HULLO!!


IM MOVING OUT OF RIDGEVIEW RESIDENCES ON THURS, 3rd MAY. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO'S KIND ENOUGH TO HELP ME?
haha. as u all know, i have my pillow, bolster, printer, radio, cooking pan, iron, boiler, clothes, the bed mat, files, books and many more to transport. i cant do it on my ooooooowwnn..

so yeah. i hope someone will help. (: thanks.

heyy..

i had the worst dream anyone could ever dream of last nite, courtesy of that documentary i watched on cna. its about hairloss where 2 ladies were interviewed cos they had major hairloss. it was scary, they're only in their early 30s, but because they exposed their hair to many different types of chemical treatments when they were younger, they suffered balding as a result. and in my dream, i had so little hair! walao. so scary! i can so kiss the hairhighlights plan goodbye. gosh. we should all apply tonik rambut sari ayu before slp from now on.

on second thought, this wasnt the worst dream la. the worst has still gotta be the pig-chase. hehh.

anyway, since im so FREE, i managed to read thru some stuffs.
and so i found out that cancer rate in asia will increase so rapidly, that everyone will be so scared, and they'd do everything to please the cancer protein, so tt it wont activate. its scary if u ask me. cos as u all know, asia is definitely way backwards when it comes to treating diseases, what more a cancer pandemic?! whoa. do you know tt cancer kills more lives than AIDS, TB and malaria combined? yikes! we really need remedies man.

well okay, i gtg get back to revision! (: im ready im ready.

OH WAIT! does anyone here knows if Hiroshima is still at wisma? i cant believe i cant find its official website.

HULLO! (:

this is so sendok la. i was listenin to ria. then they have this tekateki thing.
binatang apa pandai masak....ular sendok! sebab dia ada sendok.
sendok betul!

ok i have a HUGE request. does anyone out there know where can i watch spongebob's episodes? i badly need to find this one particular episode : the pre-hibernation week.

and i have happily planned my days after exams! yess!

ok since mentel adib's gone for ns today (n wont b ard (online) as often as he used to), i've decided to insert this last section to commemorate this day. wakkakaka.. he wont get to read it anw.

(F) our head on collision. : ape yg 13/3 ni?
adib : aku ngan matair aku together-gether, on this date
(F) our head on collision. : eeeeeee... wahaha.. haha. kena eee seh
adib : ape..ape eeee..ee.ah? ape? klakar ape? jealous kape..huh huh huh
(F) our head on collision. : wahaha..relax sua nak jealous konon..so wats 13/3?
adib : jealous cakap..aku bleh break..hahahahha.
adib : date aku together-gether ngan fasha sandha
(F) our head on collision. : eh mentel. cakap betul2 la
adib : adelah..date to remember..
adib : kan aku bilang kau aku susah nak ingat dates
(F) our head on collision. : kau bilang aku la, nanti aku ingatkan
adib : kau pilih ah..bile nak set date kahwin
adib : hahahhaha..kwang kwang kwang
(F) our head on collision. : ya allah. lain aku tanya lain kau jawab


alrite babes. its time.. to .. sleep?
HAIYAHHHHHHHHH. no mood to study lar.

im ready im ready. (: (:

hullo!


im back home, for a study break. haha. tts an oxymoron.

anw, im so scared i have a secret rainforest in my room since i haven been home for close to a mth. and last nite when i touched my pc keyboard, i touched dust. wahhlieww. oh. which reminds me, i have to do my one mth old laundry. yikes.. but coming home is one gd thing. firstly is the food. YAY (: secondly is the warmth. yeah, at the hostel, its the heat! thirdly is the fact tt i dont have to wipe the toilet seat when i wanna sit on it. yeahh.
so i hope i can show my face ard the house for these couple of days.

alright.

HULLO.


lynn's having her debut maghrib/isyak/subuh shift today. HAHA. jangan nampak anuanu sudah ye. *wahaha* *MUAX*
and yeah. i am so bloody dying to gonj aft exams, with her and maggee. this is life. haha!

lynn: u ckp u nak i drive kan? abih kita nak gi mana?
me: pergi tempat yg u tau drive la.
me: geylang ke, sembawang, QUEESWAY ke. haha.
lynn: i mcm nak pergi ikea kat tampines. u tau mcm mana nak gi sana?
me: ohh mhmm. ahhhh.. bluupbblup.
lynn: dah dah tak payah, tak tau ckp je. nanti kita sesat.
me: HAHAHA. cos someone tak tau turn left or right. straight je tau..

jokerrr. lets bring fizah along. weeehoo.

once exams are over, which is ard one more wk, i'll be the happiest bucket on earth!
yesssah. till then, Allah please give me strength. (:

thanks Allah.

and thanks hoot woon!
gosh. WHAT LUCK!

anw, i really dont care la if Km increase or Vmax decrease or both want to remain the same. dia punya suka lah seyy. or if a snail chew, suck, grind, blend or choke on their food. i dont care. or if the slug has a head or no mouth or two anus or watever. haiyaaaaaa. BUT thankfully. thankfully, turing machine, cellular automata, fractal dimensions, bifurcation diagram, LIFE AS A COMPLEX SYSTEM is so over. ahha.


anw, its crazy, NUS is like bloody packed with students. streessssful. i was out for supper tt night and SIAOO lah! the forum was packed, like there was some kind of night bazaaar berpatai-patai. tak tau balik ke?! go home la. at home no tables ah?! ( chehh chheeh action nye aku..ahhahh).

aight. its back to the books. anw, if u guys look out of ur window, do u see a crescent? its just outside my window! i mean at night la. not like 4pm like tt. haha k dah.

hullo!!!

i feel bloody guilty. AAARGGGGHH.
i actually totally forgot bbout azra's birthday!
OMG! nvm. celebrate tgt with sq's.
MUST MUST.
gosh. how can i forget?!
aaaaaaaarggh.. haaaaaaaaaaai.
-punch noticeboard till the fists bleed-
hahaha. k nampak sah bedek.

ANYWAY..

i guess u all have alr heard bt the virginia tech shoot out. it may happen thousand miles away but it affected quite a bit. looking at how innocent lives lost.. gosh, most of them are ppl like us (maybe smarter..virginia tech leiii). freshmen, post grads, lecturers. its hard to accept. just because of one psycho, many lives have gone to waste.
with the benefit of hindsight, they should all wear bullet proof vest to sch from now on. and one thing's for sure, the firearm possession laws should be tighten. gosh, when they are evil ppl out there, u dunno what'll happen next. :(

ANYWAY.

today is the 20th april (: hehhhe.

ok watever, i gtg for lunch now.
REMEMBER: james dean once said, live your life like u'll die tmr. dream like u live forever.
hahaha. ok i cant rmb what that MSU contestant said. but its somethin like tt la.

HULLO! (:





today is a HIGH day. yeahh! (:

BUTTTTT! i wanna whine and complain ahh.
why must the SPONGEBOB SQPANTS LIVE show be in s'pore when im away?
all my excitement transformed into disappointment when i found out i cant make it for the shows.


oh well, maybe i shd put this pic up:

the blue one is with me and i hope the red one is still clean from kitty's pee.
oh well. :( :( ape sehh spongebob, dtg wrong timing.

if u guys are interested, the tickets cost $68, $48, $38. from 31st may to 6th june. (:

anyway, due to adib's request for extra attention (haha..) i shall add on to the space i allocated for him yesterday...
firstly, i havent bought him any bday present cos i suck at choosin bday presents (read: excuses)..haha. no serious.. i bought lynn a gift voucher for her bday cos i seriously couldnt think of anything to buy. hah! secondly, i dunno what else to say. words cannot describe the way im feeling. wahahha. riiight. thirdly, i think 20 is old. so he cannot go after little girls anymore. WAHAHAHAHA.
and last but not the least, (i cant believe i actually missed this in the previous post), i hope he would..he could...he would..he...wwooops. i've lost my train of thoughts! oh well, next time then.

anw, exams have started for the ntu studs ( but have ended for the sims. hmmrph!).
so all the best ntu friends! dont be stress. to the 2nd year engineerin students, lepas exams jgn sedih..haha. cos takde holiday.ahhhahha. (laugh meanly at abg faizal and utt).

k dah. back to the bks.
(: (:

HULLO (:


today's a special day. HAHA.
its my 2 indian bestfriends' 20th birthday!

firstly its pat babes birthday. gosh i miss her so much. my sec sch bestfren okay!
thru thick and thins yeah babe?
god. i miss her big time.
from ms long-fingernails leow's punishment to laura the gangster.
from mrs loh's eliza literature text to helping ur mum out of the drain.
from all the scary boyfrens and and my kenneth crush.
u know, its the kind of fren whom u can stay close with, despite the distance n time.
i promise. im so gonna meet u after my exams and give u a BIGBIGBIG hug u deserve. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING PATriser. ahhhaa. (:
send my love to sydney boy. bet he's all grown up n handsome now. tt little brat.

and secondly its adib's birthday.
what can i say. he better grow up and be good.
learn to accept good things and dont be mentel.
and learn to treat me better. hahah.sempat aku menyelit.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADIB (: (:
thanks for the penguin. ahhha. blubber-y mcm kau.

last but not the least,
its cookie's birthday too! famous amos. (:
this decent-lookin dude here sat beside me everywk during gem1900 lecture. and he'd crack some lame ass joke once in awhile. haha. and he's a thinker unlike me who sleeps all the time and only nod my head once every 30 mins.


alrite. im blogging away like exams tahun depan gitu. padahal padahal.

to PRINCESS bessie, pls dont get locked in ur palace staircase agn. hahahahahahha. bucket!

hullo (:

it has never occured to me tt hugh grant can sing..
how lovely! its interesting when a movie soundtrack is sung by the casts. like 'someday we'll know' or 'come what may'....
or like bollywood movies. eh wait, is it really their voice? i dunno. haha.

anw, after reading the sidekick's blog, i realised i miss dressing to the nines too! that, can only be done when u're out with the girls. hah. for some reasons. and for some reasons, my study mood seems faaaar across the distance and spaceeees betweeeeeen us. dang! SIAN. nalleyanu.. and for some reasons, i've been having a BIG sweet tooth recently. yess. sinful!

things i WANT right now.
1. ma, bak, home.
2. SHOPPING SPREEEE.
3. jogging!!! running shoes.
4. gonj-ing/ riding with the palz. hahhaaa.
5.long john silver
6.my malfunctioning bicycle.
7. exams to be over. haha. riiight.


k go!

MY ZOO TRIP.

so where the bloody hell are u?
-nak step the australia tourism tv ad-


did u know that animals have nationality? well kind of.
like, asian elephant, malayan tapir, californian sea-lion, african elephant, australian dinosaur.. hahaha. jus kidding!

fyi, the second picture is not the 'thirsty hippo' hippo. its a smaller version. so its like a species on its own. its called pygmy hippo. heh.

its a good trip! im gonna go there again (: (:

i am not stressed, neither am i too tired from studying.
i am just missing good times with you.
i wanna go for late night supper with you.
i miss being driven around and i hope you wouldn't get angry when i keep changing the radio channel like i always do.
i wanna hug you tonight and tell you how much i love you.
(:


today's weather waas great, dont u think? it just drew the study mood away and put in the sleepy and unrelevant fatigue in u.
i feel like hitting some coffee place, get my hot chocolate or latte, lose it in some girly magazines and gonj. hah. i realise i haven had a good lepak session for SO SO long. lepak sounds so minah la. haha.. but u readers know what i mean lah right. it means hanging out with girlfrens and talk and laugh and talk and laugh. heh. oh put in some sinful shopping! better.

Beauty Of Love

A man and his girlfriend were married. A few months later, the wife comes to the husband with a proposal: "Iread in a magazine, a while ago, abouthow we can strengthen our marriage." she offered. "Each of us will write a list of the things that we find a bit annoying with the other person. Then, we can talk about howwe can fix them together and makeour lives happier together."

The husband agreed, so each of them went to a separate room in the house and thought of the things that annoyed them about the other. They thought about this question for the rest ofthe day and wrote down what they came up with.

The next morning, at the breakfast table, they decided that they would go over their lists. "I'll start," offered the wife. She took out her list. It had many items on it enough to fill 3 pages, in fact.

As she started reading the list of the little annoyances, she noticed that tears were starting to appear in her husbands eyes."What's wrong?" she asked. "Nothing" the husband replied, "keep reading your lists."

The wife continued to read until she had read all three pages to her husband. She neatly placed her list on the tableand folded her hands over top of it."Now, you read your list and then we'll talk about the things on both of our lists." She said happily.

Quietly the husband stated, "I don't have anything on my list. I think that you are perfect the way thatyou are. I don't want you to change anything for me. You are lovely and wonderful and I wouldn't want to try and change anything about you."

The wife, touched by his honesty and the depth of his love for her and his acceptance of her, turned herhead and wept.


In life, there are enough times when we are disappointed, depressed and annoyed. We don't really have to go looking for them. We have a wonderful world that is full of beauty, light and promise.


how right! (:

anw, siapa nak makan yong tau foo $9??
hahahahh!

hullo!


i just noticed something!
hahha. i realised that soooooooooooo many kental ppl think shisha is like bloody cool.
so they have pics of them on friendster with them sisha-ing away in them.
wahhha. tak boleh angs lah seh.
sayang! melepas i tak ambik gambar tt time when my frens n i (we were all sisha virgins) sisha-ed! -sarcasm-

i think shisha is a normal thing. nothing too good or bad bt it. but.. i think its kental when u think its cool. haha. ok. thats all.

so anw, are u bored? yes? then u can go to friendster and count how many ppl have pics of them sisha-ing. heheheehehe.


and darling bittergourd got a place at pgp! yesss ah. i shall be the first to testsleep (like test drive. u know..) her room!
speaking of test drive, toyota vios has come out with its new version. it has gotten a good facelift. theres just something bout me and vios. hehh.tho im beginnin to shift my interest to yaris now. i want a car. heh. berangan.

-its like waiting for the bus in the middle of the night.
u dunno if u've already missed the last bus.
but u'll just wait cos the journey home is too long a walk-




anw, i've decided not to publish anymore bitter entries cos they'll trouble others.
hheh. thanks frens. thanks for the coffee bean company. thanks for the electronic cheer-up. and thanks for listening to me POUR/VOMIT all OUT till 3am. heh. onn-nnehh.
and my week was good nevertheless.
the macd at amk park breakfast with nizar, the shopping ard with mak la, the dinner with fizah and many others. so ain, u better stop whining.

good day everyone! (:

hullo.


good morning glory. its been a long time since i blogged tis early. hah. cos most of the time i would crawl back into bed aft subuh..

anw, i am so disappointed. my mum called me this morning to complain. and all i did was listen silently. i couldnt think of anything to say, much less to advice. i am so bloody sick of their stupid quarrels. i wish, for a second, they'd learn to be less egoistic and learn to accept the fact that we all need each other to survive. they can be so insensitive towards each others feelings and esteem. and its so unfair when i get dragged in. oh well im such a weakling, all i'll do is cry.. syawal used to tell me that crying is not neccesarily bad cos thats when u'll learn tt u have to be stronger. but obviously it aint workin on me. im not getting any stronger. im so sick of this crap. dah la my bros like that, my parents also like that. walao. im so sick and tired of being the only person in the family who nvr stop hoping..

and other relatives are being such a pain in the arse too. nak kahwin baru carik sedara. and bukannye first time kahwin! (thats mean, but i dont care)..menyusahkan org betul. kalau tak pasal harta, pasal rumah, pasal anak, pasal apa2 la. asalkan ada pasal yg nak dicarik.. whoaaa.. "go eat shit and dielah". i mean, dont u ever. ever feel guilty when u have to put others thru trouble that u could go thru urself? i mean, its not like u were or will be there when we have our problems! relax sua..

ok i can go on and on and vent my pent-up rage and frustration here, but i shall not. i know Allah will help.. oh well. who else would right..
my morning would have been so nice with me jogging and breathin in fresh air. instead, its turned so sour and rotten that i feel like punching people. haha. no la. just kidding.

and i have sad news, i wont be able to go for adib's bday celebration/ns farewell picnic this friday. so much for the excitement and the plans. i have to be home and "layan" ppl......

tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot.




k dah.

huLLo!

(:

its late la, but im still awake and thanks to lynn and her frens, the 'dekat padamu' song is stuck in my head.. not like i know the lyrics. so the line 'dekat padamu, itu destinasiku..' keeps playin in my head. kau. its knockin my brain off the axis.

anyways, last fri my frens and i went for lunch at fratellos. not bad ah the food. tho i can action-ly *makes action face* say tt i can cook nicer sweet and sour fish. wahhahha. action bedek only.
in the evening was maulud at msjd khatijah. i just love the dzikir2 la. tho i can only rmb the 'chorus' part, the whole thing was enjoyable. like we were singing away la. worshipping is not boring! andof course, the SUSU BADAM was shiokenene la seh. drank until muak and senak. haha. but tak boleh lawan satu minachee ni la. minum tak limit2 seh. aha. next time if im free, i make for u k fanah. (: heh.

this weekend passed so fast. with a slight tinge of guilt, i lived the days without having the word 'school' in my peanut-size-brained head. malas siahh. rabak la. all i did was sleep, watch tv, cook, bake, eat, clean, stone and walk ard the house.. walked until bored and then i'd sleep.

I TERRIBLY NEED A PAIR OF RUNNING SHOES. MY LIFE IS CLOSE TO MISERABLE.. i haven jogged for countless number of wks.
and my bicycle has some problems with the tyres. :(
bad.

ok la. i shall go slp. mac breakfast in 6hrs time! yay!
(: (:

i need running shoes i need running shoes i need running shoes i need running shoes i need running shoes i need running shoes i need running shoes i need running shoes i need running shoes.