gd morning glory..

seeing the dark sky lights up is one of the nicest thing to see (:

anyway, i was reading some news online when i came across the 'founding wheel'.
for those who dont know whats that, try guessing.
guess. come on guess.
if ur answer was : a cradle (literally) where desperate mums can legally abandon their little babies without being seen and charged against, u're right!
can u believe it? as much as its a good life-saving attempt, its too much an easy way out for irresponsible mums. according to the Rome hospital, theres always an act of love behind the abandonment. mhhm. not always true huh. :( i would never give my baby away..

next news, 'first they fight them, now they friend them'. haha. u know i know ah.
US wants to befriend their enemies and help save them.
i dont really like condoleeeza, but i hope something good comes out of this.
at the same time, the friction between the sunnis n shiites is aggravating. sad la. saaaaad. haii.. but we'll never stop hoping for the miracle, wont we?

Pray together
Less fight
We better unite
As genocide chemical war
And the rich and the poor
Know that God delivers a cure -nas in 'whats gg on'

next news is closer to home.. timor leste. (xanana gusmaoo~~ mari alcatiiiiri~~..hahaha.)
in case u all didnt know, timor leste was a part of indonesia till 1999. life wasnt/isnt easy there.
go read up abt it ok. i promise their political struggle is more worth knowing compared to anuar's sodomy. hahahha..k no offence.
anw, ignorantly, i thought things are getting better there but true to form its not easy to create a new state. even after almost 8yrs.
i suddenly thought of the 'shanana' guy in my sea politics class last sem. full of disappointment and slight animosity, he told us that his country nvr really gotten any international help.
to think that they are a part of SEA..maybe we can send more than peacekeeping teams? or are we too busy with the ir...haha.

ok la. i have 2.5hrs to my 10am lecture..
study study study! (:

hullo.

its a good day(:

i prayed subuh today thinking bout nothin but lepas ni nak tidooooo.
weirdly i found myself tossin and turning restlessly on bed aft that.
i need sleeeeep.

well anyway, i decided to read stuffs..
about how the brain does affect the way u are.
u may think that u're an angry person cos u are naturally an angry person.
truth is, its the brain. yeah, if u think that the brain only stores what u want it,
its not really true. the brain does play a part in deciding what u do.
(its not like the brain's tired, so it tells e body tt u're tired/sleepy kinda thing, its more complicated than tt)
in the 1800s, there was this guy who had an accident. he suffered head injuries but survived.
the interesting thing here is tt, he became a totally different person from what he was before.
instead of his old goodboy self, he became a vulgar drankard.
its sad, just because of a little injury in a little area in the brain, the mind is affected drastically.
i guess this is similar to what i learnt in my oh so not my cup of kopi philo module. we learnt bt the Capgras' syndrome where a patient suffers some kind of memory problem.
the temporal lobe (or smthg) of the brain isnt functionin properly, hence lacking the ability for visual recognition.


ahh ok. its dinner time. bye! (:

hullo!


the weather's great and i feel like sleeeeeping. again.
anyway, i just came back from a wedding at the sembawang satay club.
it was a weird wedding i must say. i dunno why. mhmm.
anw, kak ica came to visit from goldcoast. (:
havent met her for so long and its great catching up.

last night i had a conversation with an old friend.
its quite a surprise when he said hello to me on msn.
u know, he's one of those nicknames in the msn list that i rarely chat with.
so anw, he was kinda confiding in me. he told me he just broke up with his gf.
i didnt even know he had a gf.
he sounded terribly depressed and broken. and i felt so useless i couldnt cheer him up.
"nurul..what do u think went wrong?"
that would have been a a gd qn if i was the ex gf. but. im not. and im the person who knows nothing bt their relationship. so that makes the qn a BONUS qn. haha.
before i could reply, he continued..."maybe because we (the gf and him) didnt really know each others' true self.."
that makes sense.. a relationship is not what it is if u dont know ur partner. i feel that in a relationship, no matter with who, its important to accept and acknowledge each others flaws.
that said, its equally essential to let ur partner know who u reallly are. u shudnt feel insecure bt urself when u're with ur partner. so ultimately, honesty is the best policy. haha. macam gp essay question..
but i sympathised with my friend. he sounded like he got the rotten half of the apple.
hopefully he heals and moves on. move along move along!


aight.. its baking time! (: (: (: (:

hullo~
hi. my entry will be long.


one week of break ending sooooooooooooooooooon.
but its ok. haha.

im still contemplating whether i should stay in the hostel next sem.
aahh. so many things going thru my mind when i begin thinking bout it.
firstly, i wont get to stay at the same hostel cos we'll get reshuffled after each. merepek kan.
what if i get the old kent ridge the next time round? haiii. leceh.

anyway, my days have been good so far.
hafiz visited me on tues night.
hahah! riiiiiight.
lynn and him came on tues. (: then he left la. so lynn and i gonj-ed around.
haha. it was fun.
"eh, we've known each other for almost 13 yrs but we nvr slept together eh"
that sounded a little wrong don u think. haha.

wednesday was another great day.but i couldnt wake up for subuh! gosh.
missed 3 calls from nizar :( and i woke up at last when my mum called.
somehow my mum's wake up calll is 1million times nicer than her normal wake up scream when im hm.. haha.
was supposed to jog with my guest, but the tilam looked so tempting that i ended up jogging in my dream. haha. but u all shd see the girl who slept on the papan. hahahhahh. oh well. funny.
went for lunch at ramen ten. oooooooooh. i love sushi. i cant wait for hae sushi to be opened. (:
met fizah after that where we all talked/laughed/buttsmack and irritated each other. it was a great well spent day! i liiiiiiiiiiike! (: (:
and its interesting to see how much anaknya rahmat has grown. haha. i was with her since sec2 and i saw how kental her specs was. and now, she's all grown up, with the new jeans and bata shoes all. hahahaha. dah besar anak mak. haha.

and as if the day wasnt interesting enough, i was actually locked out of my room in the evening.
i went out of my rm in my silky sexy (wahhaa. nono.) bath robe to wash my face. my doorstopper wasnt strong enough so the door moved and closed. suddenly i had that feeling. that what if its closed and locked? then i went to the door, turned the doorknob and panic stations! haha. locked. walaaaaaao.
then thankfully ling lan walked passed so i got her help.
me: hello, gd evening!
Resident Assistant: oh hi.
me: hi im from level 6. rm 609. i got locked out of my rm. huuhhurr.
RA: oh, can u come down to the office?
me: oh haha. im erm inappropriately dressed..
RA: oh its ok then, i'll come up.

omg..and he was such a cute guy la. so embarrassing.. u know how you (or maybe its only me..haha) get excited when a cute guy is talking to u or helping u with something? hahaha. ok, im not mentel la. of course. but like malu la.. ok.

well well. i better not get myself locked out again. thank goodness my neighbour was ard to help. what if it happened at 3 in the morning? hahaha.

anyways, thursday was fine too despite being slightly boring initially.
the teroka seni ppl came to store their goodie bags in my room. it was not my plan to let strangers into my room. (embarrassing laaa..) hahha. oh well. but im just helping muni. hehe.
its interesting how the aj girls seem to alw be helping one another. cool huh.


anyway, i realised that i never call my guyfriends nowadays which im not very proud of. haha. i actually need to be told/reminded by them to call. even so, i'll still wont call. i think im shy. padahal they are like close friends. padahal padahal. and i dunno why, i dont talk much. i feel really bad when ppl call and all i do is erm..yeahh..errm..hmm. whoa. i cant think of anything to talk. gosh. since when did i become this boring?

yeah thats all la so far. haha. i miss home food big time siahh. and i miss my friends. i hope they are doing fine. all of themm. (: (:

hullo!

hullo!


its already friday! thank goodness!
and so next week is the midsem break.
after analysing my organiser, i feel cheated!
ish, 2 days of break taken by cny holiday. thats not fair. we should have addtional 2 more days of break. on second thoughts, it really makes no different, cos i'll be break-ing even if its break or no break. (:

well let me share with u guys something. last nite, when i was slacking in my room, waiting for something fun to happen, the building fire alarm went off. ahhhh. it was deafening and murderous. i've never heard such a garrring alarm before. kalahkan my mum's subuh wake-up call! so i got out of bed and looked down the hallway only to find selenge looking ppl peekin out of their rooms selengeeeeeh-ly with fingers pressing their earrs.. right. so there i was standing at the hallway in my shorts and jersey.(haha. macam nak gi training..) so my neighbours and i decided that we shd just stay at level 6 cos we're lazy and we know it was a drill. ( 2 Chinese and a passive singaporean, i know.)
but unexpectedly, the residence assistant came up to call us down! ahh citot. haha. i actually rushedddddd to my room to get properly dressed. walaooo. leceh. anw adib said i shouldnt bother getting properly dressed in a real emergency. however, i just CANNOT imagine myself walking out of the building like tt. hah! u know what i mean?

anw, i feel like blogging some more stuffs but thaharah just called! haha. apparently, she wants me to explain to her the whole dilution calculation thing. hahaha. sems!


anyyyyway, im going back home today! yay! (:
i get to bake/watch tv/walk around the house aimlessly/cycle my new bike-cycle.haha/spend time with my family (:

guess i wont be blogging till after cny. so, yeah. gongxi gongxi everyone!

hullo (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

being sick is not an excuse to not enjoy today.
its a day when everything is..aaawww, so sweeeeeeet.
-huggs- (: (:
today was a day that started with a sore throat and groggy head but it went pretty well.
an interesting morning sms:
- happy valentines day. may mushiness abound and may those of us averse to mushiness survive today unscathed. have a nice day =)

and i miss selling roses and balloons on vday.
the mad rush and miscalculation.
(: te amo.

aight thats it. 2 more sch days and its hurrah hurrraarararah time. (:


ps: to my dance partners, we rocked the studio today. heheh.

hullo


i shd be sleeping now. but i don want.
ahaha. i just had a scary encounter. like after 1mth plus of staying alone in the hostel, i suddenly felt scared just now when i was doin my isyak! yeah. my hairs were standing and i felt my neck getting hot. haha. and tgh solat, so cant turn ard or whatever rite..
i know.. its just me and my imagination.. nothing la actually.

ok i caught babel just now (monday) with the guys. tho some scenes were uncalled for, the movie was rather impactful.and some scenes really tak senonoh la!
saw the 'hills have eyes 2' ad board. hahaa. if im not wrong, its r21, so i cant watch it. even if i could, i wouldnt wanna watch it! so disgusting. and thers this someone who likes it and i rmb he said he'd pay for me to watch with him. kental! haha.

haiya. my morale is dangerously plunging to minus values.dang! i hate feeling under-motivated, under-inspired, under-esteemed and negative. but u all dont have to worry ok. this mood is not real. its just me feeling kental. haha.

im looking fwd to the one wk break albeit self-declared break since the last sch break ended. first wk of sch was the rehlatul iman week=no sch stuff touched, second and third week was gg out with frens-dinners/soccermatch/shopping (every evening!) and its only last week tt i kinda started doing something. ya Allah please sharpen my focus.


SIAN.
k dah.
bye for now.

hullo!

hullo.


i miss home foood. i miss my mum's chic chicken soup. i miss eating supper with my dad. i miss slping in my parents' room. i miss watching nonsense shows on the telly at 2am in the morning. i miss scaring myself when i imagine theres someone/something outside my window. i miss the apeks bawah blok who'd cheer for me when i jog (yayaya. banyak punya cheer) and most of all.. i miss my family. haii..

but its ok la. not that its thaaaat bad. i have friends to keep me going on which im really thankful for. i have girlfrens who'll make my room/pillow/bolster/waffle crisp/toilet like their own. i have a friend who'll call me then expect me to talk, altho she knows i am very lazy to talk unless i have things to complain (haha.. love's bond u see.) i have another friend who always think he is disturbing me while in actual fact, its the other way round. i have another friend who'll wait for my dinner invitation sms while she's in her 6pm lect. its not thaaaat bad la..

but i still want chicken soup. u knoe, chicken soup for the teenage soul. haha. ok no link.. but i used to read tt book. and i can still read tt book if i want, cos im still a teenager. hahhaa. ok. dah dah. its back to the lab report. im finishing it alr. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. aksyen ah.

hullo.


when life gets really busy and u wanna make sure everthing falls into place, u just wish for one thing; to get themoveranddonewith..

its only a little past mid-day and the day hasnt been good.
a bad day is demoralising and i just wanna sleep it off. (having a bed in sch can be a bad idea sometimes)
but this bad day seems good somehow. it shook me and woke me up from my slumber with an extra jerk. better days will come my way, i know.

anw, i want may to come soon! (: i cant wait and i still have 3mths plus to be good so that Allah will make things right for me while im there. (:

hullo!


its already sunday..
many things took place this week, both good and bad.

last tuesday evening was great! supper at the cheeseprata shop with the rest of rehlatul iman comm members. it was funny cos i was surrounded by cheeky faces. haha.

me: -looked at khairul-
khairul: ape? aku senyum pun salah!
me: hahahah -looked at mat-
mat: hehe. ape ah?
yasmin: ehhh. -smile smile-
me: oohhhh!!! -aksyen tahu-
haikal: ape korang?
yati: -cheeky smile-
me: hahahahha. aku tak paham!

anw, we shd play more pool tgt in the student lounge. haha.
ps: shah, bola hitam hit last eh.. haha.


on wednesday, the day passed so fast! but the 12-2pm lecture was slow nak mampos!
wahh. sian u know. and this guy beside me wanted to charge his mp3 and i offered my lappie.
so then i ended up transferring ALL his songs to my com. lagu jay chou and S.H.E and cindy wang and dunno wat else. haha. so if khasrul wants chi songs, can come to me. hahahzzz.

went for the final 1st leg after tt. it was a dramatic protest-marked game. and there was a drama that took place off pitch too. hahaha.


anw i saw THAT guy. seems to see him at all the weird and unexpected times and places.

the national stadium from perspective of adib's miuu series.

my tudung is so tak maintain. but nvm cos s'pore won (:

thursday was a panic station day! damn rushy yet enjoyable.
had lunch with the belos and annissah. make it weekly! (:
then rushed to yishun to get the hp from nazerul and then met fizah!!
yaaaaaaay!! it was a good day! i miss fizah!
after tt i went to the hospital to visit my arwah uncle.
(he passed away last nite..may Allah bless his soul)

and on tt same day, nizar got my 'mail'. hahha. the fed ex service was efficient!

fridaaaaaaay! had biochem prac. ahha. my perception of the TA was further affirmed. kau! firstly, he didnt reply my email, next, he refused to make an appoinment with me and shah, claiming that he's busy. kauuu. rabaaak!!! hahhaaa. tak guna betul!
after tt shah, huda and i rushed for our biodiversity prac. siaaan lei. i was excitedly anticipating the end of the day!

met bessie for dinner at fig and olive. good food and cute waitress.
and then i went to meet my sec sch frens with my 8pieces of mrs fields cookies. haha! im glad they finished the cookies. (: (: so we talked and talked and talked till 11pm. hah!
it greaaaaaaaaat! had a fun time catching up.
jeanie, weixiu,daph,yeening,guangguang,leo,giam,hootwoon,marc. (: -huggs-
movie this thurs!! (: (:

and the weekends saw me sitting in my dorm rm studying lah seh. hahahah. semangat tahun baru!

alrite, back to the books now. (:

i was hurt u know.
i shd be, cos im a girl and u're my bestfriend.
but u're forgiven now. so dont do tt again.