncle.

its all said and done 6/21/2006 11:55:00 PM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

hullo.


i like haf 5623871 things to do.
waaaaaargh.

so if i nvr layan u online. jgn marah.
if i layan u online, means..hha. nvm.


SUPER busy.

work.tuition.driving.kick-ard session.shopping.preparations.

its all said and done 6/20/2006 09:46:00 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

hullo(:



life's been great. and busy.
really busy.
but i like it anyways.

anyways, its FATHERS' DAY today. (:
and i havent gotten anything for my father..heh.


i met up with an old fren, kim, this morning.
and dengan semangatnye, we went to al-ameen for breakfast.
i realise that we didnt have much to talk bout the past.
or maybe, we chose not to have much to talk abt it.
it'll be too embarrassing to talk bt the past.
hahha.
so we discussed bout the future which seems blantantly uncertain for the both of us.
2 friends from utterly different social backgrounds.
but deep inside, i know we share a common goal. we want to live life with no regrets.
it is great to haf someone who actually makes u think about the future.
someone who probes into ur 'im not sure yet' mind and makes u realise the importance of being firm and unwavered. and the importance of knowing your destination.
though the notion that ' the journey is more important than the destination' is much held on to by many, we should be aware that the destination, the goal is the one that determines the journey. do u get wat i mean? haha. just say yes laa.
haha. now it has come to my senses how much kim has grown. (: (:
more mature n more critical of things. im happy for her.
and she's getting richer toooo! haha. prada bag, fendi watch, LV purse and she carries a pda like a busy biz woman. hahah. semangat! oh. not forgetting the wedding ring. im happy for her.



today, cousin's coming back from serawak.
miss him so much lah sey.
and a few friends are off to Aceh this morning. to be better people. (:
good luck and selamat.
(: (:
and i think makla's back from maldives.
maldives! a'ah. maldives!
ahahha. HAIIII..

and yesterday's futsal match was good.
congrats to the nyp team.
i really like the match against the young women.
young women seh. like im not a girrrrrl, not yet a woman *sings*. so must put young women.
hahaha. k merepek.



ok. i shall go off now.

its all said and done 6/18/2006 12:39:00 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

hullo.


i was reading this testimonial from a girl (a) to her girlfren (b) on frenster. and i happen to know both these girls..

(a) stated in the testi tt she's been seeing (b) ard quite often. and she complained that (b) always didnt see her. then (a) asked, 'dah tak kenal ke?'
and with tt, i just had to scream..'buat kelakar kaperrr?!!'
haha. seriously, its not only (b) who couldnt recognise her, i also couldnt recognise her. for haven's sake, she looks 70% different from wat she was like when were in pri sch. rabaak la.
and the fact tt she asked 'dah tak kenal ke?' showed how MUCH she's noticed the change in herself..hahha.


anw, i was at orchard on monday n went to meet a fren for dinner.
and at puncak, far east, i saw my cousin who got married a few mths back.
and i know he didnt recognise me (eventho i was there at his wedding, both sat and sun). not because my appearance has changed or whatever, but its because he's the type who doesnt bother bout his relatives. *make face* walao wei. im close to his parents and sister tho. i dunno why he's so stuck up. kinana ah. in fact, the day wen he got married was the day i met him after many years of not doing so, because he nvr attend weddings nor visit us during raya. and i still rmb that he didnt even thank me or utter a single word wen i struggled to carry his dulang2 hantaran. haha. like hello? i just dun understand. i mean, i do haf distant relatives that i seldom meet, but i do smile and try to strike a conversation with them wen i we meet. meeting ppl we dun really know, and not wanting to communicate a single bit is so shallow. haha. a smile at least? *shakes head*

its all said and done 6/07/2006 12:55:00 AM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

hulllo!


second blog of the day.
u know wat tt implies?
i am so free!
haha. so free, takde kerja, goyang kaki, suka ria.
(:


some ppl complain bout my blog contents. claiming that the contents are everything but interesting. whaaaat only. this is my blog wat. chicken backside. not interesting then not interesting laaa! who ask u to read?

i went for a wedding just now.
I LIKE JEMPUTAN. haha.
i love meeting the cousins, far and near. then we'd just talk n talk n laugh n laugh n eat n eat. and altho some of us were kendarats, we still sat down and slack..despite getting the imperious stares from pakcikmakcik supervisors. haha. lek ah cikkk..

and i nvr liked to be an official kendarat, ie, to have a money-folded flower thingo pinned on my baju kurung.(tho i do help here and there) becos, if i was one, i'd be deprived of the chance to socialise with the relatives.

and weird as this may sound, i love hanging out with the neneks.generally, they kinda achored their butts on the chairs at some particular corner of the void deck and stone and wait for ppl to salam them. haha. but i love talking to them. becos they love talking to me.hehh.

like just now, i talked to this nenek, my aunty's husband's mom. she taught me a lot. and its interesting to hear stories on how girls in the past were denied the rights to pursue their ambitions. no matter how smart they were, the parents cudnt see them anywhere but the kitchen. walaowei.. haha. well anw, tt nenek wanted to be a teacher, but became an ustazah instead.
"sidek sanif, rafeah buang, wan zuhri tu semua murid nenek tu..hehhehe"

then some wrong time wrong target knight in shining armour came to propose her. so they got engaged. and that was when she had to retire frm work and put all her attention to domestic issues, much to her reluctance. she was only 19 then.but come to think abt it, its not very young actually. and i realised that she must haf been quite lucky having completed standard 6 in sch. my nenek nvr went to sch. she got married at the age of 16. and my great grandmother got married at the age of 12. wahha. and the nenek sitting beside her got married at the age of 21 and then separated with the husband n nvr re-marry.

ok. back to the cousins.

.. cousin mar is gg to UIA in KL end of june. she'll be studying psychology there. great! but im a little sad given the fact tt she's one of the closest cousin i haf. :(
but at least im assured bt her well-being there since the other cousin is already studying there.
just fyi, the other cousin is studying law there. brilliant.


the conversation snippets.

cousin shahida: kak ain, are u gonna be a doctor?
me: i dunno. maybe i'll just make drugs.
me: *gave the fake smirk*
cousin nisa: ubat?? oohh. ubat sakit cinta ada tak?
me: hahh! sudah tentu.
cousin shahida: ubat nak jatuh cinta?
me: walaowei.. ubat mengubat kementelan ada lah. haha.


me: wahhh..si dini dah sepuluh kali makan ni!
me: *shook his arm*
cousin syawal: ehh! apa 10? baru 4 lahh!
me: *nudged him irritatingly*
me: 4? wahh!
cousin syawal: aaaahh diamlah. baru 2 la!
makcik: ni ape ni si bujang ngan anak dara ni nak makan pun gaduh2.
cousin syawal: ain la ni. dia kutuk kita. dia cakap kita gemuk tak guna. makan je tau.
me: ehhhhhhh..
cousin syawal: dah la, kita nak gi tambah lagi ni.
makcik: ehh. nak tambah? ingatkan dah kena kutuk tak jadi nak makan.
hahahaha.


cousin syawal: eh..tgk tudung cik su. style eh.
me: mane? oh..yeah..
cik su: *overheard our conversation*
cik su: asal ape dia?
cousin syawal: takde...ain ni, ckp tudung cik su mcm alas meja.
cik su: haha. memang alas meja. dah tak pakai pastu gunting la buat tudung.
cik su: ni la kalau org takde kerja ni, kena creative sikit.
me: hahhha.


cik mis: eh kendarat ni! tak buat kerja!?!
cousin nisa: dah takde ramai org..duduk sekejap la.
cik mis: mana bole? cepat, kasi balik $5.
cousin nisa: *turned to cik ya,to complain*
cousin nisa: cik ya, tgk cik mis ni, nak mintak duit org..
cik ya: huh? ape dia mintak?
cousin nisa: dia mintak duit kendarat kita.
cik ya: oh iyer?? oh kasi je la. kesian org-org tua. budak2 kecik tak bole pegang duit bnyk2.
hahaha.. fyi, cik ya is cik mis's wife.




weeeehooo. long entry.
this is a visual lullaby.


alrite. tt all. nites!

its all said and done 6/04/2006 08:11:00 PM


hullo.
shitty feeling coupled with exhaustion is not a good thing.


nevertheless.
yesterday was great. went out with lynn n caught the da vinci code. it was an ok movie. im just in no mood to write a review on it. anw, i planned to shop yesterrday but the appalling crowd just defaced my mood. n no mood equates to no shopping. haha. some of u know wat i mean.


i went joggin the other day. to my great horror (but much to wat i've expected) i cudnt complete the 6 rounds. 5 rounds and im already dead. wat with the pain on foot arch n shin splin. not like i sprinted or smthg. i swear i took my sweeetest time to finish those rounds. come on nurul! get ur stanima upped! haha.























"its the confusion, and a bit of anger. and it turns out the way she has always secretly predicted it to be. she knows deep inside it was nvr meant to be. she realises thats girlfrens are still the best. the rest are just deception :( "

its all said and done 6/04/2006 04:06:00 AM

Friday, June 02, 2006


*hmmm*

its all said and done 6/02/2006 08:10:00 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

hullo.


been wanting to update but couldnt find the right time.


firstly, suli has already flown off to uae for umrah.
lucky girl. i wonder when my turn will come.
:(
may Allah protect n bless her always. amin.


secondly, on the 30th may was nazerul's birthday.
selamat ulang tahun paaak. haha.


thirdly, drving has been great.alhamdulillah..(:
and i love my THAT instructor.
he totally rocks.


fourthly, i went bowling with sly.
haha. when i was out with her, i didnt know wat to call her.
punet? sly? liyana? gonj?
hahha.
*hmmm*
the alley was too empty.
no kick ah.
but then again its ok. we're the longkang ppl.
better let there be no spectators.
hehhehe


alrite, next, i bought something for shah!
and im so excited about it laa.
weeeeeeeeeeee..
*strums strums*


next, i almost fainted in the mrt just now.
haha. dramatic huh.
i dunno wat exactly happened.
i was so drowsy, similar to the feeling i'd haf after donating blood.
to make matter worse, i had difficulty breathing.
then i panicked nak mampos la!
and i tried so hard to put a normal front
then. my vision blurred and the top of my nose felt constricted.(?)
then i decided to sms nurse punet.
she told me told to sit and eat sweets/
and i had none. no seat. no sweets.
so i thot i shd do something to get some oxygen/blood into my brains.
if i were at home, i'd lie at the edge of the bed wif my head hanging down.
haha. do u understand wat i mean?
anw..i didnt know wat to do then.
so i thot if i frowned, that'll bring some blood to my face, hence my head/brains.
hahah. so i covered my face n did some facial excersises.
tt helped a little teeny weeny bit.
i really didnt know wat to do next.
i cud only say all the prayers i cud think of.
then my hands started trembling.
grey fingernails and cold fingers
ahhhhh.. i shook my arms, wriggle my fingers.
didnt help at all.
the very moment i reached the drving sch,
i charged towards the canteen n bought a tube of mentos.
haha. n devoured 3 tablets at once.
haha. i didnt care if the instructors presnt think tt im perakus or wat.
and my instructor must haf thought so too i guess.
coz when he was doing the first round in the circuit, i ate 5 more.
and i almost chocked on my excessive saliva la. hahha.
but when i got behind the wheel, everything returned to normal.
no more mabuk. no more nausea.
alhamdulillah. (: (:



laaaastly, im not working next monday! yaaay!
(:



k thats all. theres LOST on tv tonight! yaaay!

its all said and done 6/01/2006 06:38:00 PM