hullo!!!


guess what? guess what?
exams in less than a month time lahhh seh!
yeahh.. actually, i do enjoy sitting down and studying for hours.
but recently, i've lost the excitement of doing so.
all i did was to highlight lines and read them without having any stay for long in this peanut-size brain of mine.
urrrgh. and the best part is.. ok, theres no best part.


alright. here comes the goood news!
KEM KEMBARA 2006 -part II is here!
hahaa. ok, im obviously very excited abt it la.
since im the project director, i'll decide who be in the organising com and who'll be invited! haha. ok. so bossy.
anw, kem kembara is for both aj J1s and J2s and invited frens.
it'll be full of fun and excitement.
food.adventure.fun.late nights.
it'll be in late dec or early jan.
more details later, on our official blog.
be there or be square!

k dah. before i get toooo excited and forget the tragic fact that i have an essay to start on, i better stop here.


anw, fizah and sly, i miss u!
*digs nose*

hey. second post of the day!

anw. i just feel i need to blog this down, like if i dont, i'll feel that life is incomplete and that i will not sleep and snore well tonight. haha. i know what i just said is not funny, but waddeheck.

alrite, next monday, 30thoct marks a super important day.
organic chem test!!
plus presentation for statistics and ms hari raya gathering.
(meeting kak rufaihah! (: (: )
oh. and submission of SEApolitics essay (: (: (:

31oct,tuesday: the 'clique' will be coming over for raya celebration!

1stnov,wed: submission of intro to computing project. (: (: (: (:

3rdnov,friday: submission of islam and contemp. malay studies

8thnov,wed: Afizah's birthday. (: (: (:

10thnov,fri: Syafiah's birthday (: (: (:

12thnov,sunday: jln raya with borats&co. haha.

13thnov,monday: statistics quiz.

17th/18thnov,fri/sat: theatre;melayu.com.sg.at esplanade with shai.

after tt, come the exams and...


holidayy!!

(: yesssah. thats how fwd looking i am.

hullo!



hari ini saya rasa sungguh gumbira.
alhamdulillaaaah.
hahaaaahaa.



ok la. i just want the test n essay to be over.
lepas tu, kita bole berpataiiii.


alright, i shall blog more useful stuffs next time.
till then, take care n love life everyone!


raya pictures up soon. (:

hullo!!

last day of ramadhan. :(
raya? why come so fast?????!


anw, i got this email just now:

ASSALAMUALAIKUM SEMUA :)
DAH JANGAN FIKIR-FIKIR LAGI, THIS WEDNESDAY SEMUA ORANG PAKAI BAJU KURUNG PERGI SEKOLAH.
PAKAI BAJU KURUNG OR TAKNAK GENG. SEMUA ORANG MESTI CONFIRM LAWA/HENSEM PUNYA. KITA AMBIL GAMBAR RAMAI-RAMAI. NAK BAWA KUIH, KETUPAT,LAUK-PAUK, BUNGA API, MERCUN (OK MERCUN JANGAN BAWA, KITA BUKAN KAT JB) SUKA HATI BAWALAH. TAPI BAJU KURUNG JANGAN LUPA.
Actually kan, baju kurung is meant for girls only. Guys wear baju melayu, not baju kurung. That's the correct usage, according to Warna. Only that in Singapore, we use the two terms so often they somehow become confused and became interchangeable. But in Malaysia, they still use baju melayu. Hahaha I bet not all of you know this.
ONCE AGAIN
WEDNESDAY 251006,
BAJU KURUNG OR ELSE...
I bet some of you had already made plans for this already. Just to let everyone join in on the fun too. Hope you all don't get so much Hari Raya First Day Hangover on the lontong and ketupat and rendang and lodeh such that you can't even wake up on Wednesday, what more go to school!
ok dah. nak belajar.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MINAL AIDIL WAL FAIZIN WAL MAKBULIN.

Sorry kalau terkasar bahasa. Maaf zahir batin dunia walakhirat.



Regards,
Fairuz (med yr1)

i can like imagine how this guy would say all these.
anywaayyyyy.
i wasnt supposed to get this email.
but haha. now tt i got it, i might as well wear baju kurung on wed.
plus im gg raya after tt.
siiiian. im not excited abt it at all.

i haven been doing well with my essays. i haf organic chem to study. god knows how many million chapters i have to study for that. maybe im partially dead. but giving up is not in my vocabulary. (cedebahhh)

anw, i haf lecture at 8: check out the time (points to the bottom of the entry). as u can see,
i haf declared today a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!


i bloghopped and realised how different (and tremendously difficult) raya is for some ppl.. made me realise how foolish and selfish of me to complain abt life just because i haf test and essays to write! and because of my excessive-forever-postponed assignments, i complain tt raya wont be fun this yr and i get angry at my bros for making our family a less wonderful one. what were u thinking ain?
some ppl have to face worse.
they sit at the dining table only to see no food on the table.
or they have to go thru raya with the car half-full, cos the mum and the lil bros will no longer be there.
or, they dont even get to see their mum and dad, whatmore kiss and hold them tight on the morning of raya.
i should be thankful and stop complaining.
seriously, im thankful that there are strong ppl out there who blog abt their tough fight. u read those and im sure u'll be moved.

hullo.


ooh. doncha think mcfly is the flyest thing?
they make good music and their live performances were fantastic!!
[then again, they are frm UK. think oasis, muse, the chevrons! spice girls! haha. (spice girls?) or artic monkeys who performed at baybeats. good music and performance i must say.]

im watchin their music videos on youtube. so stress-relieving.
i remember we sang their songs on our way back to sch after trainings.
(: (:


-when u're down, and lost, and u need a helping hand, when u're down and lost along the way. try a little harder, try ur best to make it thru today. tell urself..i'll be okay..(:

oh, and dont tell me u guys did not get all excited when their 'all about you' got played like 24 times on radio when it was first released..

oklah. i shdnt be here talking bout all these!! i have seapolitics essay lah sey. k dah.

hullo.

good morning!
dzul's in the plane right now. hope he'll haf a safe journey there and come back in one piece.
amin(:

anw, the reunion iftar today was great!
haha. my mentel partner was there. its fun to just hang out with the girls but our plan to lepak till 1.30am tak menjadi cos we haf sch tmr. siaan.
and the belos were sort of missing in action during the sharing session. hahaa. (and i realise im quite good at keeping my stories to myself) hahhah.
but the meeting was kinda short. yeah, didnt really get to talk to the guys. but its nice to see them again. specifically tauhid ah. hhahaha.
it was nice seeing the old frens again.

ANYWAY. im so high now. thanks to the caffeine.

aaaaaaaaaaaaand i wanna go shopping.
ahahha. don give me tt face can lynn?
i need impulsive and persuasive shopping partner to make sure my shopping enthuasiasm does not die down b4 i even start buying anything.


ok. lets move on to much serious stuffs. my dad asked me if sch's fine.
i kinda disappoint him when i replied with such an excessively exaggerated demoralizing answer.
sorry la father, i am tt pessimistic nowadays. but i don really mean it. hahhah. i just want some sympathy from u. hahha.


moving on to MORE BLOODY DAMN SERIOUS STUFF.. i have so many things to do, which im planning to finish bloody a.s.ap. yeah.so that my weekends will be free shd there be anything on. (:

annnd moving on to not so serious but i dunno why i find it serious stuff, dearest syawal gg ns this dec!! i'll be sad ah. i dunno why. haiii.. oh btw, he is my cousin. not some ns guy who added me on msn or something. wakkaka.

and lastly, i realise, i shdnt be too excited bout other ppl's love life just because i dont have one. haha. cos it makes me look and sound dumb and mentel. hahhhhahhahhahhahahaaahaa.


k dah.

hullo!

the week is finally over baybeh!
if my semangat get the better of me tmr, u'll see me mugging in sch tmr morning!
ouh. central lib is surprisingly heavenly on sat mornings. quiet n peaceful.

and, i've just realised how i actually enjoy doing experiments. but of course i'll start cursing if my conical flask sank in the ice-water bath or when i rashly added ethanol "drop-by drop" (ok, i dont drop, i just squirt the whole thing la. drop-by-drop, lambat nak game) into the wrong mixture. otherwise, i feel that doing experiments give me this certain sense of excitement n joy. yessah.


and the best part of it all, u'll accidentally spill so much (corrosive? toxic?) stuffs on ur hands, but u just don bother washing them, unless ur hands start ageing or burning tt very minute.
unfortunately, the time given to carry out all the experimental procedures is rather short, hence the kelam-kabutness. u dont really get to sit there and make out the reasons why the solution turns turbid and then clears up upon addition of some other liquid..

in addition to the practical side of science, im beginning to enjoy the theoretical part too. yeahh. when u learn more, when u look at details at a micro level, things somehow appear more interesting. i mean, i've had enough of learning and memorising facts in jc n sec sch. understanding and appreciating knowledge is definitely more wonderful. cheh cheh..

k la, i am so rambling..



to everyone out there, enjoy ur weekend. (:
i cant wait for monday.

-stats test at 0800 hrs SHARP.
-updates from fanah. hahhah.
-iftar with kak sha.


and on tuesday, meeting the aj peeps for iftar!
yayy(: its been ages since i last met my mentel partner, mak lah and of course my dearest nizar.
and i've managed to convince azra to give her tutees a public holiday so tt she can join us.
ooh. wonderful!



alrite. bye!

hullo!!


19 days of ramadhan alr rite?
so fast!
and todays the 12th of oct. haii.. time passed so fast.


anw, im watching prison break rite now. now that lost has gotten lost, i can go stick my face to the tv for some other tv show. hahahh. k. merepek.plus, michael scofield is cute lah sey. hehe. the ultimate prison break, i wonder how long they'll take to escape. i think the whole idea of getting urself imprisoned to free other ppl (and urself) is so ironic. oh well. we'll wait and see.

anyway, school's been ok. i'm beginning to get used to it. haha. beginning to get used to it eh. padahal dah masuk 2 bulan seh skola. wahha. oh, but dont worry, im doing my work. a little behind schedule, but still okay.

today was a funny day. i got so hungry cos i laughed too much.
firstly was fanah's 4-names-admirer story. followed by our partnership to bully thaharah. thirdly was tharafat. haha. k. it was a fun-filled day. u know, sometime, things arent funny, but when u're in the laughy mood..u laugh till ur gums go numb.

just now a fren called to match-make me with a guy, who is 20+ yrs old. errr.. (????)
madness. and to think that she was serious about it, i just wanted to laugh and faint on the floor.
sorry eh. but im not interested in all these yet.

ok, lets get down to business.
im torn between writing on southern thailand and burma/myanmar.
and the more i think bt which one to write, and the more i read on them, the more fickled i get.
sian.

alrite, i think i shall get back to the books.
(:

hullo.



weeeeeee. lifes great.
tapi bila mau start blaja ni?


my father said tt lynn and i have been a pair of poor musafir, for breaking fast 3 days str at the mosque. haha. what only.
anw, not only did we get free food and get to save money, we witnessed and experienced many interesting things.

on thurs, got one makcik asked me to urut her. i got upah frm her for doing so. do i look like a tukang urut?! hahha.
on fri was fun too. (u know i know) n the macd supper was nice. (:
on sat, we saw one indon makcik pengsan..then got one nenek pekik..'tolong! ada org pengsan' wakakkaaa. rabak. lynn thot got pencuri. u know, like..tolong! tolong! ada pencuri! ciu ming ah! hahha. k merepek. but anyway, i was too busy eating to find out wat actually happened.

ok. now tt i've had fun, its time to hit the books. and not slp in the lib like just now. bleargh.

oh. did u all know, my father sent his spy to spy on me and lynn. to see whether we really went to those mosques. hahhahaaa. ok, the spy's my mum actually. but still!?







oh i so cant stand emotional n mushy boyfrens. not to mention clingy n possesive. if u think u're the type who
wont call me every nite to ask if i've eaten or not,
wont insist to send me hm when we go out,
wont offer to carry my bag for me(unless i need help),
wont mind me having other close guyfrens,
wont mind me excluding u from my girls outings,
wont even think bt holding my hands
wont talk to me with a fake sweet voice
wont keep singing praises of me when theres nothing to praise abt.
wont want me to meet u more than 10hrs a wk.
then, u're most prolly the one im looking for.
registration starts tmr.
wahhahhaha.

this is a private joke actually. but its a factual joke (?).
haha.

hullo

i am so shaagggged!


ok. school's been great.
life's been great.
ramadhan's been great
alhamdulillah..

anw, had iftar with lynn on thurs and fri.
haha. great!
thurs was at al-muttaqin.
and fri was at al-falah (where i saw familiar faces)

i need to go shopping.
i need to start writing my essay, so i can plan a date with dr.budi and dr. noor aisha. (is tt her name?)
i need to study for my stats cos i wanna do well.

i have so many things running thru my mind.
so many. too many.i'll just write a few down. the rest are too personal. wakakka.

thing no.1:
i wish ramadhan is more than 30 days. :(
i don like raya to come too fast.
cfm very rush from next wk onwards.
kena lap tingkap la. gosok langsir la. pasang langsir la.
lap itu. lap ini. haiya. leceh!
(ok, i've clearly displayed myself as perempuan pemalas yg tak guna. hahaha.)
actually, its not the chores that bother me. its the fact tt i'll be busy doing all those till i miss the beauty of ramadhan..yeah.
BUTT... i still wanna go shopping! (:

thing no.2
i haf MS iftar organising committee meeting later in the morning.
and i dun even know if im gg for the iftar itself or not la. haha.
btw, its on the 11th oct.next weds. PGP auditorium, function room 4. (don ask me wheres that, cos i haven been there yet) 5plus pm till late. (:


thing no.3
i realised how much (or little) i care bout whats gg on with my bros. yeahh. when the mum wants to complain things or whatever bt the bros, i TOTALLY haf no interest to listen. i switch off faster than she can even say 'do u know?' yeah. totally tak minat. and when the father nags (at me!?) about the bros, i get so fed up and i just feel like saying..err. like i don even care..like, i so totally tak kuasa.. like, dorang punya pasal laaaaalala.. thats how i feel.
hai. sian ah. seriously, dah malas seh nak ambil tahu. too long alr la. since i was sec 2 till now. i see no change in them. things get worse. and seriously and sadly, i'm beginning to give up hope to even pray for them.
yeah.


thing no.4
i should start being serious and not make a joke of everything that comes my way .
i should not try to influence others into thinking the way i do.
i should try not to talk to friends bout things as if its a matter of life and death when its not.
and lastly, i should try not to be disgusted at things others close to me find joy in.
haiya.


dah ah. nak tido.
(: (:

hullo.


its almost 3am.
and no.. i didnt stay up to finish my work, i just woke up!
omg. satu hari, i woke up like..6 times? which means i slept like 6 times?
haiyaa. tido je tau.
oh did u know, when i fell asleep in organic chem lect on monday, i actually mimpi pasal makanan la. haha. i was eating it some more. (dlm mimpi la)

anw, i have 2 things in my mind right now (actually i haf seratuslimapuluh things la..but nvm)
1. the 'southern thailand violence' presentation later.
2. whats for sahur later.

for the first one, i bet a thousand dollars that i'd end up menceceh-ing in front of the class. baik ahhh.

and for the second.. i dunno why i cared also. haha.

i was a rocker on monday according to thaharah (tho i dunno what made me rock her tt much. haha)
and on tuesday...i was a... i forgot what muni said.
anw, its so funny when ppl comment on what u wear.
(especially if their comments are totally off frm wat u have in mind)

some ppl came to sch in baju kurung y'day. cos they had iftar to attend.
so cool rite? haha. im having a 3 nights straight in a row of iftar date with lynn. thurs,fri, sat. haha. which means, i can semangatly wear baju kurung on those 3 nights! cantwaitcantwait! haha. sems.

im so looking fwd to this fri. cos i have no lessons friday. yay! but, im gonna studiously study for my stats test which will be on the 16th of oct..8am.

anw, i realise that talking on the phone till i fall asleep is not a good habit.
cos even when we've ended the conversation & we alr fell asleep, i'd wake up like 15mins later and start talking into my phone! ngigau! wakakka. mcm bodoh kan? haha. in my slurred voice i'd go: err..hey hey. heyyo..

oh. the husband will b having some kind of simulation exercise later. and hope he wont get shot, later and in the future too. ahah. i dont really know if the injuries they'd get if they were shot are as serious as those i read somewhere.i wonder if they use real guns with empty barrels..then again, who wud knoe if its not empty? hope not la eh. in the US, some trainings use real guns. haha.y go to such great lengths. walao. cant they just stick to the simple marking rounds? (is tt wat its called? ahhaa. pandai2 je aku). or just point the toys'r'us guns and go "bang bang" at each other.hahha.. ok lame. hai. altho i trust tt the training procedures are safe, i feel tt ther's still space for exceptions. like life firing the army guys go thru. i think its damn scary la. can u imagine, in ur troop, got one blur sotong. instruction says shoot to the left, but he shoots to the right. mati seh kawan yg at the right side. hahah. ok. enuff of me rambling.


hehe. ok ah. guess wat im gonna do now?
yessah. slp!

hullloo!


yeah. the one wk break, is over. :(


i cant believe its over just like tt.
without me enjoying it well.
haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa.


anw, these are what i've done for the past week.

1. i did bio. all the online quizzes and read all notes.
2. i read up on the islam n contemp malay studies and get a rough idea of what i wanna write for the essay. (obviously i haven started writing ahhh.)
3. i read up on the southern thailand issue.
4. i watched leslie. haha. organic chem webcast ah.
5. i filled up the empty spaces in my stats notes.
6. i jogged.
7. i met a few friends.
8. i talked on the phone.
9. i woke up at 12 almost everyday.
10. i tried to do my computing project. but walao. boring seh that thing. so yeah, its not done.
11. i posed for a picture with a boxster. (: (:
12. i stupidly replied a msg in a stupidly offensive manner.
13. i almost missed yet another driving lesson.


what a break. haiyaaaa. I AM OFFICIALLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO DO MY STATS TUTORIAL AND THEREFORE, I WONT BE VOLUNTEERING TO PRESENT THE ANSWER TMR.


anw, i bumped into an old fren a few days back.

fren: eh nurul! wassup babe?
myself: ehhhh!! haaaaaaii!! (my excitement was rudely interrupted)
fren: what happened to u?
fren: seriously! wassup?
myself: what?
fren: tudung and all? (looked at my tudung and looked up to the sky)
myself: what? i cant wear tudung?
fren: no! i mean, yeah! of course.. wowww.. (insaf-faced. hahha)
myself: what....
fren: great. so hows life?
myself: hahahahaha. tukar topic!