hullo

i am so shaagggged!


ok. school's been great.
life's been great.
ramadhan's been great
alhamdulillah..

anw, had iftar with lynn on thurs and fri.
haha. great!
thurs was at al-muttaqin.
and fri was at al-falah (where i saw familiar faces)

i need to go shopping.
i need to start writing my essay, so i can plan a date with dr.budi and dr. noor aisha. (is tt her name?)
i need to study for my stats cos i wanna do well.

i have so many things running thru my mind.
so many. too many.i'll just write a few down. the rest are too personal. wakakka.

thing no.1:
i wish ramadhan is more than 30 days. :(
i don like raya to come too fast.
cfm very rush from next wk onwards.
kena lap tingkap la. gosok langsir la. pasang langsir la.
lap itu. lap ini. haiya. leceh!
(ok, i've clearly displayed myself as perempuan pemalas yg tak guna. hahaha.)
actually, its not the chores that bother me. its the fact tt i'll be busy doing all those till i miss the beauty of ramadhan..yeah.
BUTT... i still wanna go shopping! (:

thing no.2
i haf MS iftar organising committee meeting later in the morning.
and i dun even know if im gg for the iftar itself or not la. haha.
btw, its on the 11th oct.next weds. PGP auditorium, function room 4. (don ask me wheres that, cos i haven been there yet) 5plus pm till late. (:


thing no.3
i realised how much (or little) i care bout whats gg on with my bros. yeahh. when the mum wants to complain things or whatever bt the bros, i TOTALLY haf no interest to listen. i switch off faster than she can even say 'do u know?' yeah. totally tak minat. and when the father nags (at me!?) about the bros, i get so fed up and i just feel like saying..err. like i don even care..like, i so totally tak kuasa.. like, dorang punya pasal laaaaalala.. thats how i feel.
hai. sian ah. seriously, dah malas seh nak ambil tahu. too long alr la. since i was sec 2 till now. i see no change in them. things get worse. and seriously and sadly, i'm beginning to give up hope to even pray for them.
yeah.


thing no.4
i should start being serious and not make a joke of everything that comes my way .
i should not try to influence others into thinking the way i do.
i should try not to talk to friends bout things as if its a matter of life and death when its not.
and lastly, i should try not to be disgusted at things others close to me find joy in.
haiya.


dah ah. nak tido.
(: (: