hullo!

hows life? mine's been greeeeaaat! (: (:

i had fun today. friday that is.
had colourpops for breakfast. u know wats tt? a breakfast cereal that tasted weird.
anw.. i got the prison break dvds from fuad alr! at last! haha. thanks dude. we're even now.
went shopping with Ma after tt. and while she belek punya belek, try punya try her blousesss, i made frens with the 2 salesgirls. tt was funny. and i bought my stuffs too. (: (:

happenings around me got me thinking bt my family.

my parents. i feel really lucky to have parents like them. although they can really fight draggy wars against each other over the most ridiculous issues and get me really irritated and upset for tt, i realised that they're the best i could ever ask for. yeah. although their random words can easily pierce thru my heart n smash it into pieces, their random words can also brighten my life. although their harsh actions can drown me in my own tears, i must admit, i feel so underservingly blessed to have them with me.
my mum's brave and strong. fate has been harsh to her eversince i can remmbr. i hear her cry in her prayers sometimes and then almost immediately, tears stream down my cheeks. i know its never easy for her. but i'll alw be there for her, and most importantly, she knows that. i enjoy the moments we spend tgt. like when we massage each other or when we gossip bt the karaoke nyonya sitting at the seat opposite us. or when we try to escape from some madman on our way back from the market. haha that was funny! the bakul trolley tunggang terbalik! apek gila punya pasal! and i like it when my father has to work night shift cos i get to slp in her rm. yay! and i like to watch cerita hantu with her, cos both of us would cover our faces and make some abnormal "we're-scared" sounds. and most importantly, she's been there when i needed her. (: (:
i love my dad too! everynight when my he comes home from work, i'd excitedly anticipate his grand entrance to my room. haha. it really makes my day if he comes in happy. i love the late night supper where we eat, talk and semi-watch some lame chinese variety show till my mum has to come out of her room with her reminder siren. " dah lah korang, dah mlm tak habis2 lagi bebual?" and sometimes, i cant believe i actually sit thru his entire nagging session bt 'sampah masyarakat'. haha! and i love it when he drives us around, cos i get to sit in front and talk non-stop to him till i get dizzy and have to shut up voluntarily. i rmb one time when i was telling him bt how some kids have to use their bursaries/study awards/raya collection to pay for their family stuffs, or their fathers ask them for money. then i went on to tell him how lucky i am cos i have such a grt father. "thats why la, i feel that im very lucky sebab dapat bapak yg sungguh responsible, hardworking and GE-NE-ROUS..(poked his cheek)" ( "ahh. tau pun..jadi kena jadi anak yg baik..bla bla bla.." my mum menyampuk from behind) well seriously, my dad's a gd dad, tho he can be weird at times.

and yes. i have brothers too, i haven forgotten bout them. i wish i could tell them how much i love them. although im enjoying all the attention n love im getting frm my parents, i'd love to share it with them.altho disappointment has alw been the best word to describe them, i'd rather choose hope instead. right now, i don really care bout happy family crap. i just want them to be happy with their lives, cos i know they're not. well, Allah knows best and things will be okay sooooooooooooon. i know.


anyway, movin on to lighter stuffs, syawal booked out today and he sounded like tekong is what he's made for. haha. im glad he's fine and happy. steady la cousin! u're the best!
and congrats to azman who just got his driving licence. pando can quit his job and work for me.
annddd... the kambings are here! i missed the from-lorry-to-makeshift-kandang ceremony. i like to see pakcik2 trying to get the kambings out of the lorry and into the kandang. i rmb, last time, one kambing managed to escape into the mosque lah seh. panic stations! hahahhaa.. i cant wait for hari raya haji! and i pray that all my brothers n sisters performing their Hajj are safe there. amin. (:

alrite, this is a long entry here. hahha.