hullo!


after 3 days of sleeping, i woke up today.
i did my schwork before i watched tv. (:
so now the ns guys are telling me to study la, be focus la. bla bla bla.
haha. i will wait n see what is it like for them in 2 yrs time.
muahahhaha.


on my way home jus now, i tuned in to bbc.
the news i heard was heart-breaking.
just a few months ago, Lebanon was doing okay.
and now, everything has fallen apart.
everything.
the development that they struggled to achieve since the end of the civil war in 1970s was all wiped off within a few.. days?
its heart-wrenching.
and the worst part is, there are still live bombs planted everywhere, by the israelis.
how horrible is thatt? terokk. so terok!
and i terribly dont get it why, now that all (ok, some of) the destruction has taken place, then! 60 countries, and 4 major organizations decide to help?
what the hell? why not before it all happened?
wei he? wei he?
60 countries and 4 major organisations are afraid to go against the super power. so they waited till everything is clear, then they react.
u know, its like u see ur fren being bashed up by some big bullies. u obviously wouldnt dare to go up n aksyen kuat n save the day. so u wait till the tootheads leave, then u rescue ur friend.
but still? these countries n world bodies are capable of doing more than tt.
correct me if im wrong.
and to the hezbollah's leader, get a life! an apology after so much lives lost? u are definitely smarter than tt.
abduction of 2 israeli soldiers = excessive n unnecessary deaths and devastation.
now, tell me, should the LHS be equal to the RHS?
haiii..





oh well.
no school tmr.
and my my dad is so far away in thailand now.
i miss him. :(
i really do.
i haf no one coming into my room to ask me 99 qns bout 99 things.
i haf no one coming into my room to stare at my computer screen while i do my usual things.
i haf no one coming into my room to take my hairbrush n brush his hair even when i've said nooooooo!!
hai hai.

hullo!!!


im terribly running out of energy right now.
however, im gonna exercise later, to revitalise. (:

anyway, school has been great.
(:
the after-sch has been great too.

the "reunion dinner" i had with pei lee, besse and gaya was superb!
the old jokes and the catching up somehow restored the fading camaraderie.
we've come to realise how majestic this friendship is, built on a lot of sharing, care and love. (:
we're communal creatures and we cant do it all by ourselves. we need to find 3 or 4 or 6 ppl and meet them once a week.


lynn visited NUS today.
and as a host, i've failed to portray NUS as a full-of-cute-dudes campus.
hahaaa. im jk. well apparently, my 'sensors' are defective.i cant sense/detect presence of 'cute guy(s)'. hahhaha.

shah: oh. i just saw my cute guy.
nurul: huh? where?
shah: huh? he was standing behind/beside u!
nurul: what? where is he now?
shah: hmmm. dunno. walked away alr.
nurul: haiyaaaaa..

lynn: did u see just now? the 2 guys.
nurul: huh? which one?
lynn: just now walked past us.
nurul: oh. i saw them. y?
lynn: cute.
nurul: what? aiya, i didnt see their faces!


oh anw, lynn and i ended up watching spongebobsqpants in the central lib just now.
so much for wanting to study/ do project. bahahahahaha..


ok. im totally rambling. i should shut up and get on with life.

HULLLo!



hows your weekend so far?
mine's been great.
haha. yes.

oh yes, pls, dont ask me what (hmwk) did i do yesterday (or any saturdays).
this is simply because, i dont do sch stuffs on saturday.
SO. please dont ask, u'll either get a disappointing answer (as i haven done the tutorial and therefore cant help u with it yet) or i'll feel guilty (which i most prolly wont)
ok. enough brackets laaaa.


i went to marina sq yesterday.
and i was so jakun n impressed nak (hampir) mampus.
the last time i went there, errm..ok, i cant rmb, but it was different.
that place has everything under one roof, a big one that is.
from an all-white giordano to longines. wahha.
everything is there. (:

anw, that isnt the highlight of yesterday.
i met up with besse, yongchuen,seemanti, cool fren ngiap and xin ying for dinner.
HAHAH. i love the company man.
intellectual, witty, intrusive and blasphemous.
omg. we talked bout everything. from ns to life firing to peacekeeping to RM vs USD to genetics to chi+indian=? to credit/debit cards to controversial politics to scholars to 'u're not a christian, I AM the peep-ing christian!' to oxford university to 'aah! u're a freaking loser'.
2 scholars, one straight As certified boy, one SUPER busy rich girl, one blur girl and a me.


i am so looking fwd to next wk.
super planned. (sort of la)
monday: cycling with lynn?
tuesday: dinner with minachee, sugar pei lee n bessie thum. n the father leaving for bangkok. :(
wed: crassshhh ahh. (:
thurs: ok. its a free day! (banyak punya free eh..)
fri: crassshhh ahh. (: ( : (:
sat: HTA opening ceremony?
sunday: sch. haha.
wat irony.


since i sense tt i'll be quite free, i've kinda made plans.
wahah.
i must attend a religious class (with ustazahs who wont fair my conduct)
i must join a cca. (: (: mcm betul jee.
i must play sports. wooohoo. score some goals n kick some balls.

hullo(:


the study/belajar/doing hmwk/reading/dont-disturb-me period has started.
and i really appreciate it if u dont nag bout me spending my day in my room.
what? u want me to read my notes in the kitchen?
this gives me a perfect reason to not study at home, at least i wont be in my room.
hai..i dont get it.
belajar je lah! itu je yg kau tau.
ouh. whatever la eh. thanks for the motivation.

hullo.



i want youuuuu. wooohoo. electrico rocks ah.
when u come back baby, u just look back, and saaaay aiiiiiiiiii waaaaaaaaaaant youuuuu.

yes, im watching singapore idol. i hope voters make the right choice this time.
"dignified exit"? u know what, we shouldnt kutuk the contestants who dont deserve to be in the competition. it is really not them who decide to stay. its the viewers' votes.


ANYWAY, congratulation to someone. haha. dah dapat licence nampakkk.. (: (:


today was great!
met up with 1/4 of the hockey team at munchie monkey just now. i wonder which of them will be chosen to b in the floorball team. (sidetrack a little: theres another floorball trial this friday. 100++ stick-and-ball enthusiasts came for the previous trials.) hurhur. absence of aunty bell n audrey was greatly felt just now and my stalker wai ching wasnt there too. cos they are all at ntu! hai. nvrtheless, 1/4 is better than nothing. so it was shah, me, minah ari, captain den, bugger azra and sister mary-grace liew. haha!


alright, i cant seem to tag on my own tagboard. so here's the replies.

fafa: u are officially invited. haha.but to what?? and yes, telepathetic ah. ;p

farah: weee. mana ada memalukan? pool takpe. jgn swimming pool. haha. ok .lame. farah nak gi main pool tak?? anw, whats ur blog? share la sikit.

suliyati: yeah! betul tu suli. as long as we dont break the rules, its perfectly fine. just like "clubbing", with all girls and no guys and no sinful intentions, just like THAT night. hahaha.

sly: yah.. cess plays futsal for afy team.tt time amalina said. haha. u knw amalina not? hhaaha.




alright im listening to hady singing now. omg, i can imagine nazerul singing like tt. haha.
ok dah. hady dah start nangis..



pool tmr! (: (:

hullo!

second week of sch! (:
saw azra, budi and cheryl just now at the forum. (?)
just last saturday, i smsed azra to ask why i hadnt seen her in sch at all. haha.

ANYWAY, this wednesday! hockey girls lunch. MUST GO. (: (: (:

something interesting happened just now.
it was 11.02am, i was stuck in an organic chem lecture.
and with a fixed concentration span of 62mins,
i fell asleep after the time's up.
3-4 mins later, fanah nudged me. ish!
i woke up and i was BORED.

so i took my phone out

one message received.

msg from nizar.
:ain! i super bored too. the ppt slides add up to 135 slides.. :(

i was shocked la. super bored TOO? haha. what? was there some kind of telepathetic bw us?
hahh.


anw, i wanna do sports. and i dunno if nus offers recre soccer.
maybe i shd just join the afy soccer trainings.
can see cess. haha.
k dah.

hullo.




today's great! (:
no tuition. and we'll be having an n.a.f meeting later.
since gang member fizah seems to be all stressed with sch, i decided to let her hair n teeth lose.
hahha. love u fizah! (:


yesterday was great too.
ayu got engaged to some guy i don know.
she looked really gorgeous yesterday.
and, the makciks were busy gossiping bout siti nurhaliza and datuk K.
i didnt know they have THAT MUCH to talk bt this couple.
makciks oh makciks.


after that, i met shah, adib, nizar, khairul, hafiz and ali.
weeeeee. we played pool. shah must be really happy cos yesterday was her first time.
haha. somehow, adib felt tt shah should just duduk dapur masak, tak payah main pool.
and i was a hopeless coach.

anw. i want to play pooool again!!

3 policemen, one erm..bird? and 2 pretty girls. (:

after tt we went for dinner. great! i love the company a lot. and i've found the right policeman! in-charge of yishun!! i neeeed him badly! hahha.
and yes, being a policeman makes more sense than being a soldier. period.
oh. and i cant go out with nizar too often now. haha.
anw, take care guys. u know its not easy being a policeman.
u know i know.




alright, i gotta go now.
haf a great sunday frens. (:

hullo!



today's a great day so far!
i planned to sleep after subuh this mrning. BUT, i actually went jogging all the way to sembawang shopping centre and back hm.
ok, i made tt sound far, padahal its less than 2.4km i think. padahal padahal.

once i reached home, i balloted for tutorials. so kiasu can. hullo its balloting.
and i dont know why i was so kiasu to ballot first, before others.
initially i was planning to drop my SEA politics mod, but i realise i really like it a lot.
(: (: so i dun think i'll drop anything this sem. sems rite. *hmmm

oh, did i say i studied after breakfast? wakakak. ok. i studied okaay. 2 3 lines pun jadikan?




to island: congrats! u've passed ur tp. (: (:
to alex : tag me when u read my blog laa. wah lao!
to bessie thum : waffles day next next wk. (:
to ayu : congrats, i'll be there for the ceremony. (: (:
to shah : I STILL CANT INSTALL MICROSOFT OFFICE into my lappy!!
to nizar : don fall sick ah. n drive well. tokyo drift lah sey. (:
to punets: when's the next movie/dvd/vcd day?
to kak sha : hjh maimunah on the 2nd of sept? can?
to yong chuen : lunch next saturday! weeeee.
to someone : va-peep-peep. wahhaha. ok. dah.

hulllo.




life's been great. alhamdulillah.
school's okay. im beginning to familiarise myself with everything.
like location of LTs, routes to take or shuttle service. blablablah.

oh and yesss. this whole thing is pink. don even ask why.
it might change to philange tmr. if that is even a colour. hah


ok, back to sch.
lectures have been pretty informative and that drives me to be more attentive.
haha. ok ok. the first part is validated, the attentive part..go figure.

anyway, i talked to lynn last nite bout friendship and all.
conversation safely evolved around her friends and my friends.
and then, we suddenly found ourselves talking bout us.
and its funny that after 12 yrs of friendship, we still do have our complications.
and the best part is, we've decided that if are not happy with each other, we'll say it.
cos, no matter what, those little things will not affect our friendship. (: (:
kakakakakeekeekee.



anyway, alex emailed me. haha. and see what he wrote at the lastlast part:
Boys go to college to develop the mind, girls go to college to catch them before this happens.

hahha. mereps.

hullo.



k. fast game.



first day of school was good.
some students came all dressed up to the nines, and some.......hahha. takpe. haha.
i came 5 mins late, early enough to catch the 'intro of myself' powerpoint slide by the lecturer.
first lecture was aight. (:
the second lecture was supposed to be more exciting as it was an organic chem lecture.
but, i ended up sleeping. hurhurhur. the lecturer mangkuk seh,he didnt know tt he could use the mic or something. however, half an hour before it ended, he taught some new things. (:
after tt?
we went to the students' louge and boy was i shocked tt we actually had to whisper in the students' louge! (???) hahha. back in aj's students' louge,nexus, we blasted off music frm the old school hi-fi set. then we laughed so loud that we drowned the music. then we'd play caromn and make unnecessary noises. haha. anw, a few minutes after that, a group of girls came in to pool. cool.
but i think they played one game only and they had to let another grp of guys took over.
hahh.hahaaa.
oh. u know what, i've just lost my train of thoughts..haha. well tts all then.

















anti-steaming song works!
loves itt. (:

hullo.



school starts tomorrow.
weeee...
and i cant believe so many ppl bothered to sms me,
wishing me luck for tmr. hurhurhur.
its school, not exams.yet. but thanks anyway. (:


my timetable is not very packed.
and im thankful for tt.
i love free time, and i dont understand why some ppl dont. hahah.
got free time, go library read books lah sey. or read comics. or slp! or explore the area ard school. or get out of sch and go somewhere else.


i'll blog bt my first day of sch tmr, insyaAllah.
(: (:

hullo,




I wonder if you know
How they live in Toyko
If you see me then you mean it
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Tick, Tick, Tick)
Fast and furious (Tick, Tick, Tick)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkwiI5E0sCc


haha. i had punets singing that for me. style ah.


i have a black book!
and im so excited to write in it.

and tmr sly's playing against ntu.
go all the way ah star player. kick some balls.
i would love to go catch the match.
then can see see ppl. heheh.

eh just now we saw the careless whisper guy.
i will try my best *whispers*


alrite thats all
now its time to get back to the conference call.
weeeeeeeeeeee..

hullo.


weeeeeeeeeee... im chatting with mighty nurul now.
and the wind is blowing hard again.
but since i have a cyber company, the fear factor is kinda reduced.
and we're super hyper. if u put us a orchard rd now, we'd be at mustapha centr in 3 mins time.
hahha.


anyway. i was browsing thru friendster, when i saw an old friend's profile.
married.
so i thought..mentel, baru bf gf dah nak main kahwin2..
then i looked further.
further.
then i discovered the truth. WAHLAOO. he is seriously married ah.their family picture left me speechless. so speechless.
and they haf a child. an adorable son, who resembles his mum.
what amazed me is that, back in school, they were not even close. and now, they are married.
ishsshhh jodoh pertemuan is soo di tangan tuhan.
which set me wondering, will i get married to some guy i nvr thought of marrying? haha.
ish ishhhh. seram.


alrite. school's starting soon. at last. at last.
but sch starting will mean that my stoning activity will activate itself actively.

i miss my aj days.chool, exams, prelims.Alevels.
those times when i struggled to stay awake in phy lectures.
those times when i struggled to copy math notes. (i write very slow)
those times that i struggled to see whats on the screen.
i miss hiding in the library with peilee when we skipped lectures.
i miss mugging outside the library.
i miss threatening the ppl from PointX (some shop in sch).
i miss begging pei lee to finish my food for me.
i miss asking minachee to charge my phone for me.
i miss fooling ard with mr lim.
i miss gg ard sch smacking meowjiat's forehead.
i miss saying hello like budak belo to mr mohan.
i miss my blue jacket.
i miss gg near the drain to collect tennis balls.
i miss turbo-ing to the canteen during the common breaks.
i miss waving at friends along the corridor.
i miss my lockers. both legal n illegal ones.
i miss saying hello to my juniors with my cheeky face. hah!
i miss sleeping in class during the free periods.
i miss singing stupid songs with besse.
i miss sitting at the pe dept and watch the action in/near the field
i miss listening to hazel's ah pek cough.
i miss making milo for the 'clique'.
i miss studying in the lib, with the belos qn-ing me bt who i like.
i miss talking to azra and he clique outside lt1.
i miss skipping the revision lectures.
(i skipped almost all the lects, patut ah results A level pun bagos.hurhur)
i miss the last minute data transferring/sharing before chem tutorial starts
i miss mugging with nizar in the lib during the hols.
i miss disturbing makla with her mentel hairclips n mentel dangly earrings.
i miss arguing with the makcik jual nasi to put less rice on my plate.
i miss sneaking behind stj and pinching her ears with my cold fingers.
i miss bitching bt that teacher who said we wanted to show off our hp n ipods.
i miss wednesday tie days.
i miss seeing bestfren adib in the lib, where he'd be doing karangan on perkahwinan. hahha.
i miss taking showers at the pe dept after out pe lessons.
i miss dey! dey! wat la dey! with vijay n the tl clan.
i miss playing some stupid games at the nexus (students lounge)
i miss seeing zhiguang doing the chicken dance, wahakkaka. funny seh.
i miss jojo blur sotong face. walao, benzene ring is a hexagon. he drew a pentagon n claimed that the answer was wrong. hahha.
i miss disturbing hong zhou n pei lee, and then getting a tight butt-whack for doing so.
i miss seeing florence turns red when she's confronted in whatever ways.
i miss seeing mr ong for counselling.
i miss teasing steam and have here diao-ing me like theres no tmr.
i miss standing in front of the class to present my answers.
i miss being the pd representative.
i miss writing love notes to minachee.
i miss making fun of weird juniors. haha..
i miss the nicknames that my 'clique' gave to ppl.
i miss having shah bugging me for notes. hahha.
and lastly, i miss the bookshop uncle!


ok. im sleepy now.




my 1 yr old fren smsed me just now to tell me that he might not be able to reply my sms till sunday. all the best dude for ur test at tekong. (:


enjoy ur day ahead friends. (:

hullo.



good morning glory.
theres no howling wind, no scary sounds of the wind battering the windows tonight.
theres only the kental and emo me, thinking bout things i never bothered thingking abt, all my life.


when a friend leaves, do i look fwd to the future, hoping to see him again? or do i look back at the past, since future seems vague, and the present holds nothing, but his absence.
im scared of people leaving me, but maybe i shd learn to get used to that. afterall, dlm kubur pun nanti kena survive on my own per. hurhur.
anyway, all the best good fren! u wont find kari babi buah keluak easily ther. hahhaa. u know tt.



oh. ANYWAY. some friends who read my blog thinks/thought im dating someone. hhaa. no okay. im not. (: cfm. hahhha.
call me weird (or anything thats sounds like weird), but i just dont like the idea of having a boyfriend..and dont u even think of asking me why. and dont worry. i do like boys. hahhaa. ok. dah mereps.




anw, monday was great. (: and i didnt slp while watching the movies. steady ah ain. i wish we had caught more than 2. haiyaaa. next time maybe.
and tuesday, was nice. watched some indon virgin dvd with punets at the lib. lynn and i was stupidly laughing at some funny words (ok, we think its funny), while sly n shida semangat belajar for test. haha. rabak. ni semua budak IT ah ni, blaja mcm mana nak hack.

oh, met up with fizah after tt. (another budak IT...) then the 3 of us headed to j8 where we wasted our precious time on friendster. walao wei. i nvr knew friendster can be tt useful wehn it comes to entertainment. hahhaa. berg dok. haha.and to amimi. we all love u man. no matter how sad life is..we mizz ur jokez. and we juz want to make u happy. thatz all. (: (:


and today, hafiz will be the happiest person. no more ndp after this. woohoo. and so, he can spend more time with the loved ones during the weekends. ;)


happy birthday singapore! maybe i shd go catch the fireworks later.

hullo..


its sunday today. the 6th of aug.
and someone's leaving on the 8th.
i was wondering if i shd send him off.
the more i wondered, the more he said no.
hahhaha. yeah. i think i shdnt.

anw, im very excited to share with everyone what i gave him as a "parting gift".
its a lovely notebook, that i wish i can keep for myself.
i dunno why, but when i flipped the pages of the notebook, i felt like crying seh.
its like what i gave adib n za last last yr. but this one has more more personal touches.
almost all the pages are filled, sparing only a few for him. hahha. so much for a notebook.
and im happy, coz he likes it. a lot. (: (despite the selekeh-ness and kental-ness of the cover..haha)

alrite. click yesterday was nice. great company too i must say. it was heartwarming to meet the old frens. now, this info, u guys cant miss: TAUHID IS SO SLIM, OH MY GOD, AND IF U TOTALLY DONT RECOGNISE HIM,U'RE TOTALLY FORGIVEABLE..SERIOUS.
hahah. get the idea?
after the movie, the guys headed home and bessse and i went to esplanade to catch the fireworks. it was way spectacular than the one we saw during the ndp preview. and, i think, i might wanna go there again on national day. anybody interested??





alright. thats it for now. enjoy ur sunday friends.
u know i love u all.
(:

hullo.

its the 4th of august.
27 days to september. everyone has (should have) a reason to anticipate it.
i have mine. whats urs?
(: (:

i feel the love.
im a lucky person. thanks Allah.
thanks for everything.
for the smiles, for the friends, for the love.
for the tears, the loneliness and the pain.
i feel loved.




i feel the love.
and i cant wait for tmr.
movie/pool with minachee gaya, bessie, steam, nizar and TAF tauhid. trim and fit. jgn main2 ah.huahuahua.

oh anyway, nizar started his driving lessons already. his after-lessons whine made me laugh. haha. chill ah dude. im so scared he'll get all stressed and contribute to the number of "NSman commiting suicide while on duty due to inability to cope with stress ".
haha. i think i can list down all the complains he complaint to me. no trainer, eyes pain, blurred vision, everywhere go slp, no life, childish squadmates, dusty first level room, bright lights, boredom, migrane...ZZzzzzzz. haha. ok. ANYWAY. just pass the tp quickly la.

aaaaaannd. i bumped into bestfren adib yesterday.
i thot i was the only one on a secret date. haha. 3% of me was kinda disappointed that he spent his free time with other ppl but me. hahha. but 97% of me was very happy to see him after so long..


i bought my lappy today and i wished i hadnt said no to cousin syawal when he offered to come down to help me with it. the whole thing was heavy mcm kerbau overweight seh. haha. ok. merepek. luckily shah was there.thanks cheeky *peeep*. haha. k dah.

oh! n tt reminds me of something. haha. someone saw me in sch jus now and didnt wanna come say hi. takper..








alrite. miss punet picking me up later.
loves itt.

hullo!

today was a fool-filled day.
greaaatt!


my day started real early.
8am. (3hrs of slp only beb!)
i met up with pei lee n bessie for badminton.
gosh, it felt great seeing them again.
its like, almost every moment of last 2 yrs was spent having them ard.
hence, their absence now leaves a big hole in my heart. figuratively. hehe. DUH.
great friends they are.

anyway, badminton was splendid. ran here n ran there.
i love that sweaty feeling man. haha.
oh, i REALLY need to get a new pair of running shoes.

after badminton, i rushed home n got changed to meet my punets-lynn and sly.
we headed to bugis to catch the lake house.
despite the post-movie confusion n arguments, we settled upon one thing- the dog was cute. hahahaha. enough said.

we bowled after that. funny can. haha.
the pictures we took, carry 100000 meanings. haha
i'll put them up soon.


ok. im so tired rite now.

hullo.


im still up. i know. its late.
the only reason y im still up is because im waitng for tt stupid thing to dl its stupid self.
aaaaand. my com cant dl the attachment i received from fir. that sucks.

i cant wait for weds. i just wanna have fun. movie n bowl with punets. what more can i ask for?
and i cant wait for fri too. /whee


anw, i saw this BK coupons lying ard on the coffeetable.
so i took it and i tore a big portion of it.
BK breakfast. so i was like, this for this week,this, next week, and this the next next.
then suddenly it dawned upon me that... there'll be no a next or nextnext week. :(
my only bk breakfast partner will no longer be ard. i will no longer wake up at 8.30am on sundays. i will no longer have anyone to eat bk breakfast with me. my..im really sad. i will miss u alex. no more jln lengkok sembawang partner. no more suppers.

things i'll nvr forget..

him : eh, go find a boyfriend la.
me : wat? wat boyfriend? i have a husband alr. hahhaha.
him : eh stupid. i am serious la.
me : how dare u stupid me, stupid??!
him : abeh angry..

him : eh, i waiting down here. *peep* hot. quick ah.
me : wait la. i need to bathe first.
him : walao. no need la.

him : lets go makan.
me : makan ur head! i got exam tmr.
him : makan ur head? makan ur mouth ah!
me : abeh angry..hm delivery ah. can can?
him : talk so much. wat u want?
me : haha..ok. chicken rice.
him : at nite eat so much. later fat i dunno. HHAHAH.
me : ha-ha-ha.

me : eh, are u paying for me?
him : wah..asking me bonus qn.
me : im serious la u cuckoo.
him : cuckoo? since when u ever pay?
me : haha.
him : haha. yalor. i dunno why i always pay.
me : thanks. i love u babe.
him : walao. hahhaa.


(: (: love u babe. hahhaa.