hullo.



nizar has already blogged about today's ndp preview.
so i think i should do it too.


first and foremost, thanks again hafiz!
u're the best.


anw, suriyati (hah! the fullname again) couldnt make it for the parade.
love u babe. keep that head high. (: (:

so i met bessie thum at marina bay to catch the shuttle service.
wahh. there were so many uniformed guys. pardon my mentel-ness, but they were cute la!
anyway... there was some kind of fiesta outside the stadium, that excited me so much. (this info is missing in nizar's entry, coz he was more excited to go into the stadium b4 anybody else)
anyway, there were clowns, jugglers,mascots, balloon sculpturers (?) and those on sticks.





the 'lion head'. anyway, the girl beneath/inside that head was a funkay babe.





this one, the clown tak tau tgk camera. sini lah clown!


after getting a free flower sculpted balloon, we decided to the stadium. weee. the funpack looks like a lappiebag and it was so heavy. i swear i thot they generously chucked in a laptop into tt bag.hah!

anw, the pre-parade was quite a bore. however, i decided to motivate myself in the absence of the motivators. haha. but like nizar, i like the segment when the red lions skydived.
wow! and they had to land on a tiny target pad. all 3 of them were brilliant.
that was followed by formations in the sky by the other red lions. cool i tell you.

the next exciting performance was by deyi sec sch band.
i was so impressed with their swift movements that i think i kinda missed the 'symphonic pieces'.

then came the parade! bessie and i must haf screamed 'hafiiizzz' a little too loud, coz a few mats/pakciks, who can pass of as a hafiz turned ard and stared at us. what? haha. anw, i felt so full of pride, that i had someone i know, in the contingents. steady ah hafiz. he said ,"no wonder i heard someone terpekik terlolong cam org giler". haha.
then the apache helis n a chinook flew past with the flag. i wanted to take pictures badly.
i've nvr seen s'pore apache u see. i was jakunsified. but then, the national anthem, JUST HAD TO PLAY ITSELF. so i had my hands on my sides.

next, the f16s showed off itself. ok, or rather, rsaf showed off their f16s. i think its abt time that they shd spin those jets 360deg. hover hover je. boring. (wait, maybe the spun, but i didnt notice)..

i must say that the aerial display was a little anti-climax. i cant believe the apache just flew across the stadium. haha. so much for the EXCITING AERIAL DISPLAY.

well thats it. the rest were ZzzzZzzzzZzz performances. haha. i agree with nizar. "since the first time i watched it on tv till tdy i still think its nonsense"


then there were the fireworks. cool. i like that. (:


ok. im officially slpy.

hullo!



today, i have decided to make full use of NUS facilities.
hahahaha.
kalau ada lift, naik lift.
then naik shuttle bus walaupun jln dekat je.
then must drink water from every water cooler.
then kalau ada free food (mcm tadi) must eat.
wahahhaa.


and i got ndp preview tix from prof hafiz. thanks prof.
weeeeeeeeeee..i wish i had more tix. then all my can come. ouh.
but anyways, 2 is enough.
im gg with suriyati.
im gonna be all patriotic. i will sing all the songs..
i will say the pledge sekuatkuat dunia like i did back in aj. haha. bedek seh.


and, i dont really like it when people leave tags at my tagboard to waste my tagboard space.
i appreciate comments, but if they are meant to inflict negative response, those comments shd be kept di dalam peti dan di-belayar dgn pisang emas. hahah..jgn jadi "pedengki" ah.


ANYWAY.
today was a great and splendid day.

hullo.



im partly disappointed.
i cant believe one of my tutees actually left my tuition.
she's now attending another tuition grp and she didnt even tell me.
but the sister is still here.
ok.but im still very disappointed.
i put in a lot of effort. i want the best for her.
come on, she's taking o level, and she's doing private.
i dun want her to waste her parents money.
she doesnt even know how to solve simple algebra,
that according to fizah was what we learnt in sec1.
i understand that different individuals haf different capabilities.
but i also do understand that we need to put in the effort if we want to achieve something.
coming for tuition with no pencil box and foolscap papers, sometimes even empty handed.
and when i told her to write neatly, she just ignored it.
kalau cakap sekali takper, but its since FEBRUARY OKAAAY!
when i scolded her, she gave THAT FACE.
and for the whole of the many months of tuition, i nvr saw her bringing her calculator.
and she always insisted that i lend her my calculator.
and when she did simple maths, i wudnt let her use the calculator. she'd give that are-u-mad? face.
come on, its some simple 3 digits number multiply with some single digit number.
if my pri sch tutees can do tt, why not a sec 4?
if i spoon fed her, she wudnt know how to eat if i put a plate of nasi ambeng in front of her.. haha. lapar pulak..
anw, that was supposed to be some analogy.
so with all this AP, give me a reason not to be angry.
im sorry, my patience has its limitations.
but whatever it is, i pray for her success. Amin.





alrite bloggie!
no time to sedih sedih.
patah tumbuh hilang berganti. huahuahu.


dzzz is having his break now. thats good, i think he needs some time off, away from the tarzan life he's been leading.
and like sly, i cant wait for sept too. (:


i shd go slp now. apparently someone was supposed to accompany me till 3 am ah.
but i think he fell asleep on the laptop. drooling everywhere.
haha. *winks at shah*

i need to acimaporat now.
gd nite.

hullloo.




i sneezed like 56980234780234 times for the past 3 hrs.
i think i'm falling sick a-ny mo-ment from now.
my nose will develop some muscular muscle soon, being runny and all.
HA-HA-HA. kelakarnye.


i realised that i've been having lotsa free time despite being busy. ironic dont u think.
too free that i actually went bloghopping to some kental blogs. hahhahaha.
ok.mine is kental too. but nvm.
so anyway, i realised how weird some girls can be.
its like they dun even know themselves.
well i dunno if i was being too judgmental, but i could sense that they are not what/who they are actually.
they want to live a life like a stage show,
a show for others to see and go 'waaahh' at. or so they thot.
superficial. layers of facade.
but then again, we are all guilty of tt. if not much, then a little.
anyway, this reminds me of an old friend.
i had an AA(attract attention..hahha) ml friend who hung out with a bunch of chi who didnt quite enjoy her presence (we understand why). realising that, she too, didnt feel comfortable. however, back then, she felt that hanging out with other racial groups was way cool-er than being with her ml friends. hence, she put on a facade, (wee. i've nvr used tt phrase with this much certainty) and pretended that she enjoyed the company of her 'friends'. but too bad. we saw the backstage.
(behind the screen footage?)

i haf many other stories, but i cant think now laaaa. hingus meleleleleh.


anyway i met up with lynn just now. it was fun arrhh.
the deep discussion we had abt gagak, willow, vogue, hubby, peel potatoes and many more was inspiring indeed. hurhurhur.


k ah. shall slp now. eh wait. i got a card which i havent read yet. yay!



ok. read alr.
i am going to the uni. im not gg to fight war at lebanon. InsyaAllah i will get to meet u as often as im meeting u now, gonj. i know u will miss me. send my love to kitty. hahhaa. kitty? relek suah.

hulllo.


weee.im so happy fanah uploaded the pics already.

anw, i met up with the nurul and belos for my belated b'day celebration.
(apparently,) fanah invited the guys too, but i didnt know.
so when nizar smsed to apologise tt he cudnt make it, i was slightly 'huh?'.
anyways, it was quite a surprise- the birthday cake and all those convincing acts put up.
haha. i didnt expect any surprises ah coz it was already one wk after my bday.
and i couldnt imagine any surprises. like wat? tgh jln2 kat boat quay then suddenly org kuar nanyi lagu happy birthday? or tgh mkn dgn pelahabnye kat lau pa sat pastu delivery man dtg antar cake? or tgh tunggu muni buat cake kat toilet, pastu ada nyonya cuci toilet dtg bawak hadiah? haha. ok. LAME. i know. but anyway, they pulled it off well. thanks to the fact tt i dun understand the cow language. haha.and thanks to shah and her parents. and season. nice cake.
i wished i had eaten more. hehhe. i didnt know how many candles were on the cake, till i counted them in the pic.

and yes, shah and i are full-time minah tudung now.haha. alhamdulillah. if anyone's "gonna miss my 'a bit golden hair'"don be. hehe.
but shah has got style with that arab tudung. aha. so she can start posing for pictures with an arab groom by the s'pore canal soon.ok. mereps.

for more belos footage, u can visit, http://wintersonata.fotopages.com

for now. i wanna slp.


cess- prinCESS.
tri- puTRI.

hur.
sly-? *digs nose*





i've just realised tt, i havent talked to adib this whole week ah.
talked to adib this wk-no.
talked bt adib this wk- duh. yes.

hullo (:





life's been great. alhamdulillah. (:
oh, not to mention busy.
and i had 4 train rides today. urrgh. rabs.
i dun fancy long train rides. siann.

for those who're suffering from heart pain, cheer up ok.
look on the brighter side of everything.
yupps.


i got another birthday present today. haha/.
birthday dah basi. but the presents, keep them coming baybeh!
i had supper with a part-time imam last tuesday, and what he said really inspired me.
he said, what we got/received, we haf to give some away,
so that Allah will bless what we have.
thats so true.
so friends, if your parents give you some money to shop or anything,
rmmber to give some away. to me! ok no. i mean, donate it.
u don need to donate notes into the tabung, coins pun jadilah.
its the thought that counts.
same for knowledge. if u think u haf some knowledge on something,
do share it with others. insyaAllah, allah will bless u with more.


oh yeah, i have found another reason why kids should be adored.
they are so blunt, and they make u feel stupid when u are REALLY stupid.
unlike adults who make u feel stupid when u're not. hahah.


oh, can i just share with u all wat happened in the exam hall just now?
(yeah, the english test)
(shah, muni and suli, bear with me.)
anw, there was this chi guy (most prolly a malaysian, but not like tt matters) who sat 2 seats before me. he was dressed smart semamat la. mcm nak pegi prize presentation ceremony. and b4 the test started, he actually did some tai-chi moves. haha. rabak la. initially i was shocked. however, when he repeated those exaggerated moves (like ryu from st fighter or tt dragonball kid) i wanted to burst out laughing. omg! tak senonoh seh. he did some karate moves. luckily he didnt karate the desk into 2, or i wud haf just died laughing. haha.

and there was this guy at the other section of the hall who lives in an illusion that he can walk around NUS and have ppl mistaking him for paul twohill. wassup with the hair dude? it looked as if he had a sotong kurita on his head seh. u know wats sotong kurita? its octopus. hahaha. serious.

i can only pray that all those weird looking/acting individuals are doing chem/phy/maths. anything except life sci. pls.. spare me from the distractions during lectures. hehh.

hullo.




i HAVE MADE UP MY MIND.
if they are not interested to study, i will not bother wasting my precious time.
bloody hell.




i had lunch with the old collegue just now.
its nice catching up,keeping up to date with what that is happening at the office.



it thursday today!
LOST.
get lost!

hullo!


its 2.22 am now.
i just came back hm from a mini outing with my parents.
my father drove to sembawang beach just now, so tt i could try drive around there.
and i did.
i drove excitedly. and my dad TOTALLY had no faith in me. hahahha.
anw. tts not the point.
he pt is, i drove a few more mtrs, when 2 police/security cars drove past.
they drove slowly past our car. i was scared like hell ah.
panic seh. haha. nak turn right hampir ter-turn left. haha.tapi alhamdulillah takde paper.





oh. i checked my mail and i received an email from NUS.
so i went to the CORS website.
i like the idea that we get to create our own timetable.
we choose the module and the timing we want.
thats great! and im so excited to start bidding!
ok, for those of u who haf no clue as to what im rambling abt,
do visit this website http://www.nus.edu.sg/registrar/undergraduate.htm
and if after reading, u feel like u have really understood the whole NUS curriculum,
pls do inform me. so that i can get u to explain to me. hurhurhur.



tsunami struck again.
subhanallah.
i wonder what will come next.
and as what fizah always says..ni semua tanda2 kiamat ni. *tugs hair*
i pray that i wont live to see that day. its too scary.










Allah, bless us all. Amin. (:

hullo.



steady ah, birthday duduk rumah ajar budak2 tuition seh.
tapi takper. at least duit tak kuar.masuk lagi ade.
(: (:


i haf a busy week ahead. cehhh. step busy je.
ok wait, im not feigning it. i will be busy.
and i bet everyone knows how excited i am to be busy.
(for now at least)


i really need to torture my o levels tutees.
i really have to drill through their thick skulls that their exams are so close.
and that they shd stop being an arse by being lazy.
them being lazy and not wanting to work harder has made me all stressed out.
yes! nak solat pun tak bole khusyuk seh.. asek teringat pasal dorang.


oh btw, this yr i didnt go for baybeats.
which i haf no fret about.
coz i am sure that i'll be more turned off than i'd be having fun there.
wannabes and those kids who know nuts bt music were there. i am sure.
so kental cann.. they come in big groups, they wear similar outfit (which most of the time tak kena dgn this event), they hang around between the arena and the chillout stage (because they are not really interested to focus on any concerts), they smoke and step salam2 ngan members,
then they'll follow the crowd to the middle of the moshpit, then if the group is really big enough, they'll start skanking and dancing like mad cows-obviously hoping that they'll get all the attention the performers on stage deserve.
but of course there are those who went there to enjoy the music and to appreciate local, regional and international rock/punk/or whatever else that fall under the indie category, for what it is. they dont quite bother bout the fashion and the pseudo-culture that faux devotees come up with. they are those who come in simple tshirts and jeans. (cehh..mcm betul je aku ni..hurhurhur)

its so sad that this great event received discouraging feedback from me, because of the crowd it attracts. nevertheless, baybeats is a kick-ass event albeit the appalling presence of wannabes.
i think bands like love me butch frm m'sia and our local force vomit, objection overrule, surreal (theres this suppppperr cute bassist in it), the observatory and electrico and lastly kenneth ishak frm norway deserve my and everbody's else's recognition. i dunno if they performed this yr or not, but their past shows were brilliant. (: (: feewwwwweeeet.

alright. i dunno why am i excitedly blogging bout this. hahhaa.



oh. i had a mini bday celebration.
(: (: (:
tanks.


and yes i haf to stop thinking that everyone in love is mentel.
hahhaa.

hullo.


im 19 today.
thanks Allah for this life u've given me.
i always rmb agnes' words, the best gift in life, is life itself.
although i have not achieved mountains of success,
although i have not carved my name thru the rainbows,
although i have not caught any star in the skies,
i feel happy and grateful for everything i've done throughout my life.
ehh..but of course i wanna achieve more in the future. insyaAllah.

im thankful for the happy moments Allah blessed me with.
im thankful for the smiles He painted on my face.
im thankful for the courage He filled me with.
im thankful for the challenges and obstacles He put in front of me.
im thankful for the tears He made me cry.
im thankful for the times i felt like giving up.
im thankful for the friends He has given me.
im thankful for the chances He laid before me.
im thankful for every single thing.


im glad i spent my 18yrs not wanting to be somebody else.
im glad i spent my 18yrs being who i really am.

and with that, i pray for a better and more fulfilled life ahead.
not only for me, but for the rest of the world!
amin. (:

HULLO.

oh oh oh oh oh
re-pe-rio
oh oh oh oh oh
re-pe-rio
oh oh oh oh.....
reperiooo
oh oh oh oh oh oh
reperio!


chehh. semangat camp cheer seh.

the camp's not bad. and i hope i can get ALL the pictures/videos fairuz shot during the 4D3N camp, especially the sikat-cik-pon's-hair scene in the toilet.

cheering was fun, slacking in THE ROOM was fun, games were fun, nightwalk was fun, abandoned house was fun (yeahhhh..), mingling with other participants was fun and making new friends was fun.
tho the camp was a little forgettable, friendship bonds made are something i'm really grateful for. great friends i've met there. (: (:


i learnt a lot but theres something i realised. sometimes,a camp is not a good place to make frens. ok, let me rephrase, meeting new ppl thru camps may not be a good way of meeting them.
u know why? coz in camps, u SUDDENLY find out SO much info bout the person that u don really need to know. like, u just get to know this person, and then, a few hours later, u can easily discover his/her whiny side, or his/her inconsiderate side, his/her unpleasant characters. on the other hand, if u had met the person, say when u're q-ing for food/waiting for lecture to start, u wouldnt have found out his ugly side. (which is of course better this way laaa) u don need to know the REAL person. afterall, uni is all abt making superficial frens. hahaha. ok ah, im talking like a selfish *peep*. but come on la. its true. however, if the person is worthy of ur friendship, its another thing ah.


alrite, overall, im happy that i participated in the camp.
made really many frens, who are mainly females.
i just couldnt bring myself to socialise with the guys.
hurrhuurr.
and maybe i might just haf to wait for 2 yrs for the Arrival.


and u know wat, august is drawing near.
and the tudung is calling. insyaAllah.
and i'll turn 19 this sunday.
(:



and time has gone so fast.
deeep inside, i really hope things will work out right
in the future.
amin.











hantu: KAUU!! carik anak aku!


wahah joker siah hantu.

the cycling team. adib,shah,me and nizar.


we rested for 1hr plus at the nordin beach.


we were near/at the dumping ground. bet no one has come tt far.
i think we were looking for the german girl shrine, but we couldnt find it.


according to Datuk N, tt pose is for Datuk T. hahahaha.


and that is Datuk N. hahaaa.


ooohh. altho Datuks are the in thing now, we haf one who wants to be a Datin here.








aisey mann..adib posed mcm hero bollywood lahsey.

hullo glorious life!


today was a great day. yaaaaaaaaayyy!
it started early and me waking up tt early on a saturday morning is commendable.

met up with shah, nizar and adib to cycle at pulau ubin.
cycling at ubin was very physical and tiring, but i cant deny tt it wouldnt be as fun if it wasnt tiring and physical. this cycle trip is definitely more fulfilling than the previous one i went for and im certain shah will agree on tt.having adib and nizar with us was good. firstly i felt safe and secondly we were brought to places i wouldnt haf thot of gg. great! thanks ah.
i like the part where we cycled thru the forest, on the unpathed tracks (is tt wat we call it?). the indentations and the non-uniform terrain made cycling more thrilling. aha. but i was kinda worried i might lose control of the bike. oh. not to mention it hurts the butt bad. sakit pantat seh. haha. next time cycle bawak seat sendiri.

it was fun. i wanna go again!
(:
coool!

HULLLOO.



oh. this whole week has been busy nak mampos.


haha. like real.


but yeah, been busy with tutoring. i really need to help my tutees, all the way.
their o level exams are so near. i dun need a teropong to see it coming. but i think they need it la. make it a teropong gajah!

besides that, i've been busy helping alex pack his stuffs. walao wei. some ppl somehow forgot that im a fren and not a maid!!! and some ppl fgt that i need the ladder to reach for the things on top of the cupboard. some ppl.. hai..
oh! and some ppl has a collection of 5698323496 little planes that i strongly feel, contributes to a massive waste of storage space. serap abok seh benda2 gitu. and he insisted that we 'wipe every single piece with wet cloth'. however, i felt the easiest way to clean them is to rendam the whole fleet dalam baldi, which we did in the end. hahhh.


next, last monday i went for the uni medical check up.
met up with shah and harvin.
hopefully i wont be called back for the urine test.
and we all had something to say bt the consultation with the doctor, hadnt we?
hahhhaha. FUNNY.

last thurs was my last day at work.
if u saw on tv how a character leaves his office on his last day of work, u'd see him carrying boxes of stationery, files or potted plants. but for me, when i left the office, i looked as if i just came back frm shopping! haha. i had 2 bags full of chocolates and other confectionery and many other little gifts from collegues. by 4.30 pm, (my work ended at 6) i was already walking ard the office, offering cookies and socialising with the staffs for most highly probably the last time. i was a little sad, but i was happier that i have more free time now. encouragements and encouraging appraisals were so overwhelming. (cheh cheh)
it was altogether a great experience for me to be working there. i learnt a lot. and i feel very fulifilled that im very much appreciated there. thank you.
" when u become rich and famous one day, don forget us here. we wont forget u. and we haf ur picture with us, u cant run away"
haha. yes.



















and today, i went out with kak sha. bought my birthday present. (: an advanced birthday present. thanks.




and tmr will be cycling day! greaat.
and i hope punets dearest will enjoy the ndp preview.
so they both can catch mr policeman in action. in his no.1 uniform lah sehh.


and nizar got his posting already. npco alpha div. alpha list also can. hahah.
all the best duddde! and yeah, for the 39thousandth time, take care!

hullo.


its already july.
subhanallah, how fast time passed.
without even noticing it, i have already worked at dufry singapore for almost 5 mths.
and that i haf been holidaying for almost 7 mths.
time flew so fast, that the last time i held a hockey stick was 6 mths back.
oh my oh my. cant the time pass any faster?
last day of A levels till now. waaah. if i were a pregnant mother, my kid would have been THIS big. ok. watever. some ppl haf put to me that im becoming more merepek. oh wells.


btw, i caught Ungu Violet just now.
i know, cerita tu macam dah basi gitu, but i've just discovered the vcd in my bro's rm.
ok, im not a fan of romantic films, but this one really pressed the right button.
i actually, kental-ly, went awwwwwwww. and my smart gp-oriented responding skills (yeah right!) flickered off, and the only words i uttered were..awwww. so sweet!
serious la. when lando held kalin's hand, i felt so excited. like as if i was kalin. i knoe! how kental of me. hahhaha. but that very scene reminded me of HIM. HE who held my hand without my permission. kinana.haha. ok, back to ungu violet. it portrays such a wonderful side of love, which, sadly, never quite exist in this real, not-so-spherical world.hai..love sucks.
hahaa. cheh cheh.




oh, now that GSS is almost/already over, my shopping mood has just arrived.
what only rite? i knoe.


oh, and shah is such a nice girlfren to my bestfriend. haha. funny ah u.

hullo. ..

pretty sunday morning. (:(:

hullo.


i reached hm last nite,and saw a stuffed toy/cat and a box of chocs on my bed.
i was wondering badly who in this true blue world gave me that.
surprise surprise. its alex.
i know theres something fishy.
someting not right. errrk
so this morning we met up.
we discussed things over a packet of nasi bungkus.
and we were so immature.
ok. and I WAS so IMMATURE.
my bad. im sorry. im a selfish friend.
i wanted him to make decisions that i thought will make ME happy.
i wanted him to do what I thought i WANT him to do.
and i couldnt control emotions.
i felt so guilty after saying those words i shdnt.
me and my mouth.
im sorry.
and then we had aeons of silence.
and then, we somehow worked things out in the silence.
and then we went into macdonalds and bought hotcake meals.
and we flooded the pancakes with excessive syrup.
i just wanted to puke. sambal goreng, rendang, hashbrown and hotcakes.
muaak seh. but i finished the whole meal. achievement ok.
haha. and thats it.
we are frens again.
thats wat i like bt guys. haha.

so alex dearest will leave singapore on the 9th august. the unforgettable national day. he'll join his family at washington dc. he'll start sch next yr at georgetown university. i haf no idea where that uni is, but i guess its at washington there la. and he's attending the Mc Dunno (haha. i dunno how to spell) School of Business. all the best dude!



alrite. i better get going now. byeeee!