hullo.


i reached hm last nite,and saw a stuffed toy/cat and a box of chocs on my bed.
i was wondering badly who in this true blue world gave me that.
surprise surprise. its alex.
i know theres something fishy.
someting not right. errrk
so this morning we met up.
we discussed things over a packet of nasi bungkus.
and we were so immature.
ok. and I WAS so IMMATURE.
my bad. im sorry. im a selfish friend.
i wanted him to make decisions that i thought will make ME happy.
i wanted him to do what I thought i WANT him to do.
and i couldnt control emotions.
i felt so guilty after saying those words i shdnt.
me and my mouth.
im sorry.
and then we had aeons of silence.
and then, we somehow worked things out in the silence.
and then we went into macdonalds and bought hotcake meals.
and we flooded the pancakes with excessive syrup.
i just wanted to puke. sambal goreng, rendang, hashbrown and hotcakes.
muaak seh. but i finished the whole meal. achievement ok.
haha. and thats it.
we are frens again.
thats wat i like bt guys. haha.

so alex dearest will leave singapore on the 9th august. the unforgettable national day. he'll join his family at washington dc. he'll start sch next yr at georgetown university. i haf no idea where that uni is, but i guess its at washington there la. and he's attending the Mc Dunno (haha. i dunno how to spell) School of Business. all the best dude!



alrite. i better get going now. byeeee!